hey beauties who are reading my story "ensan kan b 7ayati" i have some questions i would love to have answers ...
1) how is the story so far?
2) how is the grammar and the spelling?
3) Is the story plot nice?
4) what do u expect in post 23?
5) what do u want to happen in post 23?
k now thank you love you all lovelies w inshalla soon post ;)
xoxox
Monday, November 29, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 22
Enjoy
w in a rush again sry about the mistakes...Julius Caesar its all his fault -.-''
AGAIN ENJOY W SPECIAL THANX TO SM, ELEGANT BEAUTY, and AGIRLWITHADREAM ur comments were amazing so this is dedicated to you lovely's :**
and silent readers try not to be so silent like to hear ur comments +.-
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My nerves tingling, the urge to hit him, to break his bones, just screaming at him was going to help the madness in my heart.
I couldn’t stand it, I’m helping this bastard who was trying to risk my rep* what’s up with that?!
He arms were curled around my waist; suddenly he stopped walking and sat on the bench that was near the garden.
He’s chest was throbbing real hard. He’s face was a complete disaster. What did Saif do to him?
Ahmed didn’t do the right thing, that’s true, but he can’t just do this to him its wrong.
Saif could get arrested for this and I don’t want that. I looked at his ankles, which were bleeding. That’s for every single time Saif threw him on the ground.
I went closer to him and dropped to see his ankles clearer. I looked at him and he started to laugh. Really not in the mood to deal with him I broke down.
“laish t’97k do u think this is funny? Did you see wat you do ruining ppls life as an occupation! You deserve this Ahmed I really cant believe I love w7ad 7a8ier mthlk wa7d 7ywan w nthl” I said feeling disgusted from him
“Well ya 7elwa 2a3rf ana mstahl bas I’ll make it up for you by saying this 1 thing that will help you fe kl shai” he said trying to say each word was like a journey.
“I’d like to hear this” I said standing up “but wait I’ll go get first aid”
I went to the the kitchen running fast hoping no1 spots me I opened the drawer and saw it where it always has been. I ran bak to the bench beside the gardan and saw Ahmed there watching the sky so peaceful. I went bak down on my knees and tried to disinfected the bruises “continue while I do this”
he continued “shofee everything I say el7ein is the truth wala el3a’6m” I nodded still wiping the bruise “shofee Saif is worser than me, you attract the likes of me you now, your friend Maha hal bitch I was dating her few days ago but A7777 THAT HURTS” I gave him a look then he smiled “ k she dumped me coz Saif went to get her yesterday…and Salem y7bich wayed he asked for advice, read every status in ur FB, all ur fav songs he memorized them kl shai …you deserve Salem mob Saif nor Me” as he ended I couldn’t finish rapping his ankle he took it from and continued doing it he tried to stand up. But I couldn’t help him I was to busy panicking inside me. I stood up and my heart was racing, sweat was actually pouring out my body, and my body was shivering. Not again I got back stabbed again I got hurt again. How should I trust any1 again?! That Maha el 7ywana I trusted her even though I know her for a few days bas I have this thing that I trust ppl fast I am too naïve but not anymore they play a game on me I play on them and Salem…GOD I am so blind how could I think he hated me?! He actually tried to make me love him! But isn’t that just wrong since he’s my boyfriends brother?! Isn’t it wron—
CLAP**
“allo can you help me to my car” Ahmed said
I nodded and helped him walk the way to his car. We talked about the good times and tried to forget the bad moments in each good memory, which was placed in the end of each memory.
“thanx Ahmed for telling me the truth” I said smiling forgetting what he did today and be4
“no problem it’s nothing” he said then he unlocked his car and went in before he went in he gave me his hand to shake “ truce, for everything I did” I shook his hand and he went in his car and drove out fast through the gates. I feel sick…
Then suddenly I felt some1’s hand on my shoulder “ I haft to tell you something” he said….
Narrator:
secrets unfold they might kill us they might help us...what will Sara do with Saif and Salem?!
is this Ahmed's last encounter is it the last time sara sees him?!
Next Post Soon >.>
w in a rush again sry about the mistakes...Julius Caesar its all his fault -.-''
AGAIN ENJOY W SPECIAL THANX TO SM, ELEGANT BEAUTY, and AGIRLWITHADREAM ur comments were amazing so this is dedicated to you lovely's :**
and silent readers try not to be so silent like to hear ur comments +.-
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My nerves tingling, the urge to hit him, to break his bones, just screaming at him was going to help the madness in my heart.
I couldn’t stand it, I’m helping this bastard who was trying to risk my rep* what’s up with that?!
He arms were curled around my waist; suddenly he stopped walking and sat on the bench that was near the garden.
He’s chest was throbbing real hard. He’s face was a complete disaster. What did Saif do to him?
Ahmed didn’t do the right thing, that’s true, but he can’t just do this to him its wrong.
Saif could get arrested for this and I don’t want that. I looked at his ankles, which were bleeding. That’s for every single time Saif threw him on the ground.
I went closer to him and dropped to see his ankles clearer. I looked at him and he started to laugh. Really not in the mood to deal with him I broke down.
“laish t’97k do u think this is funny? Did you see wat you do ruining ppls life as an occupation! You deserve this Ahmed I really cant believe I love w7ad 7a8ier mthlk wa7d 7ywan w nthl” I said feeling disgusted from him
“Well ya 7elwa 2a3rf ana mstahl bas I’ll make it up for you by saying this 1 thing that will help you fe kl shai” he said trying to say each word was like a journey.
“I’d like to hear this” I said standing up “but wait I’ll go get first aid”
I went to the the kitchen running fast hoping no1 spots me I opened the drawer and saw it where it always has been. I ran bak to the bench beside the gardan and saw Ahmed there watching the sky so peaceful. I went bak down on my knees and tried to disinfected the bruises “continue while I do this”
he continued “shofee everything I say el7ein is the truth wala el3a’6m” I nodded still wiping the bruise “shofee Saif is worser than me, you attract the likes of me you now, your friend Maha hal bitch I was dating her few days ago but A7777 THAT HURTS” I gave him a look then he smiled “ k she dumped me coz Saif went to get her yesterday…and Salem y7bich wayed he asked for advice, read every status in ur FB, all ur fav songs he memorized them kl shai …you deserve Salem mob Saif nor Me” as he ended I couldn’t finish rapping his ankle he took it from and continued doing it he tried to stand up. But I couldn’t help him I was to busy panicking inside me. I stood up and my heart was racing, sweat was actually pouring out my body, and my body was shivering. Not again I got back stabbed again I got hurt again. How should I trust any1 again?! That Maha el 7ywana I trusted her even though I know her for a few days bas I have this thing that I trust ppl fast I am too naïve but not anymore they play a game on me I play on them and Salem…GOD I am so blind how could I think he hated me?! He actually tried to make me love him! But isn’t that just wrong since he’s my boyfriends brother?! Isn’t it wron—
CLAP**
“allo can you help me to my car” Ahmed said
I nodded and helped him walk the way to his car. We talked about the good times and tried to forget the bad moments in each good memory, which was placed in the end of each memory.
“thanx Ahmed for telling me the truth” I said smiling forgetting what he did today and be4
“no problem it’s nothing” he said then he unlocked his car and went in before he went in he gave me his hand to shake “ truce, for everything I did” I shook his hand and he went in his car and drove out fast through the gates. I feel sick…
Then suddenly I felt some1’s hand on my shoulder “ I haft to tell you something” he said….
Narrator:
secrets unfold they might kill us they might help us...what will Sara do with Saif and Salem?!
is this Ahmed's last encounter is it the last time sara sees him?!
Next Post Soon >.>
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 21
Enjoy Lovely Followers May You Love Each Post Inshalla ;)
sry bout the grammar and spelling (again)
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Narrator POV
It was her I’m positive its her” the boys thought they were both shocked, they knew she was in UK they knew he was in UK, they knew she was the local he played with, the one he bragged about , they knew he was a bastard -.-‘’ but not with her!
Saif took Ahmed by the hand and went to the shed, well for Salem he took the laptop and tried to play with words about how these girls they saw were just some actresses they believed salem , like 4 year olds that believe that they’re mommy is going to buy them a car tomm , Salem chuckled and yet he was still burning up inside he took Ahmed’s Laptop in his room and went to the shed running coz he didn’t want to miss smashing Ahmed’s face.
Meanwhile, Saif in the other hand was too busy beating Ahmed till Ahmed cried blood. Until, she came in the picture and ruined Saif’s fun. She gasped as she saw Ahmed and Saif as he was beating the crap outta him!
Then Salem came in the picture! Screaming “let me get a hit on him”
Until he saw her standing there shocked …
Sara:
I saw him on the floor I think he’s bleeding. I gave him my jacket and wiped the blood from his head.
“We meet again Sara Al X” Ahmed said through the pain
“Hey Ahmed” I said
I looked up and I saw the boys staring at me.
“Why did you do this?” I asked they both looked at each other. Salem nodded and saif pulled me up from the ground. Wtf is going on? Did Ahmed come to ask me to come back with him? How did he know my house o.O
Then suddenly salem took my hand and walked me to his car. I didn’t ask anything I knew that there is something going on but I wont ask he’ll open the convo. He left me in the car and went inside the house
Salem finally came with a laptop in his arm and entered the car. He took his phone and made a phone call while he was driving out the house.
“agool hamdan ana bara el 7ein family problem I’ll come after 30 mins k! …….Good good 5ala9 let him keep you company!
He then closed the phone and didn’t say a word. He drove until we were at the seaside.
He got out the car holding the laptop and then I knew this is the time to talk about it!
I got out the car, suddenly I felt nervous. I walked towards him and tried to sit on his car but gave up when I couldn’t TOO HIGH TO REACH MY BUTT >.<
He then chuckled and carried me up. Then he was in front of me and he finally broke the silence and said something “ what was Ahmed to you exactly” his tone mad yet softness were on the edge of each word.
“My…” should I tell him? Akeed Ahmed did some kind of lie or swore, el mohem he did something wrong so I better stick with the truth “ he was my first boy friend” I said goose bumps all over my hand reaching my back **chills*** he’s look scaring me .he nodded then he said “did he by chance took a photo of you ?” what a weird question like half my friends have my photos.
“Yah! Y are u asking?” I said feeling awkward, really awkward, he rolled he’s eyes and turned red when he looked at me, he took a huge gasp then started screaming
“3ASHAN EL KALB PHOTOSHOPED UR PICTURE AND INSTEAD OF WEARING CLOTH YOU WERE COMPLETELY NAKED” he said screaming so loud, he was mad.
“NEVER TRUST ANY1 W A9LAN HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN DATE BACK THERE YOU WERE SENT THERE TO STUDY NOT TO DATE AND LOVE” he was mad real mad, each word stroked me as a knife, tear flattered finding their way to my cheeks.
Salem face changed fast surprised that I broke down he then came near me , face to close “you know that I don’t want to hurt you and I don’t want ay 7ad to hurt you especially that little bitch” every word was so sweet his breathe was so sweet …he used his thumb to wipe my tears then he kissed my cheeks.
“yalla enroo7 el bait I want to get 1 hit at least on Ahmed. why does Saif always get the fun “ he said but before he went to the car he placed the laptop on the ground in front of the tire. Then he told me to see the laptop getting shattered since it would be fun to forget the whole thing. He entered and the car smashed the laptop then he went backwards then forward backwards then forward it was a wonderful view very entertaining. Salem got out the car and took the ruined laptop and threw it in side the big blue sea.
We entered the car, Salem racing to get a hit on the little bitch and I guess I wanted to get a little hit too.
“WAIN EL LITTLE BITCH” Salem ran inside the shed and me running after him
“HENI” Saif said
We reached the shed, Ahmed was on the ground powerless. On the floor so helpless and weak I felt sorry for him…
Salem picked him up, so high I never knew Ahmed was that weak before he did anything I stood closer next to salem, and motioned him to put Ahmed down.
He did what I asked looking confused, and Saif looking somehow amused “guess he thought I’d hit him” I thought
I knelt to reach Ahmed height and said “shoof for the sake of the 2 years together I’ll let you leave before saloom gets a hold of you ‘’ I stood up and pulled him up .
‘’salem bas 9af3a wa7da’’ salem smiled and nodded and slapped him a slap men el 5a6er. Then I left the boys giving them a gesture of leaving me walk him to his car…
sry bout the grammar and spelling (again)
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Narrator POV
It was her I’m positive its her” the boys thought they were both shocked, they knew she was in UK they knew he was in UK, they knew she was the local he played with, the one he bragged about , they knew he was a bastard -.-‘’ but not with her!
Saif took Ahmed by the hand and went to the shed, well for Salem he took the laptop and tried to play with words about how these girls they saw were just some actresses they believed salem , like 4 year olds that believe that they’re mommy is going to buy them a car tomm , Salem chuckled and yet he was still burning up inside he took Ahmed’s Laptop in his room and went to the shed running coz he didn’t want to miss smashing Ahmed’s face.
Meanwhile, Saif in the other hand was too busy beating Ahmed till Ahmed cried blood. Until, she came in the picture and ruined Saif’s fun. She gasped as she saw Ahmed and Saif as he was beating the crap outta him!
Then Salem came in the picture! Screaming “let me get a hit on him”
Until he saw her standing there shocked …
Sara:
I saw him on the floor I think he’s bleeding. I gave him my jacket and wiped the blood from his head.
“We meet again Sara Al X” Ahmed said through the pain
“Hey Ahmed” I said
I looked up and I saw the boys staring at me.
“Why did you do this?” I asked they both looked at each other. Salem nodded and saif pulled me up from the ground. Wtf is going on? Did Ahmed come to ask me to come back with him? How did he know my house o.O
Then suddenly salem took my hand and walked me to his car. I didn’t ask anything I knew that there is something going on but I wont ask he’ll open the convo. He left me in the car and went inside the house
Salem finally came with a laptop in his arm and entered the car. He took his phone and made a phone call while he was driving out the house.
“agool hamdan ana bara el 7ein family problem I’ll come after 30 mins k! …….Good good 5ala9 let him keep you company!
He then closed the phone and didn’t say a word. He drove until we were at the seaside.
He got out the car holding the laptop and then I knew this is the time to talk about it!
I got out the car, suddenly I felt nervous. I walked towards him and tried to sit on his car but gave up when I couldn’t TOO HIGH TO REACH MY BUTT >.<
He then chuckled and carried me up. Then he was in front of me and he finally broke the silence and said something “ what was Ahmed to you exactly” his tone mad yet softness were on the edge of each word.
“My…” should I tell him? Akeed Ahmed did some kind of lie or swore, el mohem he did something wrong so I better stick with the truth “ he was my first boy friend” I said goose bumps all over my hand reaching my back **chills*** he’s look scaring me .he nodded then he said “did he by chance took a photo of you ?” what a weird question like half my friends have my photos.
“Yah! Y are u asking?” I said feeling awkward, really awkward, he rolled he’s eyes and turned red when he looked at me, he took a huge gasp then started screaming
“3ASHAN EL KALB PHOTOSHOPED UR PICTURE AND INSTEAD OF WEARING CLOTH YOU WERE COMPLETELY NAKED” he said screaming so loud, he was mad.
“NEVER TRUST ANY1 W A9LAN HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN DATE BACK THERE YOU WERE SENT THERE TO STUDY NOT TO DATE AND LOVE” he was mad real mad, each word stroked me as a knife, tear flattered finding their way to my cheeks.
Salem face changed fast surprised that I broke down he then came near me , face to close “you know that I don’t want to hurt you and I don’t want ay 7ad to hurt you especially that little bitch” every word was so sweet his breathe was so sweet …he used his thumb to wipe my tears then he kissed my cheeks.
“yalla enroo7 el bait I want to get 1 hit at least on Ahmed. why does Saif always get the fun “ he said but before he went to the car he placed the laptop on the ground in front of the tire. Then he told me to see the laptop getting shattered since it would be fun to forget the whole thing. He entered and the car smashed the laptop then he went backwards then forward backwards then forward it was a wonderful view very entertaining. Salem got out the car and took the ruined laptop and threw it in side the big blue sea.
We entered the car, Salem racing to get a hit on the little bitch and I guess I wanted to get a little hit too.
“WAIN EL LITTLE BITCH” Salem ran inside the shed and me running after him
“HENI” Saif said
We reached the shed, Ahmed was on the ground powerless. On the floor so helpless and weak I felt sorry for him…
Salem picked him up, so high I never knew Ahmed was that weak before he did anything I stood closer next to salem, and motioned him to put Ahmed down.
He did what I asked looking confused, and Saif looking somehow amused “guess he thought I’d hit him” I thought
I knelt to reach Ahmed height and said “shoof for the sake of the 2 years together I’ll let you leave before saloom gets a hold of you ‘’ I stood up and pulled him up .
‘’salem bas 9af3a wa7da’’ salem smiled and nodded and slapped him a slap men el 5a6er. Then I left the boys giving them a gesture of leaving me walk him to his car…
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 20
enjoy, if there was mistakes sry bout that i was in a rush +.-
wat do u think of the narrator thing :P
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Sara:
Feeling so fresh, I got out of the bathroom and wore my juicy couture-tracking suit, wore my snickers, sweat band, and placed my cherry flavor labalo on my lips. I headed down stairs and the first person I saw was Salem leaving for work. He smiled and nodded “9ba7 el 5air” he said very cheerful even though he was really crappy yesterday, weird ?!
“9ba7 el noor, have fun at work” I said making it sound like a fun thing!
“hhhh inshalla w don’t you want to be my assistant for 2 weeks cause my secretary is in Lebanon and I need to be organized” he asked then he sipped from his mug. I thought for a while, should I help him?
“umm it would be fun, I can see you be all bossy and acting like ur the man!” he chuckled then and nodded and walked towards the door, before he went he said “Sunday and I can’t wait to make you suffer ;)” he winked and went out the door.
I giggled to myself for a while and went to the gym. I entered and the smell was not so great, not something I want to smell in the morning, it was the smell of sulfur -.-‘’
I opened the lights, and stepped on the running machine. I started to walk and plugged my earphones on, putting Katy Perry’s song firework.
It was my fav song of the month!
YOU JUST GOT IT TONYT
THE LIGHTS AND LET IT SHINE
JUST ON THE NIGHT ON THE 4TH OF JULY
COZ BABY UR A FIRWORK
MAKE THEM GO AHAHHAHAHA
AS YOU SHOOT ACROOS THE SKY AHAHAH
COZ BABY UR A FIREWORK
C’MON LET UR COLORS BURST
MAKE THEM GO AHAHAHA
U’LL MAKE THEM GO AHAHAHHA
I started to jog, just singing I reached 60 calories in 15 mins, as my heart raced and sweat was all over my body. My hair kept swinging right to left. It was like the beat I was listening to …
YOU’LL STILL BE MY HERO EVENTHOUGH YOU LOST YOUR MIND
JUST GONNA STAND THER AND WATCH ME BURN
THAT’S ALRIGHT COZ I LOVE THE WAY IT HURTS
JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME CRY
BUT THAT’S ALRIGHT COZ I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE
This song just reminded me of Ahmed. I was so stupid coz I was blinded by my love to him. I cried when I saw him with other girls but I still loved him and I was able to let it pass. He lied and lied and still I was stupid and I believed him. I was weak that when I saw him kissing another girl I would still kiss him and never did I tell him anything. BUT when I was in a coma after yadoo died, I heard him talking to my best friend that he made her lose her virginity they would fight in front of me thinking I couldn’t hear them, but I did….he always lied to me and I knew it but I had to make the pain and the tears stop….
Salem:
I reached work and I saw my secretary I smiled and told her “ Rana youm el a7ad btsafren Lebanon mthl ma entii tbain yalla have fun with ur family” I said and she couldn’t help but jump with joy with my shocking proposal
“shkran Mr. X” I nodded and went inside my office thinking of ways to make sara love me. Until, I got a call from Saif.
“hey Salem is everything k with us” Saif asked seeming anxious
“ya everything is good my man in fact I feel gr8 plz I dnt want to talk to you now coz I feel disgusted” I said wanting to make him feel dirty
“3ala ay asas everything is gd well whatever el youm baroo7 el desert with my friends cya!” and he hung up
then I got a message I thought it would be him but it was Ahmed ;
hey Saloom today at 4 is the BBQ ryt?
God this is still going on” I thought to myself I want to relax for one day I guess inshalla tomm I’d go to shalai, to relax and enjoy my time and I think I have an idea ;) I saw it in a movie but I need to watch it then I’ll do what I saw.
Yea, w get the sound system
I replied.
Ugh this is so frustrating GOD.
“Rana!!” I called out
Sara:
Hmm grilled cheese…its so yummy and orange juice it’s the perfect breakfast!
As I took the first bite, I saw Saif going down holding his Armani travel bag.
“Where r u going” I asked
“Desert with the guys” he said with a tone that sent a vibe “god just shut up”
I didn’t say anything else I just kept it to myself and ate my grilled cheese. He went out the door and I just saw him leave I didn’t call him I didn’t do anything I was too busy eating on the dinning table. He didn’t care about what I told him. I cried yesterday, am I throwing myself at him?! Am I doing this again!
Is he a player? I haft to do my research.
First thing I need help from Maha.
I dialed her phone number….
“alo” she said all lazy.
“hey, sleepin” I asked
“la2 kkk I was sleeping GOD I should put my mob silent next time” she continued “so my bitch what I can I help u with?”
“yah bout that I need you to come over and help me find out some things about my cousin”
“your cousin as in ur boyfriend” her tone suddenly changed “umm I dnt think I can today I think I’ll go dubia today”
Suspicion grew inside me like a rose and the thrones were killing me as they made me choke.
“umm k cya later” I said
“bai bai babe” she said and she hung up
I think I just found Maha Maha!!!! THE REAL MAHA!!!
Salem he’s my only hope!
Saif:
I got a call from ‘7ayatii”
I put the headphone while I was driving, I answered directly not wanting to make her wait!
“alo” she said all pissed off
“6walt 3laich sry kent ga3ad asoog”
“la 7beby bas hai Sara uff menha bitchia” she said really making me worried, that she might have told her or revealed something between us.
“sho??” I asked getting pissed mnha
“tbani asawi research on you!” she said all winey which sounded cute
“dnt you know everything bout me?”
“yah I know everything!”
“5ala9 give her the facts bas wait 3ashan et2kad whats my shoe size?”
“42” she said without thinking surprising me at how she knew w my mom didn’t o.O
“k a hard one whats my fav color”
“orange” again fast!
“umm what shampoo do I use” I chuckled at how much I knew she’ll never know this
“hhhhhhh its head n shoulders na3na3” she said with that I felt so amazed at how well she knew things and I dnt even know anything bout her!!
“wow 7ayatti u amazed me”
“ikr lol I am dying to see ur face expression”
“hhhhhhh anywayz I’m heading to Dubia meet you in Marsa at 8”
“k baii”
“baii baby!”
I hung up and laughed as I drove!
Before I knew it I felt that my pocket is empty I FORGOT MY WALLET
Salem:
I was home getting ready for the BBQ, Ahmed was setting up the ipod sound system. The other boys were setting the projector and the ps3 so we can play football. I was just setting the knives and other equipment.
Taio Cruz- dynamite
Was playing, feeling the beat putting the meat in the freezer beside me .
“AYO!!! GOTTA LET GOO” then Hamdan jumped in the pool
“’3abii” Na9oor said “that splash is for gays bas” he was a size of a ball and ofcourse the splash compared to both is huge since Hamdan is the size of a stick. Na9oor jumped in leaving us all soaked in water.
We laughed at how hamdan was stuck between the waves in the swimming pool trying to go left but ends right!
Ahmed finished the headset and put his laptop AKA “nudeshop” set with the projector he was so happy he was finally going to show us the pics. he kept scrolling down as the boys made weird voices and I couldn’t help but close my eyes yet open them after 5 secs until…
Saif:
I went in my room to get my wallet and went down with the guys and saw them looking at nude girls v.v losers I thought
I was on the edge of the couch until the pic landed on a familiar face I knew it was her…it was…..HER!!!!
Narrator:
She was exposed, by the one she loved she trusted him to even take a normal picture with him that was changed into a disgrace to her rep** what will the boys do?!
wat do u think of the narrator thing :P
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Sara:
Feeling so fresh, I got out of the bathroom and wore my juicy couture-tracking suit, wore my snickers, sweat band, and placed my cherry flavor labalo on my lips. I headed down stairs and the first person I saw was Salem leaving for work. He smiled and nodded “9ba7 el 5air” he said very cheerful even though he was really crappy yesterday, weird ?!
“9ba7 el noor, have fun at work” I said making it sound like a fun thing!
“hhhh inshalla w don’t you want to be my assistant for 2 weeks cause my secretary is in Lebanon and I need to be organized” he asked then he sipped from his mug. I thought for a while, should I help him?
“umm it would be fun, I can see you be all bossy and acting like ur the man!” he chuckled then and nodded and walked towards the door, before he went he said “Sunday and I can’t wait to make you suffer ;)” he winked and went out the door.
I giggled to myself for a while and went to the gym. I entered and the smell was not so great, not something I want to smell in the morning, it was the smell of sulfur -.-‘’
I opened the lights, and stepped on the running machine. I started to walk and plugged my earphones on, putting Katy Perry’s song firework.
It was my fav song of the month!
YOU JUST GOT IT TONYT
THE LIGHTS AND LET IT SHINE
JUST ON THE NIGHT ON THE 4TH OF JULY
COZ BABY UR A FIRWORK
MAKE THEM GO AHAHHAHAHA
AS YOU SHOOT ACROOS THE SKY AHAHAH
COZ BABY UR A FIREWORK
C’MON LET UR COLORS BURST
MAKE THEM GO AHAHAHA
U’LL MAKE THEM GO AHAHAHHA
I started to jog, just singing I reached 60 calories in 15 mins, as my heart raced and sweat was all over my body. My hair kept swinging right to left. It was like the beat I was listening to …
YOU’LL STILL BE MY HERO EVENTHOUGH YOU LOST YOUR MIND
JUST GONNA STAND THER AND WATCH ME BURN
THAT’S ALRIGHT COZ I LOVE THE WAY IT HURTS
JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME CRY
BUT THAT’S ALRIGHT COZ I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE
This song just reminded me of Ahmed. I was so stupid coz I was blinded by my love to him. I cried when I saw him with other girls but I still loved him and I was able to let it pass. He lied and lied and still I was stupid and I believed him. I was weak that when I saw him kissing another girl I would still kiss him and never did I tell him anything. BUT when I was in a coma after yadoo died, I heard him talking to my best friend that he made her lose her virginity they would fight in front of me thinking I couldn’t hear them, but I did….he always lied to me and I knew it but I had to make the pain and the tears stop….
Salem:
I reached work and I saw my secretary I smiled and told her “ Rana youm el a7ad btsafren Lebanon mthl ma entii tbain yalla have fun with ur family” I said and she couldn’t help but jump with joy with my shocking proposal
“shkran Mr. X” I nodded and went inside my office thinking of ways to make sara love me. Until, I got a call from Saif.
“hey Salem is everything k with us” Saif asked seeming anxious
“ya everything is good my man in fact I feel gr8 plz I dnt want to talk to you now coz I feel disgusted” I said wanting to make him feel dirty
“3ala ay asas everything is gd well whatever el youm baroo7 el desert with my friends cya!” and he hung up
then I got a message I thought it would be him but it was Ahmed ;
hey Saloom today at 4 is the BBQ ryt?
God this is still going on” I thought to myself I want to relax for one day I guess inshalla tomm I’d go to shalai, to relax and enjoy my time and I think I have an idea ;) I saw it in a movie but I need to watch it then I’ll do what I saw.
Yea, w get the sound system
I replied.
Ugh this is so frustrating GOD.
“Rana!!” I called out
Sara:
Hmm grilled cheese…its so yummy and orange juice it’s the perfect breakfast!
As I took the first bite, I saw Saif going down holding his Armani travel bag.
“Where r u going” I asked
“Desert with the guys” he said with a tone that sent a vibe “god just shut up”
I didn’t say anything else I just kept it to myself and ate my grilled cheese. He went out the door and I just saw him leave I didn’t call him I didn’t do anything I was too busy eating on the dinning table. He didn’t care about what I told him. I cried yesterday, am I throwing myself at him?! Am I doing this again!
Is he a player? I haft to do my research.
First thing I need help from Maha.
I dialed her phone number….
“alo” she said all lazy.
“hey, sleepin” I asked
“la2 kkk I was sleeping GOD I should put my mob silent next time” she continued “so my bitch what I can I help u with?”
“yah bout that I need you to come over and help me find out some things about my cousin”
“your cousin as in ur boyfriend” her tone suddenly changed “umm I dnt think I can today I think I’ll go dubia today”
Suspicion grew inside me like a rose and the thrones were killing me as they made me choke.
“umm k cya later” I said
“bai bai babe” she said and she hung up
I think I just found Maha Maha!!!! THE REAL MAHA!!!
Salem he’s my only hope!
Saif:
I got a call from ‘7ayatii”
I put the headphone while I was driving, I answered directly not wanting to make her wait!
“alo” she said all pissed off
“6walt 3laich sry kent ga3ad asoog”
“la 7beby bas hai Sara uff menha bitchia” she said really making me worried, that she might have told her or revealed something between us.
“sho??” I asked getting pissed mnha
“tbani asawi research on you!” she said all winey which sounded cute
“dnt you know everything bout me?”
“yah I know everything!”
“5ala9 give her the facts bas wait 3ashan et2kad whats my shoe size?”
“42” she said without thinking surprising me at how she knew w my mom didn’t o.O
“k a hard one whats my fav color”
“orange” again fast!
“umm what shampoo do I use” I chuckled at how much I knew she’ll never know this
“hhhhhhh its head n shoulders na3na3” she said with that I felt so amazed at how well she knew things and I dnt even know anything bout her!!
“wow 7ayatti u amazed me”
“ikr lol I am dying to see ur face expression”
“hhhhhhh anywayz I’m heading to Dubia meet you in Marsa at 8”
“k baii”
“baii baby!”
I hung up and laughed as I drove!
Before I knew it I felt that my pocket is empty I FORGOT MY WALLET
Salem:
I was home getting ready for the BBQ, Ahmed was setting up the ipod sound system. The other boys were setting the projector and the ps3 so we can play football. I was just setting the knives and other equipment.
Taio Cruz- dynamite
Was playing, feeling the beat putting the meat in the freezer beside me .
“AYO!!! GOTTA LET GOO” then Hamdan jumped in the pool
“’3abii” Na9oor said “that splash is for gays bas” he was a size of a ball and ofcourse the splash compared to both is huge since Hamdan is the size of a stick. Na9oor jumped in leaving us all soaked in water.
We laughed at how hamdan was stuck between the waves in the swimming pool trying to go left but ends right!
Ahmed finished the headset and put his laptop AKA “nudeshop” set with the projector he was so happy he was finally going to show us the pics. he kept scrolling down as the boys made weird voices and I couldn’t help but close my eyes yet open them after 5 secs until…
Saif:
I went in my room to get my wallet and went down with the guys and saw them looking at nude girls v.v losers I thought
I was on the edge of the couch until the pic landed on a familiar face I knew it was her…it was…..HER!!!!
Narrator:
She was exposed, by the one she loved she trusted him to even take a normal picture with him that was changed into a disgrace to her rep** what will the boys do?!
Monday, November 15, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 19
sry for the long wait w i hope u like it
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Saif:
As i landed on my bed, feeling pain and tension all over my body. i felt so stiff yet something inside me was at ease. I couldn't help put touch my face and press harder to feel the pain it felt so good. i deserve this even more. she doesn't want to be hurt she said this today....
flash back.
i was angry about why she didnt ask me to go with her instead of my brother (who was in love with her.) i couldn't stand being the one left out. as i shouted and she defended herself. suddenly she started crying not able to handle it. I couldn't stand seeing her cry it was a weakness to see a girl cry for every man. i just looked at her lifted her chin and our lips were pressed softly. her hand was on my neck until she reached my hair and ran through it. her lips were just so full of lust my hands were on her waist but in between the kiss she said the thing that made me vulnerable " i dnt want to be hurt" i pulled away and looked her in the eyes that were still watery. i wiped her tears and went like the coward i am...
*****
it to came to realization that i knew how much i loved her but i couldn't hurt her. i'm a heart breaker a monster. I was in love who deserved a man like me a worthless thief to a worthless bitch and wats weird is that i love her. fate made us meet since we are meant to each other.
and i promise i make to myself i will never hurt her(sara)....
Salem:
as the stem grew i felt faint, but i stood still happy that today might be the day i'd sleep the day i'd actually close my eyes and dream "hopefully i'd dream of her" i thought to myself.
as i closed the water i went out the tub and put the towel on me. the water droplets were sliding below my spinal cord it felt like some1 was sliding their fingers on my spinal cord. i shivered but it felt good. i closed my eyes and opened them to see stem on the mirror as always i drew her letter beside mine. i stared at it for a while then wiped the stem from the mirror to look at myself. i felt so radiant so real SOOOO happy. my smile couldn't be described ,it was perfect! this is my chance" i thought, and i will make her love me and want me. I'll make you Love me Sara AL X and u'd never want to let go of me thats i promise i'd make for myself ;)
Sara:
i closed my eyes and couldn't imagine anything but him there.....it was Saif.
i will never leave him and i promise i'd never love any1 other than him.
i cant believe he thought i love his brother! thats just wrong o.O and sick!
with the thought of him i slept.
Narrator:
they all made their promises today , a person who promised love forever, a person who promised their care for 1 another , and the person who promised to never let go.....
do you think these promises will soon self destruct?!
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Saif:
As i landed on my bed, feeling pain and tension all over my body. i felt so stiff yet something inside me was at ease. I couldn't help put touch my face and press harder to feel the pain it felt so good. i deserve this even more. she doesn't want to be hurt she said this today....
flash back.
i was angry about why she didnt ask me to go with her instead of my brother (who was in love with her.) i couldn't stand being the one left out. as i shouted and she defended herself. suddenly she started crying not able to handle it. I couldn't stand seeing her cry it was a weakness to see a girl cry for every man. i just looked at her lifted her chin and our lips were pressed softly. her hand was on my neck until she reached my hair and ran through it. her lips were just so full of lust my hands were on her waist but in between the kiss she said the thing that made me vulnerable " i dnt want to be hurt" i pulled away and looked her in the eyes that were still watery. i wiped her tears and went like the coward i am...
*****
it to came to realization that i knew how much i loved her but i couldn't hurt her. i'm a heart breaker a monster. I was in love who deserved a man like me a worthless thief to a worthless bitch and wats weird is that i love her. fate made us meet since we are meant to each other.
and i promise i make to myself i will never hurt her(sara)....
Salem:
as the stem grew i felt faint, but i stood still happy that today might be the day i'd sleep the day i'd actually close my eyes and dream "hopefully i'd dream of her" i thought to myself.
as i closed the water i went out the tub and put the towel on me. the water droplets were sliding below my spinal cord it felt like some1 was sliding their fingers on my spinal cord. i shivered but it felt good. i closed my eyes and opened them to see stem on the mirror as always i drew her letter beside mine. i stared at it for a while then wiped the stem from the mirror to look at myself. i felt so radiant so real SOOOO happy. my smile couldn't be described ,it was perfect! this is my chance" i thought, and i will make her love me and want me. I'll make you Love me Sara AL X and u'd never want to let go of me thats i promise i'd make for myself ;)
Sara:
i closed my eyes and couldn't imagine anything but him there.....it was Saif.
i will never leave him and i promise i'd never love any1 other than him.
i cant believe he thought i love his brother! thats just wrong o.O and sick!
with the thought of him i slept.
Narrator:
they all made their promises today , a person who promised love forever, a person who promised their care for 1 another , and the person who promised to never let go.....
do you think these promises will soon self destruct?!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 18 (B)
Here You Go the Last of Part 18 Hope You ALl Like it
w check out my new story babes...
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Sara:
we were all at "toys r us "the kids all scattered around, man9oor was by my side the whole way and now stuck to me like a glue he'd push me here and there for a while i thought i was cute but now i kinda think its like torture. he led me to the dolls section and was stuck between two dolls "bratz" the blonde w the brunette one they seemed the same but the brunette wore a sun dress and that she was tanned >>yasmine the name of the bratz.
w the blonde was very white with blue eyes wearing pj's >>>>>chloe the name of the bratz. Man9oor called my name and asked...
"ay wa7da a7la?!" he asked all cute and confused coz he wanted to get his first love the greatest gift!!!
"5ath haii" salem butted in pointing at the brunette haired one her hair was made into the perfect braid then i realized why he said that but then he continued "mthel sara 9a7 man9oor" i blushed from madness or embarrassment first of all the dolls eye is huge plus don't get me started with that HUGE head BUT she does have resemblance plus i am flattered her hair aint bad its shinny and beautiful no problem here. i ignored his comment yet madness was just raging inside my body wanting to shard each part of him ! WAIT am i aggressive now i am thinking of killing him with my own hands did i lose it?
"ana aba haii" man9oor held the doll that supposedly looks like ME -.-''
"k bas???" i asked as he returned the other one
he nodded and two of his bigger bros came holding huge cars
"saloom ana aba hai" a rough voice spoke i guess thats sultan he's the small head with the rough voice its kinda ironic since he doesn't seem to have that manly man look or age a9lan >.< wannabe i guess
"w ana aba hai" a cute boy younger than the other manly man one i guess thats rashid
"yalla 5ala9" salem said
i knelt down as i saw man9oor looking at the cars gasping and i knew he wanted one "yalla t3al enyeeb wa7da" he smiled and ran from my side
i saw salem face expression so calm he patted sultans shoulder and headed to the cashier getting started with the 2 kids and the twins running to him since its getting late already. i got out my BB and there werent any calls from saif today why is that??? its unusual!! is there something wrong is he sick?! didnt seem like that he was awfully happy!!!! maybe he's busy with kim.
Saif:
i left Maha's house feeling crappy, feeling like nothing more than..... ugh wats less than crap......well a piece of nothing is better?! i was in the car just driving around trying to forget the deal i made with Maha. i drove as fast as i could i couldn't face sara now its just so hard to act infront of her its like she knows every move i do. i put my ipod on shuffle and just stop driving for a moment and titled my head to see the amazing moon and the stars above. i wish i could go bak in time. i closed my eyes and opened them and thought to myself "i am so cheesy!!!" i chuckled and drove home. flashbacks just ran through in my head.....
"so can i do the usual" she said so eager like she was missing her fun.
"k bas give me time k baby"
"k 7ayatti bas know this i don't like it" she stopped smiling and looked down as she talked
"who said u should" i held her chin and titled it to my direction and kissed her forehead and we just kept on talking about the 2 weeks we were apart from each other.
she ran home when she saw her brothers car and i ran back to my car.
the flashback ended my gut was just sick, i agreed about it, sara is just so fragile she's going to get hurt bad she's going to hate me. i should just break up with her softly or make her break up with me thats better i don't want her to give me that look ....ugh it gives me the chills just remembering it. i headed home and my mind was just not into it now thinking of a way to break up with her, but salem will absolutely love this! Salem i need Salem!! he'll know what to do!
Salem:
i got a call from Ahmed, i answered knowing where this is going..
he's going to talk about how he took girls pictures then photoshoped them blah blah or how he took a super model virginity which i don't believe. but this topic was different he wasn't talking about girls and how low they are.
"yalla enshoofek bacher" he said trying to act so polite....yet...
"inshalla yalla m3salama" i said really wanting to end the weird topic which really pissed me off.
he invited himself and the guys here tomm like WTF this isn't his house mob 3ala kaifa wala !
i went downstairs to tell the maids to get the meat and the BBQ ready, and to clean the Boys Room( its our chill-ax place its the dream place)
as i finished explaining to them, i went to sit with the family. Saif was next to my mom w Sara was beside the twins who wouldn't stop talking. i sat next to yadee, just trying to jump into the topic and the conversation but the words weren't clear enough so i didn't care a9lan if the ppl who were talking uboy w yadee its about the company nothing less and 3amoo w umi about make up and stuff.
the twins were talking and sara wasn't even giving crap she was too busy flirting with saif, her eyes were so pretty as she watches him learning every move, he gave her a shook of his head and it meant one thing lets take it out. he went out and after 30 sec she went after afraid some1 would notice well HEY i noticed CANT YOU SEE ME NOTICING!!!!
god i want saif's girl. eager to see wat their doing i went out, yes thats just stupid and how old am i well i dnt care i'm crazy full of jealously.
i found them in the usual spot, talking 3adii i guess he said a joke coz she laughed and punched his shoulder. GOD that means she's seriously into him( i read it from those magazines the twins read every1 has a small bit of gayness in them bas fe nas yazowdonha) now she saying something hey its getting intense, he's screaming, she's screaming, rubbing her eyes with frustration , god what happened ya3nii one second and then total weirdness. suddenly she starts to cry he pats her shoulder, hugs her, then pushes her forward and kisses her lips which really took long really i couldn't look so i closed my eyes everytime i open them their still kissing sho ha kena they never kissed! i couldn't stand the intense between them i can't keep on trying i can't keep on imagining c'mon i've got a life and i am not wasting it only on dreams that i have all day.... just try salem you've been fighting this since she was born its been a habit for you to think bout her and i dnt think its going to be easy.
i went back inside, my smiled was turned upside down and i was frowning not knowing how to change the emtion how to stop showing everyone what i felt i tried to smile yet no1 cared!
at midnight******
Salem:
i was on my FB just playing kilik i couldn't help but try to get a high score. Saif was on the bed, his wrist on his eyes that meant he was thinking since he doesn't sleep at this time a9lan!
i went to my bro and patted his shoulder i kno he's troubled since he did that pose "troubled man pose'' he moved his wrist and looked at me tears on his cheek. i looked at my brother and couldn't help seeing his 8 year old self when he was on his bed same pose same approach like it was dej-vu yet akeed this time no1 stole he's action figure of action man <
he sat up straight cleared his throat and went to his cap collection ....he said
"i---i ---wen---t.." he was shuttering this is HUGE he continued looking at me now " i went to maha w she's doin the game on sara bas i told her not now later"
my hand feeling the desire to bang he's face i couldn't back down not now since i ran to him and punched him straight in the face...he was crying pathetically and he said the words " i give up salem you deserve her you belong together"
i couldn't care less at the time i just pushed him to the ground and kept on punching him he was vulnerable, and it seemed he wanted me to beat him. one last punch and i stood up.
he's nose was bleeding but i just didnt give a damn...
"look she's going to UK on 13th go there try to make her love you i'll try to make her hate me so she'll break up with me" suddenly i felt sorry for him, i went to my brother was trying to stop the bleeding the wrong way by titling his head up wards, i straighten his head and just gave him tissues. he was giving up she's going to love me since the stage is clear for me. i looked at my brother "thank you saif" i said feeling happy for once in a life time.
saif smiled blood over his face it made him look like a freak who ate raw meat! i was grossed out and went to take a shower.
Saif:
i felt better well i don't feel better physically thank god i was too smart and didn't fight back since i know it wont lead but pain everywhere plus i'm going Italy soon dnt want to look like some street fighter character. Salem went to the bathroom running fast since he felt disgusted by the blood every where. i stood up pain rushing through me but i made it to my bed and tried to make sense of what happened! did i give up on sara?! was that the right choice?! i guess so since i can't leave her waiting for me i love maha and this time i'm sure about that and nothing is going to stand in my way....
w check out my new story babes...
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Sara:
we were all at "toys r us "the kids all scattered around, man9oor was by my side the whole way and now stuck to me like a glue he'd push me here and there for a while i thought i was cute but now i kinda think its like torture. he led me to the dolls section and was stuck between two dolls "bratz" the blonde w the brunette one they seemed the same but the brunette wore a sun dress and that she was tanned >>yasmine the name of the bratz.
w the blonde was very white with blue eyes wearing pj's >>>>>chloe the name of the bratz. Man9oor called my name and asked...
"ay wa7da a7la?!" he asked all cute and confused coz he wanted to get his first love the greatest gift!!!
"5ath haii" salem butted in pointing at the brunette haired one her hair was made into the perfect braid then i realized why he said that but then he continued "mthel sara 9a7 man9oor" i blushed from madness or embarrassment first of all the dolls eye is huge plus don't get me started with that HUGE head BUT she does have resemblance plus i am flattered her hair aint bad its shinny and beautiful no problem here. i ignored his comment yet madness was just raging inside my body wanting to shard each part of him ! WAIT am i aggressive now i am thinking of killing him with my own hands did i lose it?
"ana aba haii" man9oor held the doll that supposedly looks like ME -.-''
"k bas???" i asked as he returned the other one
he nodded and two of his bigger bros came holding huge cars
"saloom ana aba hai" a rough voice spoke i guess thats sultan he's the small head with the rough voice its kinda ironic since he doesn't seem to have that manly man look or age a9lan >.< wannabe i guess
"w ana aba hai" a cute boy younger than the other manly man one i guess thats rashid
"yalla 5ala9" salem said
i knelt down as i saw man9oor looking at the cars gasping and i knew he wanted one "yalla t3al enyeeb wa7da" he smiled and ran from my side
i saw salem face expression so calm he patted sultans shoulder and headed to the cashier getting started with the 2 kids and the twins running to him since its getting late already. i got out my BB and there werent any calls from saif today why is that??? its unusual!! is there something wrong is he sick?! didnt seem like that he was awfully happy!!!! maybe he's busy with kim.
Saif:
i left Maha's house feeling crappy, feeling like nothing more than..... ugh wats less than crap......well a piece of nothing is better?! i was in the car just driving around trying to forget the deal i made with Maha. i drove as fast as i could i couldn't face sara now its just so hard to act infront of her its like she knows every move i do. i put my ipod on shuffle and just stop driving for a moment and titled my head to see the amazing moon and the stars above. i wish i could go bak in time. i closed my eyes and opened them and thought to myself "i am so cheesy!!!" i chuckled and drove home. flashbacks just ran through in my head.....
"so can i do the usual" she said so eager like she was missing her fun.
"k bas give me time k baby"
"k 7ayatti bas know this i don't like it" she stopped smiling and looked down as she talked
"who said u should" i held her chin and titled it to my direction and kissed her forehead and we just kept on talking about the 2 weeks we were apart from each other.
she ran home when she saw her brothers car and i ran back to my car.
the flashback ended my gut was just sick, i agreed about it, sara is just so fragile she's going to get hurt bad she's going to hate me. i should just break up with her softly or make her break up with me thats better i don't want her to give me that look ....ugh it gives me the chills just remembering it. i headed home and my mind was just not into it now thinking of a way to break up with her, but salem will absolutely love this! Salem i need Salem!! he'll know what to do!
Salem:
i got a call from Ahmed, i answered knowing where this is going..
he's going to talk about how he took girls pictures then photoshoped them blah blah or how he took a super model virginity which i don't believe. but this topic was different he wasn't talking about girls and how low they are.
"yalla enshoofek bacher" he said trying to act so polite....yet...
"inshalla yalla m3salama" i said really wanting to end the weird topic which really pissed me off.
he invited himself and the guys here tomm like WTF this isn't his house mob 3ala kaifa wala !
i went downstairs to tell the maids to get the meat and the BBQ ready, and to clean the Boys Room( its our chill-ax place its the dream place)
as i finished explaining to them, i went to sit with the family. Saif was next to my mom w Sara was beside the twins who wouldn't stop talking. i sat next to yadee, just trying to jump into the topic and the conversation but the words weren't clear enough so i didn't care a9lan if the ppl who were talking uboy w yadee its about the company nothing less and 3amoo w umi about make up and stuff.
the twins were talking and sara wasn't even giving crap she was too busy flirting with saif, her eyes were so pretty as she watches him learning every move, he gave her a shook of his head and it meant one thing lets take it out. he went out and after 30 sec she went after afraid some1 would notice well HEY i noticed CANT YOU SEE ME NOTICING!!!!
god i want saif's girl. eager to see wat their doing i went out, yes thats just stupid and how old am i well i dnt care i'm crazy full of jealously.
i found them in the usual spot, talking 3adii i guess he said a joke coz she laughed and punched his shoulder. GOD that means she's seriously into him( i read it from those magazines the twins read every1 has a small bit of gayness in them bas fe nas yazowdonha) now she saying something hey its getting intense, he's screaming, she's screaming, rubbing her eyes with frustration , god what happened ya3nii one second and then total weirdness. suddenly she starts to cry he pats her shoulder, hugs her, then pushes her forward and kisses her lips which really took long really i couldn't look so i closed my eyes everytime i open them their still kissing sho ha kena they never kissed! i couldn't stand the intense between them i can't keep on trying i can't keep on imagining c'mon i've got a life and i am not wasting it only on dreams that i have all day.... just try salem you've been fighting this since she was born its been a habit for you to think bout her and i dnt think its going to be easy.
i went back inside, my smiled was turned upside down and i was frowning not knowing how to change the emtion how to stop showing everyone what i felt i tried to smile yet no1 cared!
at midnight******
Salem:
i was on my FB just playing kilik i couldn't help but try to get a high score. Saif was on the bed, his wrist on his eyes that meant he was thinking since he doesn't sleep at this time a9lan!
i went to my bro and patted his shoulder i kno he's troubled since he did that pose "troubled man pose'' he moved his wrist and looked at me tears on his cheek. i looked at my brother and couldn't help seeing his 8 year old self when he was on his bed same pose same approach like it was dej-vu yet akeed this time no1 stole he's action figure of action man <
he sat up straight cleared his throat and went to his cap collection ....he said
"i---i ---wen---t.." he was shuttering this is HUGE he continued looking at me now " i went to maha w she's doin the game on sara bas i told her not now later"
my hand feeling the desire to bang he's face i couldn't back down not now since i ran to him and punched him straight in the face...he was crying pathetically and he said the words " i give up salem you deserve her you belong together"
i couldn't care less at the time i just pushed him to the ground and kept on punching him he was vulnerable, and it seemed he wanted me to beat him. one last punch and i stood up.
he's nose was bleeding but i just didnt give a damn...
"look she's going to UK on 13th go there try to make her love you i'll try to make her hate me so she'll break up with me" suddenly i felt sorry for him, i went to my brother was trying to stop the bleeding the wrong way by titling his head up wards, i straighten his head and just gave him tissues. he was giving up she's going to love me since the stage is clear for me. i looked at my brother "thank you saif" i said feeling happy for once in a life time.
saif smiled blood over his face it made him look like a freak who ate raw meat! i was grossed out and went to take a shower.
Saif:
i felt better well i don't feel better physically thank god i was too smart and didn't fight back since i know it wont lead but pain everywhere plus i'm going Italy soon dnt want to look like some street fighter character. Salem went to the bathroom running fast since he felt disgusted by the blood every where. i stood up pain rushing through me but i made it to my bed and tried to make sense of what happened! did i give up on sara?! was that the right choice?! i guess so since i can't leave her waiting for me i love maha and this time i'm sure about that and nothing is going to stand in my way....
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 18 (a)
here is something u deserve its a small post bas ur worth it
sorry if my grammar sucks and spelling i'm in a rush!
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Saif:
as i went back i just found the women where is sara?! i wanted to tell her something?! i ran though my head confused and realized that the kids and the twins aren't here either? early it was noisy and crowded now its silent and the whispers of the women are the only thing i can hear. i went upstairs step by step feeling exhausted from kim's weekly bathe. hands numb and body tired i just want her comfort for thats the only thing that lets me regain my power as a man! as i reached the last step i ran fast to my room feeling relieved. no1 was there, Salem is not there WTF where is every1! my intuition said she was salem but my brain denied since she hates his guts w since i warned him.
i trust him and her!
i called my bro wanting some answers
beep beep**
no answer wtf i'll just call again
beep -
"allo" salem shouted
"hey where r u??" i asked sounding cranky, my neck aching me
"umm i took the kids and sara to get toys" kids and sara huh it sounded like his the man of his house and his taking his kids and wife out THAT MADE ME MAD!!!!
"uh and did sara ask u?" i asked
"yah" he said cold trying to show me he doesnt care >.<
"K" i shouted and hung up
it clearly shows she's into him ugh i dialed her number and waited for her to answer...
"saif" she said her voice calm and peaceful i loved her voice it was like birds in the early crack of dawn, and when she said my name i could only imagine her here by my side my girl my only love
"maha i missed you i want u" i said so weak so powerless ALL I NEED IS HER I NEED SOME1 EL7EIN somehow i needed her not sara i needed her she's like drugs i'm addicted i can't stop but think of her while i'm with others... she was the only star the shines in the dark the only light the lights my path
"i missed you too 7ayatti" she said it ,she said the word 7ayatti i was her life and she's mine screw every1 she's the one i know it!
" can i see you!" i said so breathless yet so happy
"6ab3an" i could her eagerly wanting me desperately too
"now" i said
"yah now" she said and knew she was smiling
she hung up leaving me paralyzed in my seati stood up breaking the invisible chains that sara put on me and went to change my cloth.......
sorry if my grammar sucks and spelling i'm in a rush!
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Saif:
as i went back i just found the women where is sara?! i wanted to tell her something?! i ran though my head confused and realized that the kids and the twins aren't here either? early it was noisy and crowded now its silent and the whispers of the women are the only thing i can hear. i went upstairs step by step feeling exhausted from kim's weekly bathe. hands numb and body tired i just want her comfort for thats the only thing that lets me regain my power as a man! as i reached the last step i ran fast to my room feeling relieved. no1 was there, Salem is not there WTF where is every1! my intuition said she was salem but my brain denied since she hates his guts w since i warned him.
i trust him and her!
i called my bro wanting some answers
beep beep**
no answer wtf i'll just call again
beep -
"allo" salem shouted
"hey where r u??" i asked sounding cranky, my neck aching me
"umm i took the kids and sara to get toys" kids and sara huh it sounded like his the man of his house and his taking his kids and wife out THAT MADE ME MAD!!!!
"uh and did sara ask u?" i asked
"yah" he said cold trying to show me he doesnt care >.<
"K" i shouted and hung up
it clearly shows she's into him ugh i dialed her number and waited for her to answer...
"saif" she said her voice calm and peaceful i loved her voice it was like birds in the early crack of dawn, and when she said my name i could only imagine her here by my side my girl my only love
"maha i missed you i want u" i said so weak so powerless ALL I NEED IS HER I NEED SOME1 EL7EIN somehow i needed her not sara i needed her she's like drugs i'm addicted i can't stop but think of her while i'm with others... she was the only star the shines in the dark the only light the lights my path
"i missed you too 7ayatti" she said it ,she said the word 7ayatti i was her life and she's mine screw every1 she's the one i know it!
" can i see you!" i said so breathless yet so happy
"6ab3an" i could her eagerly wanting me desperately too
"now" i said
"yah now" she said and knew she was smiling
she hung up leaving me paralyzed in my seati stood up breaking the invisible chains that sara put on me and went to change my cloth.......
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 17
Exams r up!
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HHHHH JUST BLUFFING THEY ACCEPTED ME LIKE DUH THIS IS A FICTIONAL STROY EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE !!!! i ran down stairs and told mama. i felt full of happiness since i can see what saif is doing since he's a player!
as i reached where mama is i said "mama they accepted me"
"mabrook yalla akeed shopping for university " she said but it was kinda in a tone of boredom my mom never showed her love to me she barely hugs me or smiles its like she hates me for ruining her life. i told my grandpa and he started hugging me and pulled me for another visit to his room. i sat in the same couch this time i was confused he took the ring from his left hand and put it on a necklace that ring is his dibla from yadoo he put the necklace on my neck and smiled.
"i was supposed to give it to you the day you came but give me a while to remember" tears shattered again now i have two necklaces from both my grandparents as the white gold mixed with my gold name it was amazing on my chest
"when you find the right guy a36eeh this ring" he winked and went out the room. he left me there thinking??? i held his ring and continued crying what a wild day, i thought.
i finally came to my senses and got out the room, wiped the tears on my cheeks and cleared my eyes.
i sat down with the family and just kept on holding my grandpa's ring until Salem came and sat next to me.
"wat r u holding" he said annoying me at how nosy he is "nice name but wats the other one" he asked tone so eager yet confused about what i'm holding.
i showed him the ring and he gasped o.O
"he gave you his ring" he said and i nodded "you know if you lose it your screwed" i nodded and stood up and sat next to the twins.
"a5555 i hate salem" noora said
"he never smiles who does he think he is??" meera said
"he does smile he always does" i blurted even though i am pissed from him bas he has issues 7aram with wat i said the girls blasted into laughter XD
'r u kidding the only person he smiles too is my baby sis fara7" noora said
"fara7?" i asked
"yup she's so cute you gotta see her" meera said running out, like that mouse in looney tunes.
"so how is Saif" noora asked "your so lucky he's the best"
"hhh thanx w entii i saw that boy flirting with u looks like u have something 2gether"
"hhhhhh thats m7amd his a family friend and his little brother is s3eed he likes meera but meera doesn't she hates him " she said as meera came in holding a the baby >>>fara7
"ybeeha henii" mama asked meera gave her to mama "t3lee sara shofee fara7 tshbhtich yama kent baby" i went to carry her but Salem took her.
"7ayatti" he kissed her forehead "she's so beautiful" he said as he sat on the couch and i sat beside him, he went near me and our bodies touched i felt awkward chills behind my back. it felt like i was in UK the beg* of winter and we'd play a little with snow and come in to find the fire place warm and our hot choco ready everything was warm and fussy gave me goosebumps and chills . as i looked around just feeling awkward i saw man9oor ,meera and noora's little bro all i know is that he's going to KG 2 he was all sad and looking down at the ground. i sat next to him on the stairs foot steps he looked so sad and gloomy it really hurts.
"um man9oori laish za3lan??" i asked sympathetic he didn't look at me still at the ground then he sniffed i knew he was crying i tilted his chin and now he was looking at me tears in his eyes :O :O :O
"3ashan ma7ad bya5thni 7aflat Manal" he said through his tears
"w meno manal" i asked winking if he didn't like her he would've never wanting to go, i smiled when i saw his expression from sad to shy.
"heya wa7da bent ma2a7bha bas kent aba aroo7 3ashan..." he paused thinking of an excuse to show me he wasn't interested "umm 3ashan ana wa3dha baseer"
"hmm wala 3ashan et7bha" i asked raising a brow "3adii 5abernii"
"ana a7bha" he said blinking a lot "wayed ba3ad" he said moving his face so i don't look at him
"7yatti 5ala9 bacher ana b5'6k" i said and he looked at me with a smile very wide :D <<
"k yalla w 5aber your siblings!" i said then he ran and went screaming out to all he's siblings like crazy!
i went to 5aloo 3alya who was so sad i knelt down and looked at her and whispered "5aloo b5'6 el3iyal toys R us 3adii?" she smiled and looked at me
"shkran 7abebty sarlhm fetra" she said i nodded and added
"w bacher ba5'6 man9oor 7aflet manal" she nodded and i went to salem since his car is huge
"um salem can u give me ur car keys?" i asked
"la2 w laish?" he asked looking at fara7 and brushing her cheeks.
"3ashan ba5th el 3eyal bara w my car is too small" i said as he was taking the keys out his pockets and about to get give it to me
"i'll take you and the kids" he said as he stood up and handing the baby to me "baroo7 abdel" and he ran upstairs. i sat down the couch and looked at the baby and everything then clicked in my mind!
Salem:
YUP i like fara7 for 1 reason and she looked like her . everytime i see that baby i'd remember the days when i acted as her guardian. i was in KG i learned some new songs at the moment i'd go home and beg mama to let us pay a visit to 3amety moza they were in the same block across from our home but i'd have to cross the streets and my mom would never accept expect without a maid so i would go to the maid and run inside 3amety moza by time she'd keep some candy on the counter coz she knew i'll be there. i would feed sara, sing her a melody, teach her wat i know, sometimes i would sneak to watch her take a bath hehe i was a pervert at young age :)
as she went to skool i would do her homework and teach her some techniques give her my BELOVD colors defend her from the bullies, but at home i would tease her as a sign of love but as i tease her i just wanted to show every1 that i didn't like her! yet she thought i hated her but i didnt i couldn't show how weak i am and that i love her that was not me i aint cheesy!
Sara:
we were all at the car meera and noora at the back seat with reem and mbark on their laps and man9oori was on mine when clearly there was space back but looks like he likes me! we all sat listening to music while my thoughts drifted away....it really felt like we were a family Salem and i were th parents and the kids were ours we'd take them every month to get games BUT plz dnt include meera n noora it was a cute scene 1 day i'd have with my husband god knows who??!! but i am betting on saif (H)
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HHHHH JUST BLUFFING THEY ACCEPTED ME LIKE DUH THIS IS A FICTIONAL STROY EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE !!!! i ran down stairs and told mama. i felt full of happiness since i can see what saif is doing since he's a player!
as i reached where mama is i said "mama they accepted me"
"mabrook yalla akeed shopping for university " she said but it was kinda in a tone of boredom my mom never showed her love to me she barely hugs me or smiles its like she hates me for ruining her life. i told my grandpa and he started hugging me and pulled me for another visit to his room. i sat in the same couch this time i was confused he took the ring from his left hand and put it on a necklace that ring is his dibla from yadoo he put the necklace on my neck and smiled.
"i was supposed to give it to you the day you came but give me a while to remember" tears shattered again now i have two necklaces from both my grandparents as the white gold mixed with my gold name it was amazing on my chest
"when you find the right guy a36eeh this ring" he winked and went out the room. he left me there thinking??? i held his ring and continued crying what a wild day, i thought.
i finally came to my senses and got out the room, wiped the tears on my cheeks and cleared my eyes.
i sat down with the family and just kept on holding my grandpa's ring until Salem came and sat next to me.
"wat r u holding" he said annoying me at how nosy he is "nice name but wats the other one" he asked tone so eager yet confused about what i'm holding.
i showed him the ring and he gasped o.O
"he gave you his ring" he said and i nodded "you know if you lose it your screwed" i nodded and stood up and sat next to the twins.
"a5555 i hate salem" noora said
"he never smiles who does he think he is??" meera said
"he does smile he always does" i blurted even though i am pissed from him bas he has issues 7aram with wat i said the girls blasted into laughter XD
'r u kidding the only person he smiles too is my baby sis fara7" noora said
"fara7?" i asked
"yup she's so cute you gotta see her" meera said running out, like that mouse in looney tunes.
"so how is Saif" noora asked "your so lucky he's the best"
"hhh thanx w entii i saw that boy flirting with u looks like u have something 2gether"
"hhhhhh thats m7amd his a family friend and his little brother is s3eed he likes meera but meera doesn't she hates him " she said as meera came in holding a the baby >>>fara7
"ybeeha henii" mama asked meera gave her to mama "t3lee sara shofee fara7 tshbhtich yama kent baby" i went to carry her but Salem took her.
"7ayatti" he kissed her forehead "she's so beautiful" he said as he sat on the couch and i sat beside him, he went near me and our bodies touched i felt awkward chills behind my back. it felt like i was in UK the beg* of winter and we'd play a little with snow and come in to find the fire place warm and our hot choco ready everything was warm and fussy gave me goosebumps and chills . as i looked around just feeling awkward i saw man9oor ,meera and noora's little bro all i know is that he's going to KG 2 he was all sad and looking down at the ground. i sat next to him on the stairs foot steps he looked so sad and gloomy it really hurts.
"um man9oori laish za3lan??" i asked sympathetic he didn't look at me still at the ground then he sniffed i knew he was crying i tilted his chin and now he was looking at me tears in his eyes :O :O :O
"3ashan ma7ad bya5thni 7aflat Manal" he said through his tears
"w meno manal" i asked winking if he didn't like her he would've never wanting to go, i smiled when i saw his expression from sad to shy.
"heya wa7da bent ma2a7bha bas kent aba aroo7 3ashan..." he paused thinking of an excuse to show me he wasn't interested "umm 3ashan ana wa3dha baseer"
"hmm wala 3ashan et7bha" i asked raising a brow "3adii 5abernii"
"ana a7bha" he said blinking a lot "wayed ba3ad" he said moving his face so i don't look at him
"7yatti 5ala9 bacher ana b5'6k" i said and he looked at me with a smile very wide :D <<
"k yalla w 5aber your siblings!" i said then he ran and went screaming out to all he's siblings like crazy!
i went to 5aloo 3alya who was so sad i knelt down and looked at her and whispered "5aloo b5'6 el3iyal toys R us 3adii?" she smiled and looked at me
"shkran 7abebty sarlhm fetra" she said i nodded and added
"w bacher ba5'6 man9oor 7aflet manal" she nodded and i went to salem since his car is huge
"um salem can u give me ur car keys?" i asked
"la2 w laish?" he asked looking at fara7 and brushing her cheeks.
"3ashan ba5th el 3eyal bara w my car is too small" i said as he was taking the keys out his pockets and about to get give it to me
"i'll take you and the kids" he said as he stood up and handing the baby to me "baroo7 abdel" and he ran upstairs. i sat down the couch and looked at the baby and everything then clicked in my mind!
Salem:
YUP i like fara7 for 1 reason and she looked like her . everytime i see that baby i'd remember the days when i acted as her guardian. i was in KG i learned some new songs at the moment i'd go home and beg mama to let us pay a visit to 3amety moza they were in the same block across from our home but i'd have to cross the streets and my mom would never accept expect without a maid so i would go to the maid and run inside 3amety moza by time she'd keep some candy on the counter coz she knew i'll be there. i would feed sara, sing her a melody, teach her wat i know, sometimes i would sneak to watch her take a bath hehe i was a pervert at young age :)
as she went to skool i would do her homework and teach her some techniques give her my BELOVD colors defend her from the bullies, but at home i would tease her as a sign of love but as i tease her i just wanted to show every1 that i didn't like her! yet she thought i hated her but i didnt i couldn't show how weak i am and that i love her that was not me i aint cheesy!
Sara:
we were all at the car meera and noora at the back seat with reem and mbark on their laps and man9oori was on mine when clearly there was space back but looks like he likes me! we all sat listening to music while my thoughts drifted away....it really felt like we were a family Salem and i were th parents and the kids were ours we'd take them every month to get games BUT plz dnt include meera n noora it was a cute scene 1 day i'd have with my husband god knows who??!! but i am betting on saif (H)
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