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I faced maha and her mom was next to me , maha had a worried expression on, maybe she thinks I’ll expose her to her mom way to be fooled ;)
Her mom looked simple and sweet so I went directly with my point “5altii ana mn 6arf Saif Al X n7n mthl el 25wan w ana 23rfa akthr 3an ay 7ad w ho wld w n3m fee w yba y6lb 2eed bntich” I winked to maha and she smiled I gave her a half smile and went on “ saif baykoon el modeer fee sharekat yadee el 3alamia XxXxX w 3enda 2r’9 fee XxXx street b3ad fee America ……etc” I kept going on until I realized the spark in her mom she seemed happy that some1 like Saif wants her daughter so badly I went on with wat he’ll offer “100 2lf dirham mhar w 7agich ya 5altii 50 2lf 3shan entii um el 3roos w kl shai 3laina w el shabka…..etc” her mom was smiling and nodded she NODDED approvingly YEA AHA AHA IM JUST HAPPY!! YES!! MY CHARMS NVR FAIL ;) Its not bout the info im giving its bout how I said it confident and sure of what im saying ;)
“bs lazim enchoof w enkalm el 2hal “ she said
“akeed akeed enti gooli el mw3d w n7n bnshrf 3ndich ^^” I said all cheery
“5ala9 7abeebtie inshalla bacher” her mom said shocking me and maha :O
“mama sho bacher 5ala 3gb esboo3”
“la la bacher” her mom seemed in a hurry to throw her daughter to a guy :S 5alo fatoom batshk akeed -.-
“5ala9 inshalla 5alatya” I stood up wanting to leave “yalla fe 2aman allah”
“wain sayra? Ta3ale t3ashay 3ndna” her mom said holding me hand
“yalla saroo eg3dii weyay” maha said rlly pissing me off y3nii ana ma3rf laish bs yalla ana im heading for the psycho path inshalla :/
Maha took my hand and lead me to her room. She pushed me on the chair hard w I thought I was gonna get raped :S well im always heading to the worst possible conclusion damn im dramatic xD I looked at maha confused , she gave me this look like “WTF DID YOU JUST DO YOU BITCH” and in response I gave her “BITCH STOP BITCHING ME AND SPILL” she giggled and hugged me now Idk whose bi-polar cz seriously I dnt blame her I dnt blame any1 life is meant to screw with us :S she pulled away and was smiling and all teary boohoo the girl has feelings yea im ur life savior plz praise me -.-‘’ im not liking this I pushed her away and smiled cruelly ..
“listen I helped you cause hes madly inlove with you, I don’t want to have a friend like you ” I stood up and said “yeah your grateful and yes you should work your ass as hard as u can to make it up for me I’ll be waiting I guess” I went out the room and miss called saif ….
I stood out of their house for 15 minutes head phones in my ears and a frown on my face he didn’t even bother to stop by its getting dark too w im not entering there again no way in hell >.> I looked both sides tiptoed to c pass the trees and nthn….i called salem but no answer so I decided to take a cab… I need to walk a whole ally great woohooo :> ….i walked until I stopped when I saw this group of disgusting boys talking loudly in a weird tone like their weren’t awake I checked my phone and no service great im so gonna get raped now :S I walked faster praying god not to get raped in this crappy ally I walked fast but when I heard glass shatter I ran like a manic passing them and laughing like a freak I checked my phone for service and got some I called salem and he finally answered
“YAL 7maaar I NEED YOU TO COME PICK ME UP UR BRO BAILED ON ME W IM IN AN ALLY ALL BY MYSELF I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GET RAPED JUST A SEC AGO PLZ COME BE4 I PEE ON MYSELF NOW T~T”
“wainich?!” he said so calm and collected
I looked at the sign and at the homes I described it all while crying “yalla plz come ok T~T”
‘inshalla im on my way stay where you are”
“la2 la tsakr im scared talk to me make me forget :/”
“a7bich” he said giving me chills all over my back
“amoot feek” I said still sounding like im about to cry but trying to be cute
“Mm r u feeling better al7ein?!”
“aha…7ayatti..moving on.. um maha wafe8at w galat that we should visit them tomorrow”
“akeed u used ur sarooti charms”
“yupyup w walla 7sait’ha heya eli tba saif” xDD he laughed making me feel like im not stuck on a dark ally I was looking at a black cat and stepping away shawi their cursed ….
“fdait eli t3rf et9al7 kl shai with her charms”
“e7m e7m guilty :P” I saw a lighting of the car and I thought it was heaven
“haha achoofich yalla dishii I miss yew!!”
I ran to the passenger seat and hugged him crying like a loser “walla I was bout to lose it “
“hhhhhh 5la9 hadii” he kissed my neck and whispered in my ears “no1 is allowed to take that from you ela ana” my face was burning and I felt like I was bout to pee :S
I didn’t say anything I was just twirling his hair around my fingers ….”I can feel ur heart racing xDD”
“aha I was scared I want to stay in ur arm all nyt I feel safe like this”
he carried me from the passenger seat and I was on his lap “enti yal habla y didn’t u wait inside”
“3ashan maba …chee dagat ras”
“la2 when it comes to u getting hurt or in danger mb kaifich”
“dnt let me regret telling u”
“if u didn’t tell me u would’ve been dead under some sewer”
“ya333 maba amoot hnak >.<”
“yes u want to die while praying to god “
“aha” I looked at him and he looked at me all worried
“yalla promise me u wont do anything stupid”
“Promise ^^” I kissed his cheek and he drove home while I was on his lap :P
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 32
Im Posting Till I Drop :P
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Sara
Why am I helping him -.- I haven’t even forgiven him yet!! I dnt know y but I guess that’s me trying to move on plus salem is the best thing that ever happened in my life hes touch is different and hes crazy bout me that he’s taking a month off to come with me to UK. I just sat in the passenger seat wanting to cry wats wrong with me?! first im ok…then I want to help then im moving on then I want to cry maybe im bipolar?!
“y r u helping me?” saif said breaking the silence and now im mad xDDD I fisted my arms feeling hot cz honestly idk y im helping him then it hit me ik y im helping him … I was just looking at the window I cant face him I think im gonna punch him I inhaled and exhaled and just babbled wat I was referring in my head…
“im moving on im happy with …salem and I want the same for you I want u to move on and be happy too so we can all just look bak at these days and laugh so we can all just be with the person meant for us and live happily ever after” I said feeling k and calm whoa im weird! My mojo just shifts fast :P I looked at saif he was smiling and he looked at me hes eyes were teary and I just laughed and teared up
we both laughed and with that I just couldn’t hold something against him, he suddenly stopped laughing and he frowned, he faced the road and said “do u forgive me?!”
“akeed plus without u approving to the thing between salem and I wont have went for it I wouldn’t be this happy so thank you bs I hope u she’s the one ;)”
“I think she is…with her its all different!! She knows what I am approves with that ideal and still I still c her faith in me this girl is different!!” with that I was happy and I held his hand tight and he looked at me and he smiled ☺
“if she’s the one dnt let any1/anythn stop you not even that czn u do wat it takes Saif Al X Ik one thing when u want smthn u get it and this trait I rlly adore in a guy so u want her u get her u do wat it takes and if u dnt try hard enough I’ll push your further”
“sara nvr knew you were this pushy >.>” he said sounding lame and ruining the moment I punched his shoulder and he chuckled “sry sry yalla k w9lna let me see ur charms working here ;)” I patted his shoulder and winked “miss call me and I’ll come running” I nodded and opened the door and headed to the gate he yelled good luck I gave him a wave and ringed the bell **sigh** wat do I do to help?! My charms should be on set now coz I need them….
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Sara
Why am I helping him -.- I haven’t even forgiven him yet!! I dnt know y but I guess that’s me trying to move on plus salem is the best thing that ever happened in my life hes touch is different and hes crazy bout me that he’s taking a month off to come with me to UK. I just sat in the passenger seat wanting to cry wats wrong with me?! first im ok…then I want to help then im moving on then I want to cry maybe im bipolar?!
“y r u helping me?” saif said breaking the silence and now im mad xDDD I fisted my arms feeling hot cz honestly idk y im helping him then it hit me ik y im helping him … I was just looking at the window I cant face him I think im gonna punch him I inhaled and exhaled and just babbled wat I was referring in my head…
“im moving on im happy with …salem and I want the same for you I want u to move on and be happy too so we can all just look bak at these days and laugh so we can all just be with the person meant for us and live happily ever after” I said feeling k and calm whoa im weird! My mojo just shifts fast :P I looked at saif he was smiling and he looked at me hes eyes were teary and I just laughed and teared up
we both laughed and with that I just couldn’t hold something against him, he suddenly stopped laughing and he frowned, he faced the road and said “do u forgive me?!”
“akeed plus without u approving to the thing between salem and I wont have went for it I wouldn’t be this happy so thank you bs I hope u she’s the one ;)”
“I think she is…with her its all different!! She knows what I am approves with that ideal and still I still c her faith in me this girl is different!!” with that I was happy and I held his hand tight and he looked at me and he smiled ☺
“if she’s the one dnt let any1/anythn stop you not even that czn u do wat it takes Saif Al X Ik one thing when u want smthn u get it and this trait I rlly adore in a guy so u want her u get her u do wat it takes and if u dnt try hard enough I’ll push your further”
“sara nvr knew you were this pushy >.>” he said sounding lame and ruining the moment I punched his shoulder and he chuckled “sry sry yalla k w9lna let me see ur charms working here ;)” I patted his shoulder and winked “miss call me and I’ll come running” I nodded and opened the door and headed to the gate he yelled good luck I gave him a wave and ringed the bell **sigh** wat do I do to help?! My charms should be on set now coz I need them….
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Ensan Kan B 7ayatti 31
Sry For The W8 w I Guess U Better Check The Other Post :P
Dedicated To Bent El Mehairi Whose Hunting Me xD w to my 50 AMAZING followers :**
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3 days passed, her dad didn’t bother call back, I was getting worried 7ata maha wasn’t answering my calls, from feeling happy and great… now I just feel sad and gloomy! What do I do?! I can’t just sit here and do nothing. I’m pathetic I looked at the sky it seemed peaceful wish my thoughts were as clear as the sky…love kills!!!
I’m breaking in every second passing, my strength weakens, and soon I’ll lose it and do something that I’m going to regret…story of my life….not anymore I love her y is fate going against me on this!! I should go and do something useful ,ask bout her maybe see her!! Then it blasted in my head reminding me to ASK!!
I stood up from my chair and went to my dad, running…. this should work this should work” I thought to myself
I saw my dad downstairs talking to salem(whose been enjoying he’s everyday life with sara -.-‘’) where is sara anyways? I looked both sides and she wasn’t there so I just went to my dad and sat beside him.
“ubooya kalmk bo el bent!?” I asked rlly nervous, legs vibrating.... he looked at me and smiled, I smiled too feeling something good is about to happen ….
“ent wayed m3jab bhal bent huh?!” he asked I nodded waiting for him to tell me if he did or not “makalmnee”
I was nervous, I was shocke in my head wat I heard ryt now was glass shattering !! I stood up and rushed up stairs and ran to get my phone last time I’ll call her and if she didn’t answer me I might as well shoot myself!
I called ….no answer I called again and again but with no avail she didn’t answer me. I ran downstairs and my dad called my name making me mad , I screamed something not really sure what it was and I just went running outside.
I was running to my car,, tears smacking my cheeks I WAS CRYING!! but then she stopped me “wats wrong??!!” she said holding my grip
“Nothing 5ozii 3anii!” I said but she looked at me and I just fell on my knees I was weak and she saw my weak side!! She leaned down so we can have an equal height.
“I heard u were getting married to maha I’m happy for u!” She said
“I’m not since I didn’t get an answer from them yet!”
“That’s y ur going crazy!?!”
“Well yea since her cousin asked for her hand first!”
“Well lsn u seem so… worried I have something I can do! “ she said standing up and handing me a her hand I looked passed that and I stood up on my own. “I’m ready to go to her house luckily I just came from the mall all set and ready so yalla come with me!’’ I looked at her for a second there my heart leaned toward her she always cared for others. I held the stirring wheel feeling uncertain! Am I Ready For Commitment?! Am I Ready To Stop Fooling Around?! Am I?!
Dedicated To Bent El Mehairi Whose Hunting Me xD w to my 50 AMAZING followers :**
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3 days passed, her dad didn’t bother call back, I was getting worried 7ata maha wasn’t answering my calls, from feeling happy and great… now I just feel sad and gloomy! What do I do?! I can’t just sit here and do nothing. I’m pathetic I looked at the sky it seemed peaceful wish my thoughts were as clear as the sky…love kills!!!
I’m breaking in every second passing, my strength weakens, and soon I’ll lose it and do something that I’m going to regret…story of my life….not anymore I love her y is fate going against me on this!! I should go and do something useful ,ask bout her maybe see her!! Then it blasted in my head reminding me to ASK!!
I stood up from my chair and went to my dad, running…. this should work this should work” I thought to myself
I saw my dad downstairs talking to salem(whose been enjoying he’s everyday life with sara -.-‘’) where is sara anyways? I looked both sides and she wasn’t there so I just went to my dad and sat beside him.
“ubooya kalmk bo el bent!?” I asked rlly nervous, legs vibrating.... he looked at me and smiled, I smiled too feeling something good is about to happen ….
“ent wayed m3jab bhal bent huh?!” he asked I nodded waiting for him to tell me if he did or not “makalmnee”
I was nervous, I was shocke in my head wat I heard ryt now was glass shattering !! I stood up and rushed up stairs and ran to get my phone last time I’ll call her and if she didn’t answer me I might as well shoot myself!
I called ….no answer I called again and again but with no avail she didn’t answer me. I ran downstairs and my dad called my name making me mad , I screamed something not really sure what it was and I just went running outside.
I was running to my car,, tears smacking my cheeks I WAS CRYING!! but then she stopped me “wats wrong??!!” she said holding my grip
“Nothing 5ozii 3anii!” I said but she looked at me and I just fell on my knees I was weak and she saw my weak side!! She leaned down so we can have an equal height.
“I heard u were getting married to maha I’m happy for u!” She said
“I’m not since I didn’t get an answer from them yet!”
“That’s y ur going crazy!?!”
“Well yea since her cousin asked for her hand first!”
“Well lsn u seem so… worried I have something I can do! “ she said standing up and handing me a her hand I looked passed that and I stood up on my own. “I’m ready to go to her house luckily I just came from the mall all set and ready so yalla come with me!’’ I looked at her for a second there my heart leaned toward her she always cared for others. I held the stirring wheel feeling uncertain! Am I Ready For Commitment?! Am I Ready To Stop Fooling Around?! Am I?!
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