"looks like she had a bad fall their is internal blood in the place of the fall leading to a dangerous surgery but i will try my best please try to convince her to take it and sign this forum" a rough voice spoke "is this a joke why NOW" i heard his soft voice but it had some cruelty in it, but who had a tumor and why not now?? what's going on?? i tried to flinch but i couldn't my body was too numb then everything was quiet. ***
i stood on the edge of the of the hospital, about to commit suicide i stood there i never had a good life didn't have fun at all i was stupid i should've lived life right like normal people. the door behind me opened and I knew it was him. he came closer and i could feel is presence more "no use Cam i can't go to a surgery that has 1% of living its not worth it" i said my voice weak the words were heavy and each stung me like a bee. "no it will work just have faith for us together will do all our firsts and that date that i promised you about its going to happen!" he shouted "PLEASE do it for me for us I LOVE YOU" he said the words that made me accept.... Now their pushing me to the surgery room i was bold and ugly i hated this, he held my hand through the hall kissed my forehead and left me inside the cold room. they infected the drug and with that............... I WOKE UP i felt better the pounding was gone the pain was gone as i opened my eyes i saw him crying hand covered his face i wanted to hug him but i wasn't in that sort of condition i pulled his hand and he saw me smiling at him!
Life was great everything went perfect my hair grew, life was better now, and he was there YUP still there still loves me. I did everything i wanted to do i went to the clubs, danced like crazy, i went to paris, london, Moline everywhere with him. I loved life every second mattered now, i didn't even give a damn bout any1. i finished school later on...Cam and I got married and now i am on my 8th month of pregnancy of my twins. right now i'm making a list of things i'd never do to my kids! OMG....my water broke "CAAAAAM" i shouted and with that he rushed racing to get me to the hospital...until...crash...BAM....
Norah didn't die but Cam did hopefully she did remember him for 1 of the twins survived she swore she'd cherish every moment with baby Sam....
The End
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
The Only Exception Part 2
1 more post and done...skool started sorry for not blogging much soon i'll read all ^_^
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Is this what they call "love" don't think so its just some desire its just a phase I'm sure! Days went by and we fell in love, he loved everything I did we had the exact same traits he was perfect he was the one! Until, one day we were sitting in the coffee shop beside the library he asked me "umm we've been seeing each other for a while why not...ah...like...hmm go to a daaa-ttt-e" he shuttered. I nodded and his hands held mine tight it felt so right so true, yet something yells in me "LOVE DOESN'T EXIST WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU??"
As i walked the busy streets as people pushed their way through i walked silent and .. i saw dad cursing, he bent on the ground shouting her name his love "its just lust its just love Scar" and he repeated over and over again I watched on the same pavement feeling pity for him...did he truly love her?? he did but what happened?? why did it happen??? I'm sure he loved her I know it and she does too. As usual i went to get my mom from the bar i pulled before she gets another sip but this time she punched me real hard that i fell on the floor hard it hurt for a moment, i had to resist for now. i pulled her she punched me on my shoulder i let the pain fly and took her out. i went home and couldn't wait until it was friday for my first date!!!
Wednesday, i loved this day well i love the days of the weeks since i see him everyday. i went to the library and he sat on his seat i was about to go until i got a phone call from the police saying "your mother is put into custody for taking drugs" i closed as i got the address without a sign for Cam i ran out. Suddenly everything went blurry the streets of Manhattan was for the first time empty no one was there, the cold pushed through, leaving me on the floor, looking at the sky and with that i blacked out.
Monday, September 13, 2010
The Only Exception Part 1
Silently still i sat numb as the winter breeze blow under my skin, it made me shiver. I sat on the pavement my tears still flowing, i just heard my mom scream to dad, and dad slaps her shut! I hate this i hate this" I said over and over again love is just worthless what happened to they're over flowing love why did it suddenly disappear why did dad change?! I looked at the couples walking peacefully around the neighborhood huh soon he'll just get bored of her and find another women just like dad.
I hate love i truly do....
Just a another monday, mom is trashed on the couch and i head out for school...it's my last year a few months and I'm getting out that house our should i specify "my horror house" i love getting out of the house but problem is i have nothing to do its the school then library then i get mom from that bar trashed as usual and get her home in my way.
School went smoothly except for the part that I'm always bullied for not having fun even the geeks make fun of ME! I headed out straight to my usual place the library. I picked some classics about 12 and as i was walking i bumped at someone, i stumbled to the floor and the books fell on me "ugh why were they hard covers" that someone said ,Ichuckled for the first time for a long time seriously why is it hardcovers!? My eyes were blurry i rubbed it to get a good look it was just a boy, looked like he was my age, honey blonde hair perfectly still, his smile was warm making me have fuzzy feeling....STOP Norah STOP I picked up the novels and i heard him murmur "looks like i know whose the one who takes all the books" i blushed as he said that he held a beautiful classic by Nicholas Sparks "the notebook" he picked half the books and led me to a seat i was hypnotized by his blue eyes, his smile, AND WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT THIS....ITS WRONG!!!
I left him halfway and ran out before i went out the door he said " i was joking!!' but it wasn't what he said that hurt me it was just my feelings rubbing on me.He was on my mind all day on and on i'd just have simply flash backs of his warm smile as i remember it makes my nerves tingle.
The Only Exception(summary)
K hey how was 3eid gr8 but still no guitar v.v k so this is a story my teacher told me to write as a hw well i wanted to lsn ur thoughts and things that would make it better
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Norah is just an ordinary girl who faces not so ordinary things issues that are stronger than she can hold. From the trouble at home with her parents divorce she believes love sucks and is just a silly feeling >>> but he was different he contradicts everything that has to do with love .she believes in him, and unluckily loves him...little does she know what happens when she finds true love..
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 15
hope u like it all
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as i went after her all i see was Saif blocking my path. i went after saif and kept shooting like he would shoot me too. sara was hidden somewhere and she didn't even get hit she was shooting us from a long distance. i crawled around and i bumped some1. i rub my head and look at saif too shoot while i shoot i heard a girl scream no way was it saif. i rub my eye to see clear and it was sara, all wobbly. i started laughing at the view she was seriously waked. i stood up and gave her my hand so i could pull her. instead she gave me a high five and stood up but not right away. Saif was no where to be found as i looked ryt and left. she hit my shoulder so i could pay attention. through the goggles i could see the her eyes were burning with madness.
"7aywan" and she kept on hitting my shoulder after that word she babbled words i couldn't get, my heart ached as she called me 7AYWAN >.< ya5ee it was a mistake uff girls. i walked away from her paying no attention to what she was saying and went out of the game. i went into the locker, took my cloth and changed. my mind was seriously numb, i didn't think of a thing, i wished that i would always be like that. i want to be numb of my useless thinking of her i actually thought i was going somewhere but i dnt think so anymore SIGH. Saif came in and he started laughing so loud i kinda felt a chill in my spinal cord ending my nerves to tingle from anger. i knew why he was laughing but he had to say it " i guess when u try so hard to make some1 love u it turns out into hatred the girl is seriously mad at u ryt now allah y3eenk when a girl is mad she has plans to ruin ur laugh or lose crappy stares ya rabbi i past this stage" he came next to me and whispered in my ears "el bent tekrahk" he patted my shoulder and went to his locker. i went out all dressed up. i sat on the chairs out waiting to apologize. she finally got out as she came out she smiled she damn smiled MAN THOSE GIRLS CHANGE MOODS SO FAST AKEED ITS THOSE ONCE IN A MONTH THING AKEED!!! she sat next to me but keeping her space which was not usual.
"ugh Salem la tz3al it was just an act just to show Saif that i hate u" she said in a warm way "ana a3rf ena ent et7bni bas ana a7b Saif sry w ana maba mashakl" my world after that was torn into pieces she knows that i like her w she doesn't want it i waited for her i waited w i refused for every girl my mom told me to marry and all that i get this and i didn't show her a thing of wat i can do.
bas who said that i'll give up.
Sara
Salem is a gr8 guy every girl would love to love bas i love his bro i do. i might have been attracted by him but i can't Saif is my first.
i looked away from Salem who was into his deepest thoughts, it looked like he was broken, and i felt stupid. i was about to hold his hands but when i did i got electric shock then i rested my hand on his palm "umm salem we can be friends k" i smiled trying to make the awkwardness fade.
he nodded fast and his mob rang he went leaving my hand that suddenly felt inscure??? is he stealing my heart away, he is, is he??
Saif came finally making my thoughts runaway he's the one he's the one and only BAS BAS BAS BAS UGH. he held my hand and pulled me from the chair called out for salem and we headed into the car.
"uff bas esa3a 9:30 yalla nakel wain el makan Salem" Saif said all happy i knew that my plan would make him change his attitude.
i still can't believe that salem actually likes me i think i heard wrong though i was certain of what i heard...
FlashBack
"ugh wats taking the guys so long" i thought tired of waiting. i stood up and asked the guy on the counter where is the boys locker he gave me the direction and i went after that. i heard screaming coming from there and i recognized the voice its with no doubt saif i couldn't make the words clear expect for my name i hid behind the door when i heard my name in the topic but i didn't do a thing UGH "shoof she loves me why do you have to work your self out when you know she wont love you!!!" Saif said to Salem making himself evil Salem didn't flinch he stared right in his eyes and said "3yal laish ga3ad et9are5???" he asked coldly leaving Saif with no words but getting out the exit. Salem stood there and sighed relieved and i hid there shocked hoping to get out there and run to Saif and tell him not to worry coz i dnt like anybody and will never but him but i couldn't i didn't want to get noticed. BUT something in me felt sick is it because Salem likes me???
Salem went out saying "game on" i ran deeper in the lockers hoping to find another exit i searched and searched but with no avail i went out of the exit but no sign of the guys sighing i went in the feild. seeing both of them charmingly holding their guns!!!!
Saif moved the engine and i was back to reality. i hope everything goes well for both of them. both of them give me a weird sensation Saif reminds me of the good old days, makes me feel ryt in my place nothing less nothing more but Salem was something different he was rare, 1 of a kind. makes me feel special, secure, and somehow smile when i really don't want to. yet both r amazing handsome Salem is exactly enrique iglesis he doesn't smile much but his smile makes u want to fly coz he smiled to U!!! his hair was average not tall nor short his hair was dark brown and in the sun u can see the gold in them. strong but not as Saif. tan but in the beg his eyes r small, lips were full messy le7ya, and his nose was average height,size and pointy. Now Saif lover boy, his funny but has too many lame jokes but i hve to laugh ^^ hair the way i liky on his eyes long making him look mysterious and sexy. his eyes were average shape they were black, lips were small long pointy nose reminds me of a hawk bumpy like. he had the same as salem the messy rough le7ya which was amusing i like to touch them our brush them ;P its too pointy!!! Saif's body was all muscly maybe to the extent which is not that nice bas wat ever Salem's wasn't that muscly it was perfect. wait a second WHY IN THE HELL WOULD I COMPARE BOTH OF THEM?????? SHIT this guy is so luring ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno wats going on with my mind lately i am i falling for 2 guys(so wat it sometimes happens but their brothers) the car stopped and so was my thinking
"agool change of plans yalla enro7 el cinema " saif suggested i agreed and so did salem, after that Saif made a U turn and went to grand cinema.
Grand:
"aba ashoof killers!" i said happily
"la2 bnshoof shrek forever and after" Saif said all childish coming next time me he whispered "they say truly lovers kiss" and after that i bursted into laughter, as he moved away all i saw was salem roaming around. he made my heart twitch for a second as Saif went to get the tickets i went to Salem.
"yalla the movie bayabda2" i said trying to get run over the awkwardness between us. he looked like a lost puppy wishing he never ran off from his owner, he smiled and went to Saif and with that i was broken.
1 SECOND why would i BE BROKEN sho he is not my boyfriend why am i sad for disappointing him. getting him out my thoughts Saif put his arm around my waist and we went to get the candy.
we took our snacks and head off in the movie.
Saif and I got a large popcorn for both of us( saif says its romantic 3ashan accidently we touch hands) and Salem got his medium size.
with our soft drinks and some chocolates. they gave us our 3D glasses and the movie started after 30 min of commercial.
the movie was in its climax and it was true Saif and I touch hands for about 5 TIMES!!!!!!!!! i was sitting in the middle and the popcorn was in my lap and this time when i touched a hand it wasn't Saif's it was a cold hand i got chills i looked at my ryt, took my glasses to see clearerand i knew it was SALEM sho ha he has his own popcorns why does he like to put me in awkward positions a5555555 he put his shoulders up and smiling. my cheeks were burning and thank god it was dark and from my left Saif put his arm around my shoulder leaving my moment for a sec i looked at him and thanked god he made his move leaving the awkward moment!
the movie finished it wasn't bad( i didn't even see a thing i was stuck in my thinking). we got take away from Mcdonlads and ate watching the sea view. it was so romantic expect for the part where Salem is with us!
it was about 11;09 we ate our dinner at the view of the glittery sea and the moon reflection made the mood amazing, Saif was next to me hands on my waist, his head on mine and all we can do was eat our meal watching the view peacefully.
Salem:
ii was eating my mac feeling desperately i went away walking north, i plugged my ipod on shuffle just the way you are by burno mars. i walked and walked nothing in my mind i finished my mac and realized that i was somewhere i dunno where i walked from where i came from, and the words of the song were stuck i my mind as i was singing too....
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same
So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
my heart was singing for her for she was the most perfect melody that my ears never get bored from!!!!! as i returned i was gasping 'i walked all that?!" both of them were in the car i ran in and both kept asking me questions i dnt bare.
as the car drove my mind was set on this question "should i give up on her?? find a new love that would cherish me??" i shook that thought and started cursing my head "kaif ansah i wont fudging give up"
i took my BB out and i saw a broadcast from a dear friend of mine, he is more than a bro to me Ahmed gives me great advice about girls for he has master degrees about girls!!
"shoof yal 7abeeb el banat y7boon el 8alet el adab be rude she'll fall for you goolah kl shai '3ala6 right let her hate herself and she'll change herself to be perfect for YOU!"
reading that i felt the guy lost it sho ha if i be rude she'll hate me and why would i make her hate herself when she's perfect!
"agool sho ha el lipstick wayed fa8e3" Saif said to sara and that lead sara to take it off!!!! it works!!! wooooooooooow and wat gr8 timing!!!
umm sho agool her hair highlights are white she should change them w her room is so damn messy umm her eyebrows are too bulky mmm sho ba3ad???? she has a small belly uff i dunno but these are good enough to make her hate herself!!
Sara:
i woke up and found a message from baba:
sara the wedding will be in aug 25 and i faxed your plane ticket a moment ago on 13 july!! better get ready its 1 week from now can't wait to see you
love dad
i wore my beige knee lenght dress with a small cute pink ribbon on the back. i made a french braid and put a cute pink ribbon on my right side (fashion tip when you put a ribbon never put it on the left it has to be on the right) put on strawberry flavored labalo wore my spongebob squarepants slippers. and i raced out with the reminder of yesterday night. as i headed out for breakfast i bumped into yadee my head was on his belly. he pulled me away and started laughing and that set me laughing too.
"7aboba wainch kla weya el shabab akeed fe akhbar yeedadh" i nodded and he smiled warmly "yalla ta3ly '3rfate" he took my arm and we headed to his room.
his room was peachy and it was full with pictures of yadoo tears flattered down my cheeks with the memory of my 17th birthday. yadee hugged me and said "kanat allah yr7amah et7bch wayed w kanat tbah tklamaich gable ma etmoot 9a7 9a7" yadee ran in his closet and gave me a long box "hathee hadiyet 3eid meladich" i opened the box w it was my name in gold and there was a pearl dangling i pulled my name and realized it was a necklace, yadee took it and putted on my neck. it was pretty! yadee smiled and kissed my forehead and he pulled me to sit on the chair.
"yalla gooli" yadee said leaving the moment fade he always hated these kinds of moments.
"k............." i told him everything and then he started to give me the lecture about Saif and his past with girls and how Salem is gr8 for me.
i shook my head and always defended Saif no matter how much it hurt me i defended him!
"embyen enich et7been Saif" yadee Said and i nodded he stood up and pulled me to stand up "yalla roo7i kelee " i nodded and walked out.
i went down to the milis where the fax is and took my plane ticket. 13/7 uff thats 7 days i gotta get ready!
as i ate my brunch it was like 2 pm it was boiled egg with cheddar cheese, and sausage. as i was eating aimlessly thinking about nothing really just the part where i have to go shopping and maha was my choice! Salem sat on th chair beside me shaking his head with disagree "whe will u start exercising ?" he asked making me confused what got that out?? "why?" i asked giving him a look
"3ashan karshatch ga3da tkabar by the sec and with this" he pointed at my brunch " akeed its going to grow" with embarrassment i looked at my belly and it was somehow growing i never had a belly. i didn't say a thing and stood up leaving my unfinished meal "thanx maba akel" and i ran to the gym next to the shed.
as i went my mind was set in the way he talked it was cold and cruel he was never like that!!!
i opened the gym door and i saw HIM!!!
Saif was pulling weights all sweaty he let it go and stood up i went closer and he opened his arm for a hug! scared i hugged him HE WAS ALL SWEATY !! he kept on laughing as he pulled away.
"what brings you here" he asked smiling
"um i want to exercise" i said
"k etfa'9lee pick your motor"
"y do u make it sound like i'm buying a car?" i asked holding the bicycle
" madry madry" he said the word so cute he pronounced it like this MAH-DA-RAIYH
i went on the running machine and cleared off the dust "meta akher mara some1 used it??"
"hhhhh ma7ad a9lan esta5dama" and with that it set us cracking with laughter. "i'm usually here at 2 till 3 when its lunch or from 5 till 6"
"w why r u telling me this?" i said knowing the answer
"so you can come at that time :)" he went back to carrying weights and i went out telling him "another time"
i sat on the bench and looked at the clear blue swimming pool i stood up and went in our secret garden where the swings were. i could remember the song Salem sang and the words were echoing in my head "YOU KNOW THAT I CAN USE SOMEBODAY...SOME1 LIKE YOU!!" i looked at the swing he sat on and there his guitar laid i picked it up and started strumming a melody i remembered a song i remember so clearly..
i strummed the tune and then i started singing
making my way down town
walking fast
faces pass
and i'm home bound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making my way
throw them crowds
and i need you
and i miss you
and know i wonder
if i can fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
coz you know i'ld walk a thousand miles if i could see you tonight
CLAP CLAP
i stopped strumming and looking to the clapper ahead it was salem looking cruel again with a grin "you need practice but not with my guitar" he came near me and looked me in the eyes and took his guitar away and commented "thanks for ruining the strings" and he walked away leaving my heart broken????? he left me heart broken!!!!! before he left he said something "By the way your highlights are turing white i prefer you just color them back again"
that son of a bee k sorry 5aloo bas he is seriously pissing me off i went in and headed up stairs took my BB and called maha for a girl time!! your going to pay Salem al X
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as i went after her all i see was Saif blocking my path. i went after saif and kept shooting like he would shoot me too. sara was hidden somewhere and she didn't even get hit she was shooting us from a long distance. i crawled around and i bumped some1. i rub my head and look at saif too shoot while i shoot i heard a girl scream no way was it saif. i rub my eye to see clear and it was sara, all wobbly. i started laughing at the view she was seriously waked. i stood up and gave her my hand so i could pull her. instead she gave me a high five and stood up but not right away. Saif was no where to be found as i looked ryt and left. she hit my shoulder so i could pay attention. through the goggles i could see the her eyes were burning with madness.
"7aywan" and she kept on hitting my shoulder after that word she babbled words i couldn't get, my heart ached as she called me 7AYWAN >.< ya5ee it was a mistake uff girls. i walked away from her paying no attention to what she was saying and went out of the game. i went into the locker, took my cloth and changed. my mind was seriously numb, i didn't think of a thing, i wished that i would always be like that. i want to be numb of my useless thinking of her i actually thought i was going somewhere but i dnt think so anymore SIGH. Saif came in and he started laughing so loud i kinda felt a chill in my spinal cord ending my nerves to tingle from anger. i knew why he was laughing but he had to say it " i guess when u try so hard to make some1 love u it turns out into hatred the girl is seriously mad at u ryt now allah y3eenk when a girl is mad she has plans to ruin ur laugh or lose crappy stares ya rabbi i past this stage" he came next to me and whispered in my ears "el bent tekrahk" he patted my shoulder and went to his locker. i went out all dressed up. i sat on the chairs out waiting to apologize. she finally got out as she came out she smiled she damn smiled MAN THOSE GIRLS CHANGE MOODS SO FAST AKEED ITS THOSE ONCE IN A MONTH THING AKEED!!! she sat next to me but keeping her space which was not usual.
"ugh Salem la tz3al it was just an act just to show Saif that i hate u" she said in a warm way "ana a3rf ena ent et7bni bas ana a7b Saif sry w ana maba mashakl" my world after that was torn into pieces she knows that i like her w she doesn't want it i waited for her i waited w i refused for every girl my mom told me to marry and all that i get this and i didn't show her a thing of wat i can do.
bas who said that i'll give up.
Sara
Salem is a gr8 guy every girl would love to love bas i love his bro i do. i might have been attracted by him but i can't Saif is my first.
i looked away from Salem who was into his deepest thoughts, it looked like he was broken, and i felt stupid. i was about to hold his hands but when i did i got electric shock then i rested my hand on his palm "umm salem we can be friends k" i smiled trying to make the awkwardness fade.
he nodded fast and his mob rang he went leaving my hand that suddenly felt inscure??? is he stealing my heart away, he is, is he??
Saif came finally making my thoughts runaway he's the one he's the one and only BAS BAS BAS BAS UGH. he held my hand and pulled me from the chair called out for salem and we headed into the car.
"uff bas esa3a 9:30 yalla nakel wain el makan Salem" Saif said all happy i knew that my plan would make him change his attitude.
i still can't believe that salem actually likes me i think i heard wrong though i was certain of what i heard...
FlashBack
"ugh wats taking the guys so long" i thought tired of waiting. i stood up and asked the guy on the counter where is the boys locker he gave me the direction and i went after that. i heard screaming coming from there and i recognized the voice its with no doubt saif i couldn't make the words clear expect for my name i hid behind the door when i heard my name in the topic but i didn't do a thing UGH "shoof she loves me why do you have to work your self out when you know she wont love you!!!" Saif said to Salem making himself evil Salem didn't flinch he stared right in his eyes and said "3yal laish ga3ad et9are5???" he asked coldly leaving Saif with no words but getting out the exit. Salem stood there and sighed relieved and i hid there shocked hoping to get out there and run to Saif and tell him not to worry coz i dnt like anybody and will never but him but i couldn't i didn't want to get noticed. BUT something in me felt sick is it because Salem likes me???
Salem went out saying "game on" i ran deeper in the lockers hoping to find another exit i searched and searched but with no avail i went out of the exit but no sign of the guys sighing i went in the feild. seeing both of them charmingly holding their guns!!!!
Saif moved the engine and i was back to reality. i hope everything goes well for both of them. both of them give me a weird sensation Saif reminds me of the good old days, makes me feel ryt in my place nothing less nothing more but Salem was something different he was rare, 1 of a kind. makes me feel special, secure, and somehow smile when i really don't want to. yet both r amazing handsome Salem is exactly enrique iglesis he doesn't smile much but his smile makes u want to fly coz he smiled to U!!! his hair was average not tall nor short his hair was dark brown and in the sun u can see the gold in them. strong but not as Saif. tan but in the beg his eyes r small, lips were full messy le7ya, and his nose was average height,size and pointy. Now Saif lover boy, his funny but has too many lame jokes but i hve to laugh ^^ hair the way i liky on his eyes long making him look mysterious and sexy. his eyes were average shape they were black, lips were small long pointy nose reminds me of a hawk bumpy like. he had the same as salem the messy rough le7ya which was amusing i like to touch them our brush them ;P its too pointy!!! Saif's body was all muscly maybe to the extent which is not that nice bas wat ever Salem's wasn't that muscly it was perfect. wait a second WHY IN THE HELL WOULD I COMPARE BOTH OF THEM?????? SHIT this guy is so luring ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunno wats going on with my mind lately i am i falling for 2 guys(so wat it sometimes happens but their brothers) the car stopped and so was my thinking
"agool change of plans yalla enro7 el cinema " saif suggested i agreed and so did salem, after that Saif made a U turn and went to grand cinema.
Grand:
"aba ashoof killers!" i said happily
"la2 bnshoof shrek forever and after" Saif said all childish coming next time me he whispered "they say truly lovers kiss" and after that i bursted into laughter, as he moved away all i saw was salem roaming around. he made my heart twitch for a second as Saif went to get the tickets i went to Salem.
"yalla the movie bayabda2" i said trying to get run over the awkwardness between us. he looked like a lost puppy wishing he never ran off from his owner, he smiled and went to Saif and with that i was broken.
1 SECOND why would i BE BROKEN sho he is not my boyfriend why am i sad for disappointing him. getting him out my thoughts Saif put his arm around my waist and we went to get the candy.
we took our snacks and head off in the movie.
Saif and I got a large popcorn for both of us( saif says its romantic 3ashan accidently we touch hands) and Salem got his medium size.
with our soft drinks and some chocolates. they gave us our 3D glasses and the movie started after 30 min of commercial.
the movie was in its climax and it was true Saif and I touch hands for about 5 TIMES!!!!!!!!! i was sitting in the middle and the popcorn was in my lap and this time when i touched a hand it wasn't Saif's it was a cold hand i got chills i looked at my ryt, took my glasses to see clearerand i knew it was SALEM sho ha he has his own popcorns why does he like to put me in awkward positions a5555555 he put his shoulders up and smiling. my cheeks were burning and thank god it was dark and from my left Saif put his arm around my shoulder leaving my moment for a sec i looked at him and thanked god he made his move leaving the awkward moment!
the movie finished it wasn't bad( i didn't even see a thing i was stuck in my thinking). we got take away from Mcdonlads and ate watching the sea view. it was so romantic expect for the part where Salem is with us!
it was about 11;09 we ate our dinner at the view of the glittery sea and the moon reflection made the mood amazing, Saif was next to me hands on my waist, his head on mine and all we can do was eat our meal watching the view peacefully.
Salem:
ii was eating my mac feeling desperately i went away walking north, i plugged my ipod on shuffle just the way you are by burno mars. i walked and walked nothing in my mind i finished my mac and realized that i was somewhere i dunno where i walked from where i came from, and the words of the song were stuck i my mind as i was singing too....
Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same
So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are
my heart was singing for her for she was the most perfect melody that my ears never get bored from!!!!! as i returned i was gasping 'i walked all that?!" both of them were in the car i ran in and both kept asking me questions i dnt bare.
as the car drove my mind was set on this question "should i give up on her?? find a new love that would cherish me??" i shook that thought and started cursing my head "kaif ansah i wont fudging give up"
i took my BB out and i saw a broadcast from a dear friend of mine, he is more than a bro to me Ahmed gives me great advice about girls for he has master degrees about girls!!
"shoof yal 7abeeb el banat y7boon el 8alet el adab be rude she'll fall for you goolah kl shai '3ala6 right let her hate herself and she'll change herself to be perfect for YOU!"
reading that i felt the guy lost it sho ha if i be rude she'll hate me and why would i make her hate herself when she's perfect!
"agool sho ha el lipstick wayed fa8e3" Saif said to sara and that lead sara to take it off!!!! it works!!! wooooooooooow and wat gr8 timing!!!
umm sho agool her hair highlights are white she should change them w her room is so damn messy umm her eyebrows are too bulky mmm sho ba3ad???? she has a small belly uff i dunno but these are good enough to make her hate herself!!
Sara:
i woke up and found a message from baba:
sara the wedding will be in aug 25 and i faxed your plane ticket a moment ago on 13 july!! better get ready its 1 week from now can't wait to see you
love dad
i wore my beige knee lenght dress with a small cute pink ribbon on the back. i made a french braid and put a cute pink ribbon on my right side (fashion tip when you put a ribbon never put it on the left it has to be on the right) put on strawberry flavored labalo wore my spongebob squarepants slippers. and i raced out with the reminder of yesterday night. as i headed out for breakfast i bumped into yadee my head was on his belly. he pulled me away and started laughing and that set me laughing too.
"7aboba wainch kla weya el shabab akeed fe akhbar yeedadh" i nodded and he smiled warmly "yalla ta3ly '3rfate" he took my arm and we headed to his room.
his room was peachy and it was full with pictures of yadoo tears flattered down my cheeks with the memory of my 17th birthday. yadee hugged me and said "kanat allah yr7amah et7bch wayed w kanat tbah tklamaich gable ma etmoot 9a7 9a7" yadee ran in his closet and gave me a long box "hathee hadiyet 3eid meladich" i opened the box w it was my name in gold and there was a pearl dangling i pulled my name and realized it was a necklace, yadee took it and putted on my neck. it was pretty! yadee smiled and kissed my forehead and he pulled me to sit on the chair.
"yalla gooli" yadee said leaving the moment fade he always hated these kinds of moments.
"k............." i told him everything and then he started to give me the lecture about Saif and his past with girls and how Salem is gr8 for me.
i shook my head and always defended Saif no matter how much it hurt me i defended him!
"embyen enich et7been Saif" yadee Said and i nodded he stood up and pulled me to stand up "yalla roo7i kelee " i nodded and walked out.
i went down to the milis where the fax is and took my plane ticket. 13/7 uff thats 7 days i gotta get ready!
as i ate my brunch it was like 2 pm it was boiled egg with cheddar cheese, and sausage. as i was eating aimlessly thinking about nothing really just the part where i have to go shopping and maha was my choice! Salem sat on th chair beside me shaking his head with disagree "whe will u start exercising ?" he asked making me confused what got that out?? "why?" i asked giving him a look
"3ashan karshatch ga3da tkabar by the sec and with this" he pointed at my brunch " akeed its going to grow" with embarrassment i looked at my belly and it was somehow growing i never had a belly. i didn't say a thing and stood up leaving my unfinished meal "thanx maba akel" and i ran to the gym next to the shed.
as i went my mind was set in the way he talked it was cold and cruel he was never like that!!!
i opened the gym door and i saw HIM!!!
Saif was pulling weights all sweaty he let it go and stood up i went closer and he opened his arm for a hug! scared i hugged him HE WAS ALL SWEATY !! he kept on laughing as he pulled away.
"what brings you here" he asked smiling
"um i want to exercise" i said
"k etfa'9lee pick your motor"
"y do u make it sound like i'm buying a car?" i asked holding the bicycle
" madry madry" he said the word so cute he pronounced it like this MAH-DA-RAIYH
i went on the running machine and cleared off the dust "meta akher mara some1 used it??"
"hhhhh ma7ad a9lan esta5dama" and with that it set us cracking with laughter. "i'm usually here at 2 till 3 when its lunch or from 5 till 6"
"w why r u telling me this?" i said knowing the answer
"so you can come at that time :)" he went back to carrying weights and i went out telling him "another time"
i sat on the bench and looked at the clear blue swimming pool i stood up and went in our secret garden where the swings were. i could remember the song Salem sang and the words were echoing in my head "YOU KNOW THAT I CAN USE SOMEBODAY...SOME1 LIKE YOU!!" i looked at the swing he sat on and there his guitar laid i picked it up and started strumming a melody i remembered a song i remember so clearly..
i strummed the tune and then i started singing
making my way down town
walking fast
faces pass
and i'm home bound
staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making my way
throw them crowds
and i need you
and i miss you
and know i wonder
if i can fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
coz you know i'ld walk a thousand miles if i could see you tonight
CLAP CLAP
i stopped strumming and looking to the clapper ahead it was salem looking cruel again with a grin "you need practice but not with my guitar" he came near me and looked me in the eyes and took his guitar away and commented "thanks for ruining the strings" and he walked away leaving my heart broken????? he left me heart broken!!!!! before he left he said something "By the way your highlights are turing white i prefer you just color them back again"
that son of a bee k sorry 5aloo bas he is seriously pissing me off i went in and headed up stairs took my BB and called maha for a girl time!! your going to pay Salem al X
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