Ensan Kan B 7ayatti??

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Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 22

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w in a rush again sry about the mistakes...Julius Caesar its all his fault -.-''

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My nerves tingling, the urge to hit him, to break his bones, just screaming at him was going to help the madness in my heart.
I couldn’t stand it, I’m helping this bastard who was trying to risk my rep* what’s up with that?!
He arms were curled around my waist; suddenly he stopped walking and sat on the bench that was near the garden.
He’s chest was throbbing real hard. He’s face was a complete disaster. What did Saif do to him?
Ahmed didn’t do the right thing, that’s true, but he can’t just do this to him its wrong.
Saif could get arrested for this and I don’t want that. I looked at his ankles, which were bleeding. That’s for every single time Saif threw him on the ground.
I went closer to him and dropped to see his ankles clearer. I looked at him and he started to laugh. Really not in the mood to deal with him I broke down.
“laish t’97k do u think this is funny? Did you see wat you do ruining ppls life as an occupation! You deserve this Ahmed I really cant believe I love w7ad 7a8ier mthlk wa7d 7ywan w nthl” I said feeling disgusted from him
“Well ya 7elwa 2a3rf ana mstahl bas I’ll make it up for you by saying this 1 thing that will help you fe kl shai” he said trying to say each word was like a journey.
“I’d like to hear this” I said standing up “but wait I’ll go get first aid”

I went to the the kitchen running fast hoping no1 spots me I opened the drawer and saw it where it always has been. I ran bak to the bench beside the gardan and saw Ahmed there watching the sky so peaceful. I went bak down on my knees and tried to disinfected the bruises “continue while I do this”


he continued “shofee everything I say el7ein is the truth wala el3a’6m” I nodded still wiping the bruise “shofee Saif is worser than me, you attract the likes of me you now, your friend Maha hal bitch I was dating her few days ago but A7777 THAT HURTS” I gave him a look then he smiled “ k she dumped me coz Saif went to get her yesterday…and Salem y7bich wayed he asked for advice, read every status in ur FB, all ur fav songs he memorized them kl shai …you deserve Salem mob Saif nor Me” as he ended I couldn’t finish rapping his ankle he took it from and continued doing it he tried to stand up. But I couldn’t help him I was to busy panicking inside me. I stood up and my heart was racing, sweat was actually pouring out my body, and my body was shivering. Not again I got back stabbed again I got hurt again. How should I trust any1 again?! That Maha el 7ywana I trusted her even though I know her for a few days bas I have this thing that I trust ppl fast I am too naïve but not anymore they play a game on me I play on them and Salem…GOD I am so blind how could I think he hated me?! He actually tried to make me love him! But isn’t that just wrong since he’s my boyfriends brother?! Isn’t it wron—

CLAP**
“allo can you help me to my car” Ahmed said
I nodded and helped him walk the way to his car. We talked about the good times and tried to forget the bad moments in each good memory, which was placed in the end of each memory.
“thanx Ahmed for telling me the truth” I said smiling forgetting what he did today and be4
“no problem it’s nothing” he said then he unlocked his car and went in before he went in he gave me his hand to shake “ truce, for everything I did” I shook his hand and he went in his car and drove out fast through the gates. I feel sick…
Then suddenly I felt some1’s hand on my shoulder “ I haft to tell you something” he said….



Narrator:

secrets unfold they might kill us they might help us...what will Sara do with Saif and Salem?!
is this Ahmed's last encounter is it the last time sara sees him?!

Next Post Soon >.>

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 21

Enjoy Lovely Followers May You Love Each Post Inshalla ;)
sry bout the grammar and spelling (again)


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Narrator POV
It was her I’m positive its her” the boys thought they were both shocked, they knew she was in UK they knew he was in UK, they knew she was the local he played with, the one he bragged about , they knew he was a bastard -.-‘’ but not with her!
Saif took Ahmed by the hand and went to the shed, well for Salem he took the laptop and tried to play with words about how these girls they saw were just some actresses they believed salem , like 4 year olds that believe that they’re mommy is going to buy them a car tomm , Salem chuckled and yet he was still burning up inside he took Ahmed’s Laptop in his room and went to the shed running coz he didn’t want to miss smashing Ahmed’s face.

Meanwhile, Saif in the other hand was too busy beating Ahmed till Ahmed cried blood. Until, she came in the picture and ruined Saif’s fun. She gasped as she saw Ahmed and Saif as he was beating the crap outta him!
Then Salem came in the picture! Screaming “let me get a hit on him”
Until he saw her standing there shocked …


Sara:


I saw him on the floor I think he’s bleeding. I gave him my jacket and wiped the blood from his head.
“We meet again Sara Al X” Ahmed said through the pain
“Hey Ahmed” I said
I looked up and I saw the boys staring at me.
“Why did you do this?” I asked they both looked at each other. Salem nodded and saif pulled me up from the ground. Wtf is going on? Did Ahmed come to ask me to come back with him? How did he know my house o.O
Then suddenly salem took my hand and walked me to his car. I didn’t ask anything I knew that there is something going on but I wont ask he’ll open the convo. He left me in the car and went inside the house
Salem finally came with a laptop in his arm and entered the car. He took his phone and made a phone call while he was driving out the house.
“agool hamdan ana bara el 7ein family problem I’ll come after 30 mins k! …….Good good 5ala9 let him keep you company!
He then closed the phone and didn’t say a word. He drove until we were at the seaside.

He got out the car holding the laptop and then I knew this is the time to talk about it!
I got out the car, suddenly I felt nervous. I walked towards him and tried to sit on his car but gave up when I couldn’t TOO HIGH TO REACH MY BUTT >.<
He then chuckled and carried me up. Then he was in front of me and he finally broke the silence and said something “ what was Ahmed to you exactly” his tone mad yet softness were on the edge of each word.
“My…” should I tell him? Akeed Ahmed did some kind of lie or swore, el mohem he did something wrong so I better stick with the truth “ he was my first boy friend” I said goose bumps all over my hand reaching my back **chills*** he’s look scaring me .he nodded then he said “did he by chance took a photo of you ?” what a weird question like half my friends have my photos.
“Yah! Y are u asking?” I said feeling awkward, really awkward, he rolled he’s eyes and turned red when he looked at me, he took a huge gasp then started screaming
“3ASHAN EL KALB PHOTOSHOPED UR PICTURE AND INSTEAD OF WEARING CLOTH YOU WERE COMPLETELY NAKED” he said screaming so loud, he was mad.
“NEVER TRUST ANY1 W A9LAN HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN DATE BACK THERE YOU WERE SENT THERE TO STUDY NOT TO DATE AND LOVE” he was mad real mad, each word stroked me as a knife, tear flattered finding their way to my cheeks.
Salem face changed fast surprised that I broke down he then came near me , face to close “you know that I don’t want to hurt you and I don’t want ay 7ad to hurt you especially that little bitch” every word was so sweet his breathe was so sweet …he used his thumb to wipe my tears then he kissed my cheeks.
“yalla enroo7 el bait I want to get 1 hit at least on Ahmed. why does Saif always get the fun “ he said but before he went to the car he placed the laptop on the ground in front of the tire. Then he told me to see the laptop getting shattered since it would be fun to forget the whole thing. He entered and the car smashed the laptop then he went backwards then forward backwards then forward it was a wonderful view very entertaining. Salem got out the car and took the ruined laptop and threw it in side the big blue sea.

We entered the car, Salem racing to get a hit on the little bitch and I guess I wanted to get a little hit too.






“WAIN EL LITTLE BITCH” Salem ran inside the shed and me running after him
“HENI” Saif said
We reached the shed, Ahmed was on the ground powerless. On the floor so helpless and weak I felt sorry for him…
Salem picked him up, so high I never knew Ahmed was that weak before he did anything I stood closer next to salem, and motioned him to put Ahmed down.
He did what I asked looking confused, and Saif looking somehow amused “guess he thought I’d hit him” I thought
I knelt to reach Ahmed height and said “shoof for the sake of the 2 years together I’ll let you leave before saloom gets a hold of you ‘’ I stood up and pulled him up .
‘’salem bas 9af3a wa7da’’ salem smiled and nodded and slapped him a slap men el 5a6er. Then I left the boys giving them a gesture of leaving me walk him to his car…

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 20

enjoy, if there was mistakes sry bout that i was in a rush +.-

wat do u think of the narrator thing :P
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Sara:


Feeling so fresh, I got out of the bathroom and wore my juicy couture-tracking suit, wore my snickers, sweat band, and placed my cherry flavor labalo on my lips. I headed down stairs and the first person I saw was Salem leaving for work. He smiled and nodded “9ba7 el 5air” he said very cheerful even though he was really crappy yesterday, weird ?!
“9ba7 el noor, have fun at work” I said making it sound like a fun thing!
“hhhh inshalla w don’t you want to be my assistant for 2 weeks cause my secretary is in Lebanon and I need to be organized” he asked then he sipped from his mug. I thought for a while, should I help him?
“umm it would be fun, I can see you be all bossy and acting like ur the man!” he chuckled then and nodded and walked towards the door, before he went he said “Sunday and I can’t wait to make you suffer ;)” he winked and went out the door.
I giggled to myself for a while and went to the gym. I entered and the smell was not so great, not something I want to smell in the morning, it was the smell of sulfur -.-‘’
I opened the lights, and stepped on the running machine. I started to walk and plugged my earphones on, putting Katy Perry’s song firework.
It was my fav song of the month!

YOU JUST GOT IT TONYT
THE LIGHTS AND LET IT SHINE
JUST ON THE NIGHT ON THE 4TH OF JULY
COZ BABY UR A FIRWORK
MAKE THEM GO AHAHHAHAHA
AS YOU SHOOT ACROOS THE SKY AHAHAH
COZ BABY UR A FIREWORK
C’MON LET UR COLORS BURST
MAKE THEM GO AHAHAHA
U’LL MAKE THEM GO AHAHAHHA

I started to jog, just singing I reached 60 calories in 15 mins, as my heart raced and sweat was all over my body. My hair kept swinging right to left. It was like the beat I was listening to …

YOU’LL STILL BE MY HERO EVENTHOUGH YOU LOST YOUR MIND
JUST GONNA STAND THER AND WATCH ME BURN
THAT’S ALRIGHT COZ I LOVE THE WAY IT HURTS
JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME CRY
BUT THAT’S ALRIGHT COZ I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE
This song just reminded me of Ahmed. I was so stupid coz I was blinded by my love to him. I cried when I saw him with other girls but I still loved him and I was able to let it pass. He lied and lied and still I was stupid and I believed him. I was weak that when I saw him kissing another girl I would still kiss him and never did I tell him anything. BUT when I was in a coma after yadoo died, I heard him talking to my best friend that he made her lose her virginity they would fight in front of me thinking I couldn’t hear them, but I did….he always lied to me and I knew it but I had to make the pain and the tears stop….



Salem:

I reached work and I saw my secretary I smiled and told her “ Rana youm el a7ad btsafren Lebanon mthl ma entii tbain yalla have fun with ur family” I said and she couldn’t help but jump with joy with my shocking proposal
“shkran Mr. X” I nodded and went inside my office thinking of ways to make sara love me. Until, I got a call from Saif.
“hey Salem is everything k with us” Saif asked seeming anxious
“ya everything is good my man in fact I feel gr8 plz I dnt want to talk to you now coz I feel disgusted” I said wanting to make him feel dirty
“3ala ay asas everything is gd well whatever el youm baroo7 el desert with my friends cya!” and he hung up
then I got a message I thought it would be him but it was Ahmed ;

hey Saloom today at 4 is the BBQ ryt?


God this is still going on” I thought to myself I want to relax for one day I guess inshalla tomm I’d go to shalai, to relax and enjoy my time and I think I have an idea ;) I saw it in a movie but I need to watch it then I’ll do what I saw.


Yea, w get the sound system

I replied.

Ugh this is so frustrating GOD.

“Rana!!” I called out




Sara:

Hmm grilled cheese…its so yummy and orange juice it’s the perfect breakfast!
As I took the first bite, I saw Saif going down holding his Armani travel bag.
“Where r u going” I asked
“Desert with the guys” he said with a tone that sent a vibe “god just shut up”
I didn’t say anything else I just kept it to myself and ate my grilled cheese. He went out the door and I just saw him leave I didn’t call him I didn’t do anything I was too busy eating on the dinning table. He didn’t care about what I told him. I cried yesterday, am I throwing myself at him?! Am I doing this again!
Is he a player? I haft to do my research.
First thing I need help from Maha.

I dialed her phone number….

“alo” she said all lazy.
“hey, sleepin” I asked
“la2 kkk I was sleeping GOD I should put my mob silent next time” she continued “so my bitch what I can I help u with?”
“yah bout that I need you to come over and help me find out some things about my cousin”
“your cousin as in ur boyfriend” her tone suddenly changed “umm I dnt think I can today I think I’ll go dubia today”
Suspicion grew inside me like a rose and the thrones were killing me as they made me choke.
“umm k cya later” I said
“bai bai babe” she said and she hung up

I think I just found Maha Maha!!!! THE REAL MAHA!!!
Salem he’s my only hope!


Saif:

I got a call from ‘7ayatii”
I put the headphone while I was driving, I answered directly not wanting to make her wait!

“alo” she said all pissed off
“6walt 3laich sry kent ga3ad asoog”
“la 7beby bas hai Sara uff menha bitchia” she said really making me worried, that she might have told her or revealed something between us.
“sho??” I asked getting pissed mnha
“tbani asawi research on you!” she said all winey which sounded cute
“dnt you know everything bout me?”
“yah I know everything!”
“5ala9 give her the facts bas wait 3ashan et2kad whats my shoe size?”
“42” she said without thinking surprising me at how she knew w my mom didn’t o.O
“k a hard one whats my fav color”
“orange” again fast!
“umm what shampoo do I use” I chuckled at how much I knew she’ll never know this
“hhhhhhh its head n shoulders na3na3” she said with that I felt so amazed at how well she knew things and I dnt even know anything bout her!!
“wow 7ayatti u amazed me”
“ikr lol I am dying to see ur face expression”
“hhhhhhh anywayz I’m heading to Dubia meet you in Marsa at 8”
“k baii”
“baii baby!”
I hung up and laughed as I drove!
Before I knew it I felt that my pocket is empty I FORGOT MY WALLET


Salem:



I was home getting ready for the BBQ, Ahmed was setting up the ipod sound system. The other boys were setting the projector and the ps3 so we can play football. I was just setting the knives and other equipment.

Taio Cruz- dynamite
Was playing, feeling the beat putting the meat in the freezer beside me .
“AYO!!! GOTTA LET GOO” then Hamdan jumped in the pool
“’3abii” Na9oor said “that splash is for gays bas” he was a size of a ball and ofcourse the splash compared to both is huge since Hamdan is the size of a stick. Na9oor jumped in leaving us all soaked in water.
We laughed at how hamdan was stuck between the waves in the swimming pool trying to go left but ends right!

Ahmed finished the headset and put his laptop AKA “nudeshop” set with the projector he was so happy he was finally going to show us the pics. he kept scrolling down as the boys made weird voices and I couldn’t help but close my eyes yet open them after 5 secs until…
Saif:

I went in my room to get my wallet and went down with the guys and saw them looking at nude girls v.v losers I thought
I was on the edge of the couch until the pic landed on a familiar face I knew it was her…it was…..HER!!!!

Narrator:

She was exposed, by the one she loved she trusted him to even take a normal picture with him that was changed into a disgrace to her rep** what will the boys do?!

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 19

sry for the long wait w i hope u like it


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Saif:


As i landed on my bed, feeling pain and tension all over my body. i felt so stiff yet something inside me was at ease. I couldn't help put touch my face and press harder to feel the pain it felt so good. i deserve this even more. she doesn't want to be hurt she said this today....



flash back.

i was angry about why she didnt ask me to go with her instead of my brother (who was in love with her.) i couldn't stand being the one left out. as i shouted and she defended herself. suddenly she started crying not able to handle it. I couldn't stand seeing her cry it was a weakness to see a girl cry for every man. i just looked at her lifted her chin and our lips were pressed softly. her hand was on my neck until she reached my hair and ran through it. her lips were just so full of lust my hands were on her waist but in between the kiss she said the thing that made me vulnerable " i dnt want to be hurt" i pulled away and looked her in the eyes that were still watery. i wiped her tears and went like the coward i am...




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it to came to realization that i knew how much i loved her but i couldn't hurt her. i'm a heart breaker a monster. I was in love who deserved a man like me a worthless thief to a worthless bitch and wats weird is that i love her. fate made us meet since we are meant to each other.
and i promise i make to myself i will never hurt her(sara)....


Salem:


as the stem grew i felt faint, but i stood still happy that today might be the day i'd sleep the day i'd actually close my eyes and dream "hopefully i'd dream of her" i thought to myself.
as i closed the water i went out the tub and put the towel on me. the water droplets were sliding below my spinal cord it felt like some1 was sliding their fingers on my spinal cord. i shivered but it felt good. i closed my eyes and opened them to see stem on the mirror as always i drew her letter beside mine. i stared at it for a while then wiped the stem from the mirror to look at myself. i felt so radiant so real SOOOO happy. my smile couldn't be described ,it was perfect! this is my chance" i thought, and i will make her love me and want me. I'll make you Love me Sara AL X and u'd never want to let go of me thats i promise i'd make for myself ;)







Sara:


i closed my eyes and couldn't imagine anything but him there.....it was Saif.

i will never leave him and i promise i'd never love any1 other than him.
i cant believe he thought i love his brother! thats just wrong o.O and sick!

with the thought of him i slept.




Narrator:

they all made their promises today , a person who promised love forever, a person who promised their care for 1 another , and the person who promised to never let go.....
do you think these promises will soon self destruct?!

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 18 (B)

Here You Go the Last of Part 18 Hope You ALl Like it

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Sara:


we were all at "toys r us "the kids all scattered around, man9oor was by my side the whole way and now stuck to me like a glue he'd push me here and there for a while i thought i was cute but now i kinda think its like torture. he led me to the dolls section and was stuck between two dolls "bratz" the blonde w the brunette one they seemed the same but the brunette wore a sun dress and that she was tanned >>yasmine the name of the bratz.
w the blonde was very white with blue eyes wearing pj's >>>>>chloe the name of the bratz. Man9oor called my name and asked...
"ay wa7da a7la?!" he asked all cute and confused coz he wanted to get his first love the greatest gift!!!
"5ath haii" salem butted in pointing at the brunette haired one her hair was made into the perfect braid then i realized why he said that but then he continued "mthel sara 9a7 man9oor" i blushed from madness or embarrassment first of all the dolls eye is huge plus don't get me started with that HUGE head BUT she does have resemblance plus i am flattered her hair aint bad its shinny and beautiful no problem here. i ignored his comment yet madness was just raging inside my body wanting to shard each part of him ! WAIT am i aggressive now i am thinking of killing him with my own hands did i lose it?
"ana aba haii" man9oor held the doll that supposedly looks like ME -.-''
"k bas???" i asked as he returned the other one
he nodded and two of his bigger bros came holding huge cars
"saloom ana aba hai" a rough voice spoke i guess thats sultan he's the small head with the rough voice its kinda ironic since he doesn't seem to have that manly man look or age a9lan >.< wannabe i guess
"w ana aba hai" a cute boy younger than the other manly man one i guess thats rashid
"yalla 5ala9" salem said
i knelt down as i saw man9oor looking at the cars gasping and i knew he wanted one "yalla t3al enyeeb wa7da" he smiled and ran from my side
i saw salem face expression so calm he patted sultans shoulder and headed to the cashier getting started with the 2 kids and the twins running to him since its getting late already. i got out my BB and there werent any calls from saif today why is that??? its unusual!! is there something wrong is he sick?! didnt seem like that he was awfully happy!!!! maybe he's busy with kim.



Saif:

i left Maha's house feeling crappy, feeling like nothing more than..... ugh wats less than crap......well a piece of nothing is better?! i was in the car just driving around trying to forget the deal i made with Maha. i drove as fast as i could i couldn't face sara now its just so hard to act infront of her its like she knows every move i do. i put my ipod on shuffle and just stop driving for a moment and titled my head to see the amazing moon and the stars above. i wish i could go bak in time. i closed my eyes and opened them and thought to myself "i am so cheesy!!!" i chuckled and drove home. flashbacks just ran through in my head.....



"so can i do the usual" she said so eager like she was missing her fun.
"k bas give me time k baby"
"k 7ayatti bas know this i don't like it" she stopped smiling and looked down as she talked
"who said u should" i held her chin and titled it to my direction and kissed her forehead and we just kept on talking about the 2 weeks we were apart from each other.
she ran home when she saw her brothers car and i ran back to my car.



the flashback ended my gut was just sick, i agreed about it, sara is just so fragile she's going to get hurt bad she's going to hate me. i should just break up with her softly or make her break up with me thats better i don't want her to give me that look ....ugh it gives me the chills just remembering it. i headed home and my mind was just not into it now thinking of a way to break up with her, but salem will absolutely love this! Salem i need Salem!! he'll know what to do!



Salem:
i got a call from Ahmed, i answered knowing where this is going..
he's going to talk about how he took girls pictures then photoshoped them blah blah or how he took a super model virginity which i don't believe. but this topic was different he wasn't talking about girls and how low they are.
"yalla enshoofek bacher" he said trying to act so polite....yet...
"inshalla yalla m3salama" i said really wanting to end the weird topic which really pissed me off.
he invited himself and the guys here tomm like WTF this isn't his house mob 3ala kaifa wala !
i went downstairs to tell the maids to get the meat and the BBQ ready, and to clean the Boys Room( its our chill-ax place its the dream place)
as i finished explaining to them, i went to sit with the family. Saif was next to my mom w Sara was beside the twins who wouldn't stop talking. i sat next to yadee, just trying to jump into the topic and the conversation but the words weren't clear enough so i didn't care a9lan if the ppl who were talking uboy w yadee its about the company nothing less and 3amoo w umi about make up and stuff.
the twins were talking and sara wasn't even giving crap she was too busy flirting with saif, her eyes were so pretty as she watches him learning every move, he gave her a shook of his head and it meant one thing lets take it out. he went out and after 30 sec she went after afraid some1 would notice well HEY i noticed CANT YOU SEE ME NOTICING!!!!
god i want saif's girl. eager to see wat their doing i went out, yes thats just stupid and how old am i well i dnt care i'm crazy full of jealously.
i found them in the usual spot, talking 3adii i guess he said a joke coz she laughed and punched his shoulder. GOD that means she's seriously into him( i read it from those magazines the twins read every1 has a small bit of gayness in them bas fe nas yazowdonha) now she saying something hey its getting intense, he's screaming, she's screaming, rubbing her eyes with frustration , god what happened ya3nii one second and then total weirdness. suddenly she starts to cry he pats her shoulder, hugs her, then pushes her forward and kisses her lips which really took long really i couldn't look so i closed my eyes everytime i open them their still kissing sho ha kena they never kissed! i couldn't stand the intense between them i can't keep on trying i can't keep on imagining c'mon i've got a life and i am not wasting it only on dreams that i have all day.... just try salem you've been fighting this since she was born its been a habit for you to think bout her and i dnt think its going to be easy.
i went back inside, my smiled was turned upside down and i was frowning not knowing how to change the emtion how to stop showing everyone what i felt i tried to smile yet no1 cared!






at midnight******


Salem:


i was on my FB just playing kilik i couldn't help but try to get a high score. Saif was on the bed, his wrist on his eyes that meant he was thinking since he doesn't sleep at this time a9lan!
i went to my bro and patted his shoulder i kno he's troubled since he did that pose "troubled man pose'' he moved his wrist and looked at me tears on his cheek. i looked at my brother and couldn't help seeing his 8 year old self when he was on his bed same pose same approach like it was dej-vu yet akeed this time no1 stole he's action figure of action man <"wats up?!" i said worried all of the sudden. feeling like my throat is dry
he sat up straight cleared his throat and went to his cap collection ....he said
"i---i ---wen---t.." he was shuttering this is HUGE he continued looking at me now " i went to maha w she's doin the game on sara bas i told her not now later"
my hand feeling the desire to bang he's face i couldn't back down not now since i ran to him and punched him straight in the face...he was crying pathetically and he said the words " i give up salem you deserve her you belong together"
i couldn't care less at the time i just pushed him to the ground and kept on punching him he was vulnerable, and it seemed he wanted me to beat him. one last punch and i stood up.
he's nose was bleeding but i just didnt give a damn...
"look she's going to UK on 13th go there try to make her love you i'll try to make her hate me so she'll break up with me" suddenly i felt sorry for him, i went to my brother was trying to stop the bleeding the wrong way by titling his head up wards, i straighten his head and just gave him tissues. he was giving up she's going to love me since the stage is clear for me. i looked at my brother "thank you saif" i said feeling happy for once in a life time.
saif smiled blood over his face it made him look like a freak who ate raw meat! i was grossed out and went to take a shower.


Saif:


i felt better well i don't feel better physically thank god i was too smart and didn't fight back since i know it wont lead but pain everywhere plus i'm going Italy soon dnt want to look like some street fighter character. Salem went to the bathroom running fast since he felt disgusted by the blood every where. i stood up pain rushing through me but i made it to my bed and tried to make sense of what happened! did i give up on sara?! was that the right choice?! i guess so since i can't leave her waiting for me i love maha and this time i'm sure about that and nothing is going to stand in my way....

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 18 (a)

here is something u deserve its a small post bas ur worth it

sorry if my grammar sucks and spelling i'm in a rush!

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Saif:


as i went back i just found the women where is sara?! i wanted to tell her something?! i ran though my head confused and realized that the kids and the twins aren't here either? early it was noisy and crowded now its silent and the whispers of the women are the only thing i can hear. i went upstairs step by step feeling exhausted from kim's weekly bathe. hands numb and body tired i just want her comfort for thats the only thing that lets me regain my power as a man! as i reached the last step i ran fast to my room feeling relieved. no1 was there, Salem is not there WTF where is every1! my intuition said she was salem but my brain denied since she hates his guts w since i warned him.
i trust him and her!
i called my bro wanting some answers
beep beep**
no answer wtf i'll just call again
beep -

"allo" salem shouted
"hey where r u??" i asked sounding cranky, my neck aching me
"umm i took the kids and sara to get toys" kids and sara huh it sounded like his the man of his house and his taking his kids and wife out THAT MADE ME MAD!!!!
"uh and did sara ask u?" i asked
"yah" he said cold trying to show me he doesnt care >.<
"K" i shouted and hung up

it clearly shows she's into him ugh i dialed her number and waited for her to answer...

"saif" she said her voice calm and peaceful i loved her voice it was like birds in the early crack of dawn, and when she said my name i could only imagine her here by my side my girl my only love
"maha i missed you i want u" i said so weak so powerless ALL I NEED IS HER I NEED SOME1 EL7EIN somehow i needed her not sara i needed her she's like drugs i'm addicted i can't stop but think of her while i'm with others... she was the only star the shines in the dark the only light the lights my path
"i missed you too 7ayatti" she said it ,she said the word 7ayatti i was her life and she's mine screw every1 she's the one i know it!
" can i see you!" i said so breathless yet so happy
"6ab3an" i could her eagerly wanting me desperately too
"now" i said
"yah now" she said and knew she was smiling
she hung up leaving me paralyzed in my seati stood up breaking the invisible chains that sara put on me and went to change my cloth.......

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 17

Exams r up!

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HHHHH JUST BLUFFING THEY ACCEPTED ME LIKE DUH THIS IS A FICTIONAL STROY EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE !!!! i ran down stairs and told mama. i felt full of happiness since i can see what saif is doing since he's a player!
as i reached where mama is i said "mama they accepted me"
"mabrook yalla akeed shopping for university " she said but it was kinda in a tone of boredom my mom never showed her love to me she barely hugs me or smiles its like she hates me for ruining her life. i told my grandpa and he started hugging me and pulled me for another visit to his room. i sat in the same couch this time i was confused he took the ring from his left hand and put it on a necklace that ring is his dibla from yadoo he put the necklace on my neck and smiled.
"i was supposed to give it to you the day you came but give me a while to remember" tears shattered again now i have two necklaces from both my grandparents as the white gold mixed with my gold name it was amazing on my chest
"when you find the right guy a36eeh this ring" he winked and went out the room. he left me there thinking??? i held his ring and continued crying what a wild day, i thought.

i finally came to my senses and got out the room, wiped the tears on my cheeks and cleared my eyes.
i sat down with the family and just kept on holding my grandpa's ring until Salem came and sat next to me.
"wat r u holding" he said annoying me at how nosy he is "nice name but wats the other one" he asked tone so eager yet confused about what i'm holding.
i showed him the ring and he gasped o.O
"he gave you his ring" he said and i nodded "you know if you lose it your screwed" i nodded and stood up and sat next to the twins.
"a5555 i hate salem" noora said
"he never smiles who does he think he is??" meera said
"he does smile he always does" i blurted even though i am pissed from him bas he has issues 7aram with wat i said the girls blasted into laughter XD
'r u kidding the only person he smiles too is my baby sis fara7" noora said
"fara7?" i asked
"yup she's so cute you gotta see her" meera said running out, like that mouse in looney tunes.
"so how is Saif" noora asked "your so lucky he's the best"
"hhh thanx w entii i saw that boy flirting with u looks like u have something 2gether"
"hhhhhh thats m7amd his a family friend and his little brother is s3eed he likes meera but meera doesn't she hates him " she said as meera came in holding a the baby >>>fara7
"ybeeha henii" mama asked meera gave her to mama "t3lee sara shofee fara7 tshbhtich yama kent baby" i went to carry her but Salem took her.
"7ayatti" he kissed her forehead "she's so beautiful" he said as he sat on the couch and i sat beside him, he went near me and our bodies touched i felt awkward chills behind my back. it felt like i was in UK the beg* of winter and we'd play a little with snow and come in to find the fire place warm and our hot choco ready everything was warm and fussy gave me goosebumps and chills . as i looked around just feeling awkward i saw man9oor ,meera and noora's little bro all i know is that he's going to KG 2 he was all sad and looking down at the ground. i sat next to him on the stairs foot steps he looked so sad and gloomy it really hurts.
"um man9oori laish za3lan??" i asked sympathetic he didn't look at me still at the ground then he sniffed i knew he was crying i tilted his chin and now he was looking at me tears in his eyes :O :O :O
"3ashan ma7ad bya5thni 7aflat Manal" he said through his tears
"w meno manal" i asked winking if he didn't like her he would've never wanting to go, i smiled when i saw his expression from sad to shy.
"heya wa7da bent ma2a7bha bas kent aba aroo7 3ashan..." he paused thinking of an excuse to show me he wasn't interested "umm 3ashan ana wa3dha baseer"
"hmm wala 3ashan et7bha" i asked raising a brow "3adii 5abernii"
"ana a7bha" he said blinking a lot "wayed ba3ad" he said moving his face so i don't look at him
"7yatti 5ala9 bacher ana b5'6k" i said and he looked at me with a smile very wide :D <<"yay k yalla enroo7 el7ein!" he said jumping from the steps!
"k yalla w 5aber your siblings!" i said then he ran and went screaming out to all he's siblings like crazy!
i went to 5aloo 3alya who was so sad i knelt down and looked at her and whispered "5aloo b5'6 el3iyal toys R us 3adii?" she smiled and looked at me
"shkran 7abebty sarlhm fetra" she said i nodded and added
"w bacher ba5'6 man9oor 7aflet manal" she nodded and i went to salem since his car is huge
"um salem can u give me ur car keys?" i asked
"la2 w laish?" he asked looking at fara7 and brushing her cheeks.
"3ashan ba5th el 3eyal bara w my car is too small" i said as he was taking the keys out his pockets and about to get give it to me
"i'll take you and the kids" he said as he stood up and handing the baby to me "baroo7 abdel" and he ran upstairs. i sat down the couch and looked at the baby and everything then clicked in my mind!



Salem:

YUP i like fara7 for 1 reason and she looked like her . everytime i see that baby i'd remember the days when i acted as her guardian. i was in KG i learned some new songs at the moment i'd go home and beg mama to let us pay a visit to 3amety moza they were in the same block across from our home but i'd have to cross the streets and my mom would never accept expect without a maid so i would go to the maid and run inside 3amety moza by time she'd keep some candy on the counter coz she knew i'll be there. i would feed sara, sing her a melody, teach her wat i know, sometimes i would sneak to watch her take a bath hehe i was a pervert at young age :)
as she went to skool i would do her homework and teach her some techniques give her my BELOVD colors defend her from the bullies, but at home i would tease her as a sign of love but as i tease her i just wanted to show every1 that i didn't like her! yet she thought i hated her but i didnt i couldn't show how weak i am and that i love her that was not me i aint cheesy!


Sara:

we were all at the car meera and noora at the back seat with reem and mbark on their laps and man9oori was on mine when clearly there was space back but looks like he likes me! we all sat listening to music while my thoughts drifted away....it really felt like we were a family Salem and i were th parents and the kids were ours we'd take them every month to get games BUT plz dnt include meera n noora it was a cute scene 1 day i'd have with my husband god knows who??!! but i am betting on saif (H)

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 16

sry for the wait :)

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later on that day*********





street 14 block 3 house # 476



i was passing every house 474...475..................wat the hell the other side a555555555 i made a U turn left and started reading again 478....477...476!! found it i parked in front of the Bentley and stepped outside and couldn't help notice that all the cars r expensive but the house is not to big it's average size with the money they pay for their cars they could get a huge mansion before i rang the bell i looked at the cars for a second a Bently, Rose Rise, Ferrari GTB 599( how i remembered its all Saif's fault) and last but not least porsche turbo i sighed relief that she wasn't the maha on my mind ya3ni akeed not all mahas is that maha . i rang the bell and i saw her skipping like crazy she gave me a hug and said "i've been waiting for you for a while now to ring the bell" HUH!!!! she went out the house and closed the door leaving me standing there seeing her skipping with her closed 3abayai gave me a small glimpse of something.....





as i sat in the beautify green fields the sun was shining, the flowers were dancing and everything was prefect suddenly a small black figure came in skipping singing a little melody la de la la de de la la .....



k that was stupid she was standing next to me now and i couldn't help realize how short and CUTE she was!!! i entered the car and she was there already MAN short ppl move fast :P or its no her height its just how she's so hyper it looks like she drank a dozen of red bulls .

"k el7ein lets go to the spa first 7amam me'3rebee then message then we'll do our nails after that about your highlights i'll take you to the best one in AD who does highlights then we'll cut your bangs and then lets go to TGA FRIDAYS k" a555 thats alot!!! w 7amam me'3rebee that sounds scary i heard it takes all the dead skins since you were a new born i guess i see alot of dead skin and i wont take my cloth out i keep my bra and pentties.





SPA***



i sat on the marble floor PANTIES AND BRA ON!!!

"7abebtii sheli haza ashan adlek jasim entii ya 7elwa" the sodani women insisted as she started scrubbing my back

"la shokran che zain" i said hating this idea of 7amam m'3rbee ya3nii i scrub well at home very well!

as she was scrubbing i would see stuff flying right and left so much for scrubbing well at home i guess "7abebti 7adii a2wel mara etsawin 7amam"

"hmm" thats all i could say i was in agony from all the scrubbing. i turned around on my back and she started scrubbing my belly i started laughing it was kinda ticklish in this area holding my laughter in so i dnt look weird in front of the bbl. the women was kinda annoyed as i was turning away from the pointing thing and she kept on doing noises that sounding how annoyed she was. i stood still so this could end and kept the laughter in.

"ya rabi i wish i never came how will i continue akeed i'll be so restless after this" i kept on thinking holding the laughter in and my thoughts in i was still as a mountain. "think of something take ur mind off things" i thought

umm wat do i think about...oh that ass salem wats up with the attitude i'll show that ass and i'll look hot make him sweat under the collar. from tomorrow i'll exercise w about my hair i'll just do something new and bangs i dnt think i'll do or do i do umm i closed my eyes and day dreamed of my hair color and the bangs maybe emo cut and highlights is a no no i'll just make my hair the overall wooden brown YUP that'll be amazing!!!

"ya 7elwa yalla 5ala9na" the women words shattered my dream and i opened my eyes happily i rushed up and she went out so i could take a bath.

i went in this square sized tub and soak my head with cold water rinsing it for a while, WHERE is the shampoo i searched through bottles and found one! it had an indian women on it seemed like she was looking at me ahhh scary! i put a little in my palm and the smell flew in my nose it was exotic i felt i was in the fields of citrus oranges and lemons. i put it in my head and i felt a tickle in my head it was amazing it relaxed my head as i massaged it ad it rinsed more, i put my head underneath the water and seriously i felt a great sensation like i jumped in a pool and the scent was citrus ah and the splash!!!!!!!!!

reminded me of my first encounter with Saif. as i repeated the same process my mind just had flashbacks of the first day here and today is wat the 10th day alot happened in all these days wow.

i washed my body and finally went out of the cold sizzling water that sent my shivers first thing when i went out.

i wore my extra pentties and put the towel above me and entered the message session.



the oil was burning but as it cooled down my muscles went numb it was so soothing as the pressure made me relaxed and soothed i loved the feeling i closed my eyes and just slept for the moment.....

as the message session ended and maha and i met in the nails session which was down stairs.

"i want french" i asked

"mmmm i like this flashy pink!!" maha said

we sat there without a word i HATE this thing silence so i just said anything "umm thanx for this outing no1 has done this for me...u know girl time"

"ahhh la2 3adii i had fun too^^" she said flushing red looks like she's a kind of person who gets embarrassed fast these kind of ppl r like an open book u can know everything from their face expression.

"soo tell me which college r u attending??"

" i am going to 6a8neya"

"ohh cool!" with that no1 said anything

"ur dating that hottie that i saw last time with u??" she asked outta nowhere

"umm yah" i said feeling kinda lost why'd she bring it up could she be...

"u look cute 2gether" she said but i felt something wrong it just felt wrong!!!!!

"hhh thanx" with that i noted: maha is that maha whose saif's ex find out more!!!!



after that she took the wheel and took me to the saloon.



Saloon:



we both sat apart she cut her hair shorter and dyed my hair chocolate brown its my original hair color. i looked her way but she didn't flinch from wat she was doing on her BB i looked away rubbing my nose i felt a bit tired and sick *cough* a555 i think i going to be sick

Maha:



i watched our pics together it got my heart clenched, it was still broken. YES! i talked after that to a million of guys hoping i'd forget that day 13 days ago, yah 13 days and i talked to alot of guys but no matter how much they all tried nothing made me feel the same i felt with him!

we were perfect together we looked very different yet were similar in alot of ways as a B**** i was with a player together we tried to stop i stopped but he couldn't after a couple of weeks so together we made a game he would talk to a girl do all lovey dovey talk in the end like after 3 days i'd take the phone and say the same words i'd say to all the girls "meno **** (he never said his real name he'd change it with every girl)hatha ra8my meno ana..hmm..ana..." then i hung up! how we broke up...thats a day i'd never 4get...i was in my car waiting for him, he came out and i went to the passenger seat, he took me behind the house which was a dark ally i had a weird vibe and chills sends electric waves saying danger danger, he locked the doors and told me to open my 3abiaya to see wats underneath i showed him and thats when he turned into a beast...i refused hit him did everything until he stopped attacking me unlocked the door and went out before he went he said the word "we're over!" with that he left me deleted me in FB and blocked me in msn(he wouldn't answer) by time he wouldn't answer his phone! we were over after 2 years... i deleted all the pics we had 2gether all the memories of him my eyes were burning. i left on pic of us and locked my BB.















Sara



i went home running to the milis to show him my hair and irritate him when i saw the most horrifying nightmare. 5alo 3alyas car meaning the kids came meaning salem would be off the scene and noora w meera would annoy me with there babbling.

i sat in the couch still with my 3abiya on trying to get the deal they always come for a reason wat is it now!! noora and meera were sitting alone crying why we're they crying i dunno the kids were playing quietly and the grown ups weren't anywhere. i sat next to the twins and both of them hugged me "baba 6lag mama" both of them said shedding tears on my 3abiya(thank god it wasn't my favorite)

they talked and talked about the fight and how they heard their dad say the word "entii 6alg bl thalatha" and he went out the house meanwhile yadee came down and scram "shofee enti matreedn 5alich fe bait abouch fahma"

"ana bag3ad henii bekaramtii 5ala9 ana mob rada" 5alo 3alya said heading down stairs with yadee w mama w 5aloo fa6oom.

"a9lan 3endna '3raf w kl shai bas entii nami weya moza , noora w meera weya sara" sho yadee 7aram 3lek 3ala asas we have rooms "w el 3ayal weyay bas lain ma en76 el athath" she nodded and they all came fel milis.

noora w meera stopped crying and hugged me again "we're sleeping with you until we get our rooms yay yay" the both scram into my ears in each side i suddenly had a huge headach and i wanted to scream. then i went searching for salem just to shove everything on his face and do a little act on him. i knocked on their door but no answer akeed their in the gym, i went down to the gym but nope, i went to the garden bas nothing shed akeed shed i went there w i saw Saif w Salem holding Kim's tummy.

"sara ta3lee kim's pregnant " Saif yelled as i walked towards them, salem didn't bother smile or say a word he just kept rubbing kim's tummy. i went next to Saif and he held my hand "if he's a boy i'll call him ummm what do i call him?? if a girl i'll call her megan " he said winking at me "3ashan megan foxx or no Cheryl she is hot too or angelena " i hit his shoulder

"you know if you want to make it on his list you better lose that belly" Salem came blasting in, i gave him a face and he continued "agool Saif mob 3ala kaifik you know the father is enrique 9a7 so i have el 7ag ena i name too"

"k what do you want to name them SA-lem" Saif asked leaving my hand and putting his arm around my shoulder.

"aba el waled the name fars w bent sara" he said grinning when he said my name

"laish sara huh" Saif said eyeing him

"3ashan you know she's on my list" he said "from those girls methel megan w kim"

"what do you mean huh" i said annoyed

"you think about it" he said patting saif's shoulder and he went to enrique. Saif looked at me and lift my chin with his finger kissing my cheek he said

"he's dealing with things at work don't mind him" and he hugged me "but 7esaba 3endii" he said chuckling "ana ma art7 w entii methana" he pulled away and his smile made me so happy i love this guy ahhhhhh my heart.

"baby check your mail akeed the college accepted you they accepted me!" he said and i jumped for another hug i seriously jumped my legs were around him and his hand we around me. he turned in happiness and let go of me

"congrats i am so happy inshalla ana ba3ad" i said blushing

"yalla go check" he pushed me out the door and i ran to my room the kids were on the way i kept jumping when a car came was on the way as i went in the room i opened my laptop waiting impatiently for the log in. i wrote my password and waiting for the laptop to load waiting waiting...i opened my hotmail and i did see an e-mail from NYU i checked it and i was shocked.....

NO COMMENTS :(

y isnt any1 commenting y3nii 5ala9 u hate my new story w the old one i need to know c'mon 36 followers and nothing!!!!

i wont mind if 1 commented but its like 0 how do u expect me to continue like this i wanna kno if u like it or not


ik every1 is busy but seriously i kept the post on a whole 2 week for atleast one comment if u comment after 3 month i will still read it since i rlly care about ur opinion!

thanx

i hope u comment soon


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No Name 3

hey every1 comments will be nice dnt 4get plz i need to kno if u like it
i did an fb finally and confronted my uncle ^_^
so i hope u like it ****
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Shamsa;


i sat on my desk just paying attention too my chemistry teacher, trying to get the point of the negative and positive poles. until a note landed on my desk, distracted from the class i took the note and read it....



poles are exactly like u and i ,i'm negative and ur positive we attract each other...



love F





my face flushed red and i turned my head to see who sent me this. some were sleeping, some where listening to their mp3's and some were paying attention which was that emo boy who keeps on going ahead of me >.< pfft but could it be him??? he's name is .....umm...its coming to me....Faris shit he likes me he actually likes me gross he's sick! he looked at me just stared and then i realized i'm staring at him.


i returned to my position looking at the white board which filled up with words, my mind was on about how could he possibly like me and how stupid am i how can i show him that i like him. but he's not bad himself, tall, tanned skin that glows, eyes full of mystery, and that hair oo god it crept down on his eyes. suddenly images flattered in my head of me running my hand through his hair and feeling his soft looking full lips on me. lust was all over trying to fill me in about him trying to make me want him. i shook my head thinking about the other disgusting things bout him he was so skinny ya33 like god i am fatter than him if i hug him i think hiss bones might break UGH again about love with him GOD!!!!


the bell rang and the girls were scattered in front of my desk, they all worshiped me, they loved me, praised me, it made me shiver in madness i loved the feeling of being loved and perfect in front of every1. they all would wish to be like me...but they didn't know it was just but an act a pot of lies were all hidden in me deep down. i act so they'd love me i need that love i need to be complimented by since no one does that at home. i stood up and walked to the cafeteria the girls followed. i sat on my table thinking about nothing really. i just sat there staring at each girl...how desperate are they?


"hey shamsa you want my browni i know you love it" a girl said with huge lips i smiled and took the browni.

i was hungry since i skipped breakfast for my siblings to eat. i hope everything works out for my dad and if they do that means we go back to our mansion, food filled in the kitchen, my siblings all around the house running and enjoying their time, and i'll be back to my room doing the thing i always loved designing some dresses or just sketching them. maybe reading if i was free.

life was easier back then my mom and dad smiled cheerfully i was not even concerned about anything but myself but now it was my family that mean the most i didn't think bout myself in any decision they're simply everything now.



Fairs



i was on the school roof again eating my granola bar, feeling a bit nauseous since this was my first motorcycle drive without my helmet well basically it was my first drive ever since i just bought that rebel yesterday good and new and the plate number was amazing it was 7 my graps searched for it about 1 month now and made the guy who has it sell it for him with double the price he had. i took the license for it about 2 days ago when i was 15 but today i'm sixteen i had half the right to do what ever i want thats wat graps said my grams hated the idea of everything i do and this thing about me doing half the things i want on my right was troubling her. she hated the fact the i a street fighter and that i risk my life. the idea of not being home at night but being at the park which half the people there are dead inside the bushes. hated every tuesday because of the bunji jumping thing. and now that i have a motorcycle she hated that the worst or maybe the third most!


i sat there on the big fan trying to get a tan. i got my iphone out and started fbing people and i found her Shamsa Al X i had to add or no i shouldn't she'll think of me as a freak.

but as curious as i always was i went to her profile and realised that all her likes and interests were just like MINE!







expect the fashion designing thing







could she possibly be the one for me???





should i be worried??




since all the people i love die maybe i should stay away




i barely know here!






i want to know her!

No Name Part 2

was my dad's first day at his new job, he used to be one of the greatest accountants in my opinion of course then after my mom left he just got sad and gloomy. he'd just throw anything at me when he sees me coz he says "tshbahenha" and he'd just throw any random thing on me. all my time is in my room hiding from him, i'd just cook for my siblings coz the maid doesnt know how to cook :@ after studying i teach her but thats just rare. this time my dad is working in this huge company as the super accountant his salary is just big it makes me smile just listening at that huge number. i couldn't pay attention to the teacher he kept on babbling about osmosis god WHO CARES!!! i just sat on my chair banging my head on the table. my friend amoon patted my shoulder and smiled warmly "its going to end soon" she whispered i smiled and stopped banging my cute head. oo yah something about me i am self centered i love myself i just believe that i am better than these girls, c'mon i took care of one whole household, getting straight A's. and still looking pretty LIKE THATS PERFECTION FOLKS are you like me, NOPE UR NOT!! the bell finally rang but the teacher didn't dismiss us expect he said " i have your quizes now i am very proud to say that Faris got the highest mark, good job son" and with that i hated that 'faris" for the first time Mr. Watson didn't tell me these words, it just ached. i titled my head to look at the bastard who took my spot, WATTT no way CUPCAKE BOY who didnt smile at my face ugh now i hate him even more, oo i didnt know he was in our class a9lan huh!
Mr.Watson gave me my quiz and nodded "you just lost a mark for a silly question Shamsa Next time i dont want to see such mistake your my favorite student" i nodded and he continued passing the quizes as i was reading my stupid mistake, i could see him staring umm whats his name again....god lets just call him cupcake boy. ugh he feels contempt for me thats so rude, i stood up and went to his table and he just changed he stare and looked at his paper, god i am soooo pissed i bet i'm flushing red!!
"good job" i said giving him my hand but he didn't shake he was to busy look at his paper which is upside down. i took his paper and turned it so he can see better "when you want to ignore just do it the right way" and i left.


i was in the car still giggling at what i told cupcake boy "do it the right way" c'mon seriously i bet i could've made a better one on time >.< Meme my little sister giggled as i giggled. Ahmed w M7amed were just playing on their DS.
NOTE: Meme is in kindergarden
M7amed is in gr.1
Ahmed is in gr.4
Shamsa well i'm in gr.11


i just sat on the car remembering his idiotic face giggling to myself, thinking of other things that could replace the words i said wrong.






ugh, what was up with that, though she is cute that little "smacker". i was thinking of her while the other kids were throwing me inside the trash like they always do calling me "EMOTIONAL GAY". i didn't care as long as she was on my mind i didn't mind, the way she talked she kinda flushed red as she was talking to me was she embarrassed she so into me!!!
i jumped out the trash can and went in my Bentley. i just threw my head on the seat as the driver drove my heart was just thinking of her. i like her ....i guess!
i ran inside the boxing training since the tournament is in the next 6 month i better be ready if i want to win against 3eisa. i ran in and the couch gave me a lecture of being dissed by bullies and how i should stand up to them. i guess i should i mean I WILL i wont be just dumped in the trash everyday in the end of the day, i have the power and i will try to kick their asses those guys. i wrapped my arm, stretched for a bit just to be warmed up, wore my safety gear, and drank some water. i started to punch my couch and defending my self until he punched me on my gut, and KO i dropped on the floor.
"Faris i told you many times now you should always guard ur weak points if you want to win the tournament you'll not even go into sectionals c'mon give me 100 pushups" i stood up still in pain and gave him wat he ordered pain all over my body i dropped on 56 and i couldn't continue anymore. i felt numb like that day >>>>> the car just came outta nowhere and crashed on my mom's side, with that i just dont remember anything i just remember their screams and my silent prayer to god, then i just wake up seeing both my grandparents look at me with contempt, and at that moment i was mentally and physically ill. it took me 6 months to get back on my feet, i would go to these sessions and make a fool at of myself.
couch pulled me up, and patted my shoulder and said "next time guard, don't disappoint me your too skillful and determine" he said still PATTING my back, i nodded and he went to his other students.
i went to the showers took my cloths out and went in, the cold water just hit my body with surprise letting me lean backward, after a while i went back forward took my usual shower massaged my head with frustration, trying to forget that day, i haft to forget it i can't live on like this...

No Name Part 1

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i went down to the dark basement, where slightly the sun rays run through my skin, i wore my fathers boxing gloves, pressed play on my ipod and the speakers played on my favorite music. i held the punching bag for a second pushing my head on its cold layer reminding me of my dad pounding on this bag and i would glare fascinated by the look, the power he had. i missed that man the tears flowed as i remembered him and then my mom came in the picture too. they both died in a car accident don't they all do and now i live with my weak grandparents who r the only thing that make me live for i remind them of my dad their only child who they gave all their lives for. where did my mom's family go?? hhhhh they hated my dad's guts, my mom was the only connection for them to come to us but now they have nothing to do with me they simply hate me too for having half of my dad's guts well you know what screw them who needs those people. i pulled my head away and held the punch bag just to steady it to the ryt position, and i started punching like a mad man .Rage was all over my body, anger grew deeper i punched harder as flash backs are running through my head fights in the ally 10 against 1 thats no fair i'd go home powerless for a min and then i run to my punch bag helplessly trying to gain superior . i would ran into fights everyday even those slacking police men knew my name after the fights i'd ran back to my grandmother and she'd read qur2an above my head then after that like always my grandfather gives me the same lecture that really does nothing and sounds like this BLAH BLAH BLAH.... the song blasted in my mind like it always does the words were so striking it made sense...


this aint a song for the broken hearted
no silent prayer for the faith departed
and i aint gonna be just a face in the crowd
your gonna hear my voice when i shouted it out loud

ITS MY LIFE
ITS NOW OR NEVER
I AINT GONNA LIVE FOREVER
I JUST WANNA LIVE WHILE I'M ALIVE
ITS MY LIFE
MY HEART IS LIKE AN OPEN HIGHWAY
(BON JOVI-ITS MY LIFE)
>>>>> i need to live my life its seriously now or never i might die at any time at any moment, i stopped punching dropped the gloves on the floor and went upstairs to my room. i looked at myself for awhile, this isn't me i am not this the sh7al under my eyes, that frown that never departs, and my hair that cover my eyes leaving the sh7al look like i didn't sleep for a life time.
YET nobody stays the same we all change don't we? i wore my hoddie leave my sweat over my skin. i slowly took my graps car key and ran out the door. i opened the car door and just raced out the house.
i drove to the usual spot the beach. i parked and i went out took a cupcake and SMACK how in the 6oo6 is that the cupcake was all over my hoddie squished actually. i tilted my head so i can see this annoying person and i saw this huge stupid smile on her whats her face...IDOIT!







i gave that ugly emo a smily that amazing smile every1 falls for but he didnt smile he just frowned HE FROWNED give me this look.
"elsomo7" i said apologetic coz i squished his cupcake that emo ugh they just get emotional so fast. he nodded and went back to get another one. i went to my siblings and they kept on giggling like crazy.
"shut up losers yalla we had enough in this dark place" i said really annoyed about how he just frowned at my perfect smile!!
"OKAY YALLA SHOOSH" my little sister Meme screamed we went back to our car and drove back home...

i went back home and my dad wasn't there, he didn't throw anything at me?! WEIRD i am getting scared X( i ran to his room and he was happily smiling.
"7abebty etwa'9aft" my dad said widely smiling, he kissed my cheek and said the weirdest "ana asef" with that i knew he changed i smiled back and i kissed his cheek.
i guess i understand what he's been through, my mom left the house for another guy my dad meets her every month for the custody thing i hope she never wins, god she disgusts me.
i ran to the kitchen and made some rice and curry like every monday.

No Name(intro)

k this is a new story i got in mind for a few weeks now, i am going to continue Ensan Kan B 7ayatti bas not now soon i guess ^_^
so the story goes like this...
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God speaking of paint it black this boy is really dull, the purple creepy aura surrounds him, that frown on his face never departs him, his black hair on his eyes, it made me wonder...why is he so gloomy, he's look is just to deep and desperate it aches just to look. i looked away and again i smiled to my friends like my life is any better i bet a million my life sucks even more than him who i dont even know he's name expect that he's in the same class. Simply just to give u a brief look into the real me i am just an illusion i wish one day i'd become wat i act to be i always say my life is amazing and perfect my smile never runs out of my face but inside me i am sobbing like crazy my life is so not perfect i come home i get hit by anything my dad throws at me saying he's usual words that mean how is school, i cook lunch for my 3 siblings then i study after that i just do something creative with my hands do some code ugh it just hurts but it feels so nice the pain is so good makes me feel better some how. I'm Shamsa btw i'm the sun that spreads throughout my school for my perfect smile and perfect life.
Never in my life did i see i psychologist but now all i know is that my blood isnt just dripping like crazy...every entry is said by the way i talk to my psychologist.
ta ta for now my darlings


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No Name<<<
xoxox

The Only Exception Part3 *final*

"looks like she had a bad fall their is internal blood in the place of the fall leading to a dangerous surgery but i will try my best please try to convince her to take it and sign this forum" a rough voice spoke "is this a joke why NOW" i heard his soft voice but it had some cruelty in it, but who had a tumor and why not now?? what's going on?? i tried to flinch but i couldn't my body was too numb then everything was quiet. ***
i stood on the edge of the of the hospital, about to commit suicide i stood there i never had a good life didn't have fun at all i was stupid i should've lived life right like normal people. the door behind me opened and I knew it was him. he came closer and i could feel is presence more "no use Cam i can't go to a surgery that has 1% of living its not worth it" i said my voice weak the words were heavy and each stung me like a bee. "no it will work just have faith for us together will do all our firsts and that date that i promised you about its going to happen!" he shouted "PLEASE do it for me for us I LOVE YOU" he said the words that made me accept.... Now their pushing me to the surgery room i was bold and ugly i hated this, he held my hand through the hall kissed my forehead and left me inside the cold room. they infected the drug and with that............... I WOKE UP i felt better the pounding was gone the pain was gone as i opened my eyes i saw him crying hand covered his face i wanted to hug him but i wasn't in that sort of condition i pulled his hand and he saw me smiling at him!

Life was great everything went perfect my hair grew, life was better now, and he was there YUP still there still loves me. I did everything i wanted to do i went to the clubs, danced like crazy, i went to paris, london, Moline everywhere with him. I loved life every second mattered now, i didn't even give a damn bout any1. i finished school later on...Cam and I got married and now i am on my 8th month of pregnancy of my twins. right now i'm making a list of things i'd never do to my kids! OMG....my water broke "CAAAAAM" i shouted and with that he rushed racing to get me to the hospital...until...crash...BAM....



Norah didn't die but Cam did hopefully she did remember him for 1 of the twins survived she swore she'd cherish every moment with baby Sam....

The End

The Only Exception Part 2

1 more post and done...skool started sorry for not blogging much soon i'll read all ^_^

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Is this what they call "love" don't think so its just some desire its just a phase I'm sure! Days went by and we fell in love, he loved everything I did we had the exact same traits he was perfect he was the one! Until, one day we were sitting in the coffee shop beside the library he asked me "umm we've been seeing each other for a while why not...ah...like...hmm go to a daaa-ttt-e" he shuttered. I nodded and his hands held mine tight it felt so right so true, yet something yells in me "LOVE DOESN'T EXIST WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU??"

As i walked the busy streets as people pushed their way through i walked silent and .. i saw dad cursing, he bent on the ground shouting her name his love "its just lust its just love Scar" and he repeated over and over again I watched on the same pavement feeling pity for him...did he truly love her?? he did but what happened?? why did it happen??? I'm sure he loved her I know it and she does too. As usual i went to get my mom from the bar i pulled before she gets another sip but this time she punched me real hard that i fell on the floor hard it hurt for a moment, i had to resist for now. i pulled her she punched me on my shoulder i let the pain fly and took her out. i went home and couldn't wait until it was friday for my first date!!!

Wednesday, i loved this day well i love the days of the weeks since i see him everyday. i went to the library and he sat on his seat i was about to go until i got a phone call from the police saying "your mother is put into custody for taking drugs" i closed as i got the address without a sign for Cam i ran out. Suddenly everything went blurry the streets of Manhattan was for the first time empty no one was there, the cold pushed through, leaving me on the floor, looking at the sky and with that i blacked out.

The Only Exception Part 1

Silently still i sat numb as the winter breeze blow under my skin, it made me shiver. I sat on the pavement my tears still flowing, i just heard my mom scream to dad, and dad slaps her shut! I hate this i hate this" I said over and over again love is just worthless what happened to they're over flowing love why did it suddenly disappear why did dad change?! I looked at the couples walking peacefully around the neighborhood huh soon he'll just get bored of her and find another women just like dad.

I hate love i truly do....

Just a another monday, mom is trashed on the couch and i head out for school...it's my last year a few months and I'm getting out that house our should i specify "my horror house" i love getting out of the house but problem is i have nothing to do its the school then library then i get mom from that bar trashed as usual and get her home in my way.

School went smoothly except for the part that I'm always bullied for not having fun even the geeks make fun of ME! I headed out straight to my usual place the library. I picked some classics about 12 and as i was walking i bumped at someone, i stumbled to the floor and the books fell on me "ugh why were they hard covers" that someone said ,Ichuckled for the first time for a long time seriously why is it hardcovers!? My eyes were blurry i rubbed it to get a good look it was just a boy, looked like he was my age, honey blonde hair perfectly still, his smile was warm making me have fuzzy feeling....STOP Norah STOP I picked up the novels and i heard him murmur "looks like i know whose the one who takes all the books" i blushed as he said that he held a beautiful classic by Nicholas Sparks "the notebook" he picked half the books and led me to a seat i was hypnotized by his blue eyes, his smile, AND WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS....ITS WRONG!!!

I left him halfway and ran out before i went out the door he said " i was joking!!' but it wasn't what he said that hurt me it was just my feelings rubbing on me.He was on my mind all day on and on i'd just have simply flash backs of his warm smile as i remember it makes my nerves tingle.

The Only Exception(summary)

K hey how was 3eid gr8 but still no guitar v.v k so this is a story my teacher told me to write as a hw well i wanted to lsn ur thoughts and things that would make it better

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Norah is just an ordinary girl who faces not so ordinary things issues that are stronger than she can hold. From the trouble at home with her parents divorce she believes love sucks and is just a silly feeling >>> but he was different he contradicts everything that has to do with love .she believes in him, and unluckily loves him...little does she know what happens when she finds true love..

Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 15

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as i went after her all i see was Saif blocking my path. i went after saif and kept shooting like he would shoot me too. sara was hidden somewhere and she didn't even get hit she was shooting us from a long distance. i crawled around and i bumped some1. i rub my head and look at saif too shoot while i shoot i heard a girl scream no way was it saif. i rub my eye to see clear and it was sara, all wobbly. i started laughing at the view she was seriously waked. i stood up and gave her my hand so i could pull her. instead she gave me a high five and stood up but not right away. Saif was no where to be found as i looked ryt and left. she hit my shoulder so i could pay attention. through the goggles i could see the her eyes were burning with madness.
"7aywan" and she kept on hitting my shoulder after that word she babbled words i couldn't get, my heart ached as she called me 7AYWAN >.< ya5ee it was a mistake uff girls. i walked away from her paying no attention to what she was saying and went out of the game. i went into the locker, took my cloth and changed. my mind was seriously numb, i didn't think of a thing, i wished that i would always be like that. i want to be numb of my useless thinking of her i actually thought i was going somewhere but i dnt think so anymore SIGH. Saif came in and he started laughing so loud i kinda felt a chill in my spinal cord ending my nerves to tingle from anger. i knew why he was laughing but he had to say it " i guess when u try so hard to make some1 love u it turns out into hatred the girl is seriously mad at u ryt now allah y3eenk when a girl is mad she has plans to ruin ur laugh or lose crappy stares ya rabbi i past this stage" he came next to me and whispered in my ears "el bent tekrahk" he patted my shoulder and went to his locker. i went out all dressed up. i sat on the chairs out waiting to apologize. she finally got out as she came out she smiled she damn smiled MAN THOSE GIRLS CHANGE MOODS SO FAST AKEED ITS THOSE ONCE IN A MONTH THING AKEED!!! she sat next to me but keeping her space which was not usual.
"ugh Salem la tz3al it was just an act just to show Saif that i hate u" she said in a warm way "ana a3rf ena ent et7bni bas ana a7b Saif sry w ana maba mashakl" my world after that was torn into pieces she knows that i like her w she doesn't want it i waited for her i waited w i refused for every girl my mom told me to marry and all that i get this and i didn't show her a thing of wat i can do.
bas who said that i'll give up.


Sara

Salem is a gr8 guy every girl would love to love bas i love his bro i do. i might have been attracted by him but i can't Saif is my first.
i looked away from Salem who was into his deepest thoughts, it looked like he was broken, and i felt stupid. i was about to hold his hands but when i did i got electric shock then i rested my hand on his palm "umm salem we can be friends k" i smiled trying to make the awkwardness fade.
he nodded fast and his mob rang he went leaving my hand that suddenly felt inscure??? is he stealing my heart away, he is, is he??
Saif came finally making my thoughts runaway he's the one he's the one and only BAS BAS BAS BAS UGH. he held my hand and pulled me from the chair called out for salem and we headed into the car.
"uff bas esa3a 9:30 yalla nakel wain el makan Salem" Saif said all happy i knew that my plan would make him change his attitude.
i still can't believe that salem actually likes me i think i heard wrong though i was certain of what i heard...
FlashBack

"ugh wats taking the guys so long" i thought tired of waiting. i stood up and asked the guy on the counter where is the boys locker he gave me the direction and i went after that. i heard screaming coming from there and i recognized the voice its with no doubt saif i couldn't make the words clear expect for my name i hid behind the door when i heard my name in the topic but i didn't do a thing UGH "shoof she loves me why do you have to work your self out when you know she wont love you!!!" Saif said to Salem making himself evil Salem didn't flinch he stared right in his eyes and said "3yal laish ga3ad et9are5???" he asked coldly leaving Saif with no words but getting out the exit. Salem stood there and sighed relieved and i hid there shocked hoping to get out there and run to Saif and tell him not to worry coz i dnt like anybody and will never but him but i couldn't i didn't want to get noticed. BUT something in me felt sick is it because Salem likes me???
Salem went out saying "game on" i ran deeper in the lockers hoping to find another exit i searched and searched but with no avail i went out of the exit but no sign of the guys sighing i went in the feild. seeing both of them charmingly holding their guns!!!!



Saif moved the engine and i was back to reality. i hope everything goes well for both of them. both of them give me a weird sensation Saif reminds me of the good old days, makes me feel ryt in my place nothing less nothing more but Salem was something different he was rare, 1 of a kind. makes me feel special, secure, and somehow smile when i really don't want to. yet both r amazing handsome Salem is exactly enrique iglesis he doesn't smile much but his smile makes u want to fly coz he smiled to U!!! his hair was average not tall nor short his hair was dark brown and in the sun u can see the gold in them. strong but not as Saif. tan but in the beg his eyes r small, lips were full messy le7ya, and his nose was average height,size and pointy. Now Saif lover boy, his funny but has too many lame jokes but i hve to laugh ^^ hair the way i liky on his eyes long making him look mysterious and sexy. his eyes were average shape they were black, lips were small long pointy nose reminds me of a hawk bumpy like. he had the same as salem the messy rough le7ya which was amusing i like to touch them our brush them ;P its too pointy!!! Saif's body was all muscly maybe to the extent which is not that nice bas wat ever Salem's wasn't that muscly it was perfect. wait a second WHY IN THE HELL WOULD I COMPARE BOTH OF THEM?????? SHIT this guy is so luring ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno wats going on with my mind lately i am i falling for 2 guys(so wat it sometimes happens but their brothers) the car stopped and so was my thinking
"agool change of plans yalla enro7 el cinema " saif suggested i agreed and so did salem, after that Saif made a U turn and went to grand cinema.




Grand:
"aba ashoof killers!" i said happily
"la2 bnshoof shrek forever and after" Saif said all childish coming next time me he whispered "they say truly lovers kiss" and after that i bursted into laughter, as he moved away all i saw was salem roaming around. he made my heart twitch for a second as Saif went to get the tickets i went to Salem.
"yalla the movie bayabda2" i said trying to get run over the awkwardness between us. he looked like a lost puppy wishing he never ran off from his owner, he smiled and went to Saif and with that i was broken.
1 SECOND why would i BE BROKEN sho he is not my boyfriend why am i sad for disappointing him. getting him out my thoughts Saif put his arm around my waist and we went to get the candy.
we took our snacks and head off in the movie.
Saif and I got a large popcorn for both of us( saif says its romantic 3ashan accidently we touch hands) and Salem got his medium size.
with our soft drinks and some chocolates. they gave us our 3D glasses and the movie started after 30 min of commercial.


the movie was in its climax and it was true Saif and I touch hands for about 5 TIMES!!!!!!!!! i was sitting in the middle and the popcorn was in my lap and this time when i touched a hand it wasn't Saif's it was a cold hand i got chills i looked at my ryt, took my glasses to see clearerand i knew it was SALEM sho ha he has his own popcorns why does he like to put me in awkward positions a5555555 he put his shoulders up and smiling. my cheeks were burning and thank god it was dark and from my left Saif put his arm around my shoulder leaving my moment for a sec i looked at him and thanked god he made his move leaving the awkward moment!


the movie finished it wasn't bad( i didn't even see a thing i was stuck in my thinking). we got take away from Mcdonlads and ate watching the sea view. it was so romantic expect for the part where Salem is with us!
it was about 11;09 we ate our dinner at the view of the glittery sea and the moon reflection made the mood amazing, Saif was next to me hands on my waist, his head on mine and all we can do was eat our meal watching the view peacefully.


Salem:

ii was eating my mac feeling desperately i went away walking north, i plugged my ipod on shuffle just the way you are by burno mars. i walked and walked nothing in my mind i finished my mac and realized that i was somewhere i dunno where i walked from where i came from, and the words of the song were stuck i my mind as i was singing too....

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are


my heart was singing for her for she was the most perfect melody that my ears never get bored from!!!!! as i returned i was gasping 'i walked all that?!" both of them were in the car i ran in and both kept asking me questions i dnt bare.
as the car drove my mind was set on this question "should i give up on her?? find a new love that would cherish me??" i shook that thought and started cursing my head "kaif ansah i wont fudging give up"
i took my BB out and i saw a broadcast from a dear friend of mine, he is more than a bro to me Ahmed gives me great advice about girls for he has master degrees about girls!!


"shoof yal 7abeeb el banat y7boon el 8alet el adab be rude she'll fall for you goolah kl shai '3ala6 right let her hate herself and she'll change herself to be perfect for YOU!"

reading that i felt the guy lost it sho ha if i be rude she'll hate me and why would i make her hate herself when she's perfect!
"agool sho ha el lipstick wayed fa8e3" Saif said to sara and that lead sara to take it off!!!! it works!!! wooooooooooow and wat gr8 timing!!!
umm sho agool her hair highlights are white she should change them w her room is so damn messy umm her eyebrows are too bulky mmm sho ba3ad???? she has a small belly uff i dunno but these are good enough to make her hate herself!!




Sara:

i woke up and found a message from baba:

sara the wedding will be in aug 25 and i faxed your plane ticket a moment ago on 13 july!! better get ready its 1 week from now can't wait to see you
love dad



i wore my beige knee lenght dress with a small cute pink ribbon on the back. i made a french braid and put a cute pink ribbon on my right side (fashion tip when you put a ribbon never put it on the left it has to be on the right) put on strawberry flavored labalo wore my spongebob squarepants slippers. and i raced out with the reminder of yesterday night. as i headed out for breakfast i bumped into yadee my head was on his belly. he pulled me away and started laughing and that set me laughing too.
"7aboba wainch kla weya el shabab akeed fe akhbar yeedadh" i nodded and he smiled warmly "yalla ta3ly '3rfate" he took my arm and we headed to his room.
his room was peachy and it was full with pictures of yadoo tears flattered down my cheeks with the memory of my 17th birthday. yadee hugged me and said "kanat allah yr7amah et7bch wayed w kanat tbah tklamaich gable ma etmoot 9a7 9a7" yadee ran in his closet and gave me a long box "hathee hadiyet 3eid meladich" i opened the box w it was my name in gold and there was a pearl dangling i pulled my name and realized it was a necklace, yadee took it and putted on my neck. it was pretty! yadee smiled and kissed my forehead and he pulled me to sit on the chair.
"yalla gooli" yadee said leaving the moment fade he always hated these kinds of moments.
"k............." i told him everything and then he started to give me the lecture about Saif and his past with girls and how Salem is gr8 for me.
i shook my head and always defended Saif no matter how much it hurt me i defended him!
"embyen enich et7been Saif" yadee Said and i nodded he stood up and pulled me to stand up "yalla roo7i kelee " i nodded and walked out.
i went down to the milis where the fax is and took my plane ticket. 13/7 uff thats 7 days i gotta get ready!
as i ate my brunch it was like 2 pm it was boiled egg with cheddar cheese, and sausage. as i was eating aimlessly thinking about nothing really just the part where i have to go shopping and maha was my choice! Salem sat on th chair beside me shaking his head with disagree "whe will u start exercising ?" he asked making me confused what got that out?? "why?" i asked giving him a look
"3ashan karshatch ga3da tkabar by the sec and with this" he pointed at my brunch " akeed its going to grow" with embarrassment i looked at my belly and it was somehow growing i never had a belly. i didn't say a thing and stood up leaving my unfinished meal "thanx maba akel" and i ran to the gym next to the shed.
as i went my mind was set in the way he talked it was cold and cruel he was never like that!!!
i opened the gym door and i saw HIM!!!
Saif was pulling weights all sweaty he let it go and stood up i went closer and he opened his arm for a hug! scared i hugged him HE WAS ALL SWEATY !! he kept on laughing as he pulled away.
"what brings you here" he asked smiling
"um i want to exercise" i said
"k etfa'9lee pick your motor"
"y do u make it sound like i'm buying a car?" i asked holding the bicycle
" madry madry" he said the word so cute he pronounced it like this MAH-DA-RAIYH
i went on the running machine and cleared off the dust "meta akher mara some1 used it??"
"hhhhh ma7ad a9lan esta5dama" and with that it set us cracking with laughter. "i'm usually here at 2 till 3 when its lunch or from 5 till 6"
"w why r u telling me this?" i said knowing the answer
"so you can come at that time :)" he went back to carrying weights and i went out telling him "another time"
i sat on the bench and looked at the clear blue swimming pool i stood up and went in our secret garden where the swings were. i could remember the song Salem sang and the words were echoing in my head "YOU KNOW THAT I CAN USE SOMEBODAY...SOME1 LIKE YOU!!" i looked at the swing he sat on and there his guitar laid i picked it up and started strumming a melody i remembered a song i remember so clearly..


i strummed the tune and then i started singing

making my way down town
walking fast
faces pass
and i'm home bound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making my way
throw them crowds
and i need you
and i miss you
and know i wonder
if i can fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
coz you know i'ld walk a thousand miles if i could see you tonight

CLAP CLAP
i stopped strumming and looking to the clapper ahead it was salem looking cruel again with a grin "you need practice but not with my guitar" he came near me and looked me in the eyes and took his guitar away and commented "thanks for ruining the strings" and he walked away leaving my heart broken????? he left me heart broken!!!!! before he left he said something "By the way your highlights are turing white i prefer you just color them back again"
that son of a bee k sorry 5aloo bas he is seriously pissing me off i went in and headed up stairs took my BB and called maha for a girl time!! your going to pay Salem al X

Ensan Kan B 7ayaty 14

Ramadan Kareem w dnt forget COMMENTS

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the engine roared, and the pressure starts. as the speakers screamed out the word GO we all raced out. rushing i felt my hand all sweaty, i was always nervous in these things there is always wat if-

wat happens IF the car explodes

wat happens iIF el tayer itbanchar

wat happens If......

wat happens IF.............

this is all because i saw my friend die because of a race. Dan, was my Best Boy FRIEND he taught me guitar hero, call duty, and some racing. He was Cam's friend too we were a group. How i met them thats a different story +.- Now lets go bak how Dan died he was going fast real fast side by side with Cam as there was a turn they had to drift thats when the tire blasted out and the car .............CRASH.....................AMBULANCE..............POLICE STATION......................worst monday ever!!! and the worst thing ever i was the one who asked them to race. watching this tragic moment i stumped on the floor tears flowing. we were at the hospital at 4 am the coordinator asked Cam and I to go back to the dorms but we refused we waited about 9 hours waiting. the doctor came out shaking his head nothing was said but everything showed from his face sweat pouring out. Cam started denying he hugged me and crying after that cam and i weren't that close each one of us went to his direction made new friends and living his own life.

'WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOA" his scream exploded in my ears...it was Saif taking the lead next to him was Salem. Saif kept on turning ryt and left to block Salem's way. i was 1 feet away from Salem but i had a gr8 plan in mind lets just watch(read ;P) there was a turn and we all drifted Saif's drift was sloppy not to mention my noob 1, i am no good too as Salem took the lead Saif was crashing in and that left the right side open. i speeded 240 and reached Saif and Salem saluted them and passed them. LOSERS hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Saif and Salem stopped crashing and were racing to catch my position. swiftly i drifted which was gr8 for a noob once more this was the 2nd lap i guess since this is the 2nd turn. still taking the lead suddenly Saif was on my left and Salem on my ryt. we all rushed straight. pressure is definitely on since we are in the same standards. 3rd turn and final lap my drift was too wrong as i pressed the brakes in the wrong timing v.v Salem was in front of me and Saif is next to me 210 ugh i am losing nooooooooooooooooooo these guys r rookies but Salem was very light in his driving making him take control. i took the stirring wheel holding tightly as i could see the finish line THUMP THUMP we were all next to each other once more Salem handed out a peace and past the finish line after him Saif then ME v.v i was damn 3rd my plan sucked o.O it always worked when u play as a group of 3 maybe coz i played with rookies like me. we all parked our cars took our helmets off. salem gave me his hand to shake as i was about to shake he put his hand on his head and said "SIGH" that ass is he mocking me coz i lost huh i jumped on him and kept on hitting his shoulder "you've been hit by a girl mister" i said taking my tongue out i realized our faces were too close feeling awkward i pulled away but didn't go any where coz he was holding me. i pulled harder now and went to Saif who was smiling.

he gave me his hand to shake i held his hand and then shook it with my other. he chuckled and hugged me "ur good next time u'll definitely beat me and that ass" he said pointing at salem who was entering inside the locker. i kissed Saif's cheeks "go easy on me will yah" i said brushing his long hair from his eyes. he nodded and took me in the locker until we had to separate so i can go to the girls.





we were bak at the car this time i was in the bak.

"where r we going its 8?" i said

"ana 3endi fkra" Salem said

"sho" Saif said backing the car out of the parking

"yalla paint ball then enroo7 ma63am bas plz mob hindi last time i lasted 2 hours in the bathroom uffffff " k that was too much info and with that i got the memory of eating cheetos 7ar and ending up in the bathroom HOT and it STINGS hhhhhhhhhhh "i know and theres a mexican restaurant in somewhere here" Salem continued

"k i like ur plan big bro" Saif said patting Salem's shoulder

"well wat do u expect from the youngest manger" Salem said with pride

"pffffffft" Saif said "sho manger well i am the....um....the best soon to be lawyer"

"YUP he will be i have faith in him" i said defending my boo.

"well we'll see about that" Salem said and we were off roaming the streets.

Salem was giving direction for the paint ball place as i was just watching the streets i was amazed i could see burj khalifa from here wat'll happen to me when i wait in that elevator eeeeeeeeeeeek scary mama walla i bet i'll faint in the 40th floor get an asthma attack then get stuck in a coma. i saw the metro pass by i feeling lumpy and numb i just sat there waiting to arrive at the paint ball place.





"w9lana saroo" i could hear Saif's voice i rubbed my eyes and couldn't believe myself i slept in a 15 min ride whoa!!! Saif gave me his hands and pulled me out . he put his arms around me and kept on asking me "r u sure u wanna play u look tired" and i would answer the same answer "yes met2akda" he brushed my cheeks as i felt it burn. i could hear him giggle coz he was making me blush. we went in holding hands i felt that we were a new couple Salem was talking to the man on the counter. as we came by Salem handed each of us a bracelet.

Saif put mine one and i put his. Salem finished talking to the guy and desperately putting his bracelet laughing at him i put it on for him as i was done he said "thanx sara" i nodded and went back holding Saif's hand. Again we went to the lockers and wore our war suits. i went out and SS didnt come out yet the guy handed me my gun and kept on explaining about the teams or free-for-all match. i prefer free-for-all no rules just playing but i couldn't do the decision for the boys.





Salem

as i was taking my kandora off and wore my war gown Saif came in closing my locker looking at me viscously he looked mad w this was the first time he was mad at me, he would always say "ur my big bro i respect u dude" but for this moment it didn't seem so.

"yait henee ma gelt shai bas stop doing these 7arakat dnt come near her" Saif said screaming directly at me "shoof she loves me why do you have to work your self out when you know she wont love you!!!"

"3ayal laish ga3ad et9are5???" i asked coldly knowing it'll piss him off and it did he went out making a mad exit leaving me relieved that i didn't have to use my fist but if this goes on too long it will need my handy fists problem is Saif is stronger than i am . shaking my head i wont be scared from my little bro and i wont be taking any of his crap, bossing me to do and not to do. i wore my cap and mask on and walking fast to the exit "game on" i said





free-for-all

my aim is to kill Saif. protecting me self crawling ryt and shouting him, jumping and turning around i shot him, walked straight w i shot him. then i got a shot i turned around and it was sara smiling she went after saif. her suit had not painting hhhhhhhhhh i smiled and went after her i guess she's irresistible *.*