Dark Fantasy: July 2010

sry for the wait**
hope u like it w dnt forget to tell me ur reactions below thanx

Saif didn't move an inch he just kept on glaring at nothingness "saif..earth to saif" i said waving my hand infornt of his face. he blinked then geared the car to D and moved the engine.
as he moved the car i decided to ask him about the girl "its now or never" i thought. the atmosphere was great and i had to ask "um Saif mno hal bnt elli shftha before yesterday?"

{Saif}

WTF she knows about Maha i put my left hand on my chest and the right hand is still on the steering wheel all i could think about is BUSTED. i drove as i felt my heart beat i could also feel her heavy gaze. i was in the hot seat right now never in my whole life of experience with any girl have i ever been the one in the hot seat. i drove and i could also hear her heart beat beating as fast as mine. i smiled thinking about how i would always make all the girls heart beat like horses running a thousand miles i thought of a lie to tell her and the perfect way to comfort her.i took my hand from my chest to the stirring wheel and my right to hold hers. i felt so pathetic as i held her hand i thought about not ever breaking her heart coz i truly love her bas old habits die hard i tried stopping for a week then the 3rd day i felt so hopeless and just started adding girls on FB, i looked at our hands together and i felt they were meant for each other like they were a master piece completed. i took her hand and kissed her soft hands that smelled like vanilla and finally had the courage to say something that wont hurt her. "heya kanat my girlfriend i broke up with her 2 weeks ago thats when you called to tell your mom that your coming bas she kept following me everywhere and begging me to take her back so before yesterday she came w i had to end it and i didn't want you to know about her" i lied keeping the ugly truth far far away from my true love.
she smiled and removed her glasses so i can see her clearer. i looked deep inside them and i felt that she was somehow relieved with my answer but it looked like she was keeping something from me. BUT I DIDN'T CARE! all i care about is that she's mine and i'll make up everything for her. she squeezed my hand and i felt my heart stopping for a split second. i loved the feeling it was really something, something hard to explain its like mixed feelings all at once. i looked away and stared at the streets that were really empty today i parked 3amoo's car in X company and went in to get her a sim card.
they were alot of number that were very unique and new they said its because it starts with 056 i nodded and decided to start a fresh start and get a new number so i can get away from my ex-s.
i got a number bas Saro was still picking between 3 number each was special in its own way. i told her to pick the 3rd choice and well she went 4 it, thats how i know that a girl likes me she goes after wat i say.
we entered the car and i registered her BB for internet w BBM and i did the same thing to my other BB +.-. gave her my BB pin and we drove off to lady's club.
i didn't like the idea of her going to exercise in a place where in the other hand our house has everything she needs plus i could see her exercising and sweating SHIT that is some view...(imagining)
she hit my arm as she woke me up from my exotic yet perverted dream. "ya3ni i dnt register" she said
"la2 saroo n7n 3endna kl shai" i said then she nodded as i started to tell her what we had.
we entered the car but i had to think of away to get her away from home until it was 7 so i decided to take her to emirates palace.
we waited for salem to arrive coz he really wanted to taste the indian food there that ppl thank so much.
we took a seat sara and i and waited for the king to arrive until i had a glimpse of my ex- i took my old BB out and saw about 3 BBM and it was all from her...Maha she was following us with a girl which looked really hot. Sara excused herself to the bathroom and Maha went after her. i felt somehow scared of what Maha was up to i went to her table and saw her friend who was abnormally beautiful. i shook my head and was about to go to my table until the girl handed me her number i tore it to pieces and went back to my seat feeling so noble
Text Message to Salem Al X
shit salem i am in big shit lsn maha is in the same bathroom as sara is i am so scared ymkn tgoolha! >.<
i clicked send and put my BB on the table and waited for Sara to come so i can know if she's good.

{Salem}

as i was driving to emirates palace restless from my first day of work after my holiday i got a beep from my BB. i unlocked my BB and saw that i got a text from a weird number. as i read i knew it was saif and i knew he was troubled bas it definitely serves him ryt.

i saw them sitting in the table were the light was to dim and i realized Saif's view was infornt of his ex- Maha who he asked for beyond usual for but she refused then he broke up with her in the nyt sara came. i sat down and i saw her face as happy as ever" weird" i thought ,maha didn't tell her a word wow maha is very loyal.
"hii saloom" she said making my day already "how was work after your huge holiday?"
"ahhh tiring i have alot to do and i left alot of mess in my office" i sighed remembering how my office looked like it was damn messy and it got me the shivers i really hate messiness.
the menus came along and we ordered alot of spices that i felt terrified about the thought of entering the bathroom.
we ate as we talked about useless topics i wanted to go home so bad to jump in my bed and sleep for hours and hours but i don't think that'll happen.
as sara talked she would look at Saif and never at me i felt disappointed i wanted her to notice me so bad but she just kept on eye at the guy who talks to every girl there is. As sara looked at him he was just to busy BBMing in his BB go knows what his doing now. Sara is unique she's what every guy would wish for but for her perfect personality she lacks good judgements.
i always cared for her maybe to the extent but i truly do love ever since her mom told me to be like her guardian. when she was born i would never let anyone kiss her or touch her expect her mom, dad , and i. i would ask her mom if i could feed her, even brush her golden brown hair, and i would run to her when she was asleep.
the day she went to UK was my very own nightmare, i didn't shed a tear i was totally pissed from my bro who kept on regretting to hanging out with her the past few months that it was my fault that i convinced him not to talk to her. i wanted him to seem like he was the bad boy but she was always drawn to him no matter wat i did she was attracted to him.
She always thought of me as her dad who keeps on ordering her around and ruining her life for my overprotectiveness but she never cared nor thanked me at how much i truly cared.
i never talked to any girl for she was the one who stole my heart it would curse every moment i saw a girl that was nice and all but my heart would say was her name and curse it self for even thinking of another girl.
i thought for the better for her i made my bro and i break her heart but it was all so she would get a better education nonetheless.
my thoughts blasted as i heard her laughter it was like bells ringing in my heart.
"why are you two laughing" i asked
"3ashan you look so cute while your thinking so deeply, whose the lucky girl" she said winking at me. my heart felt dull as she said those word.
"he's gay he never talked to a girl before" Saif said
"hey don't call him gay bas salem are u" she asked curiously.
"no bas the girl i love is already taken" i said looking at my BB.
"ohh 7ayatti your heart broken, you know every person has a soulmate you'll meet the one who you deserve promise" she said making me feel better
"bas r u sure ur not gay ya3ni you called your horse sunshine" sara started laughing as i blushed.
"i called him enrique because when i was in the state the girls said i looked kinda like enrique " i said defending myself of course saying the truth i did look like enrique in some ways w a9lan Latino's look like arabs "k you called your horse Kim" i continued feeling stupid coz there was nothing wrong with the name
"yah for the hottest girl ever did you know ena her ass weighs 4 KG" saif said sounding cocky
"shoof saif its 5 lets go somewhere else than sitting here"
"k bas dnt change the subject all the time" saif said, i asked for the bill as i took my wallet out.
i paid and we went to the parking. my range was in the other side so we said we'll meet in the entrance.

{Sara}

we were at starbucks in khaldiya we sat as we drank coffee and talked a bit more. saif kept all his concentration on his BB as for Salem he looked sleepy but he was talking to me about some lame topics i really don't like talking about. he never seemed to interest me i felt sorry for his bride to be.
"so you want to be a fashion designer" he said in the most sarcastic tone
"yah and why do you say it like its something unlikely"
"3ashan mai2akel 3aish this thing"
"well i like it" and i ended the topic with fetching my BB and adding Maha my new friend in my contacts and called baba.
"alo" baba said sounding unsure about the caller
"baba its me don't worry" i said grinning
"ahh hi 7aboba hows things in AE"
"el7amdella"
"baba i called you about 10 times but now i know why" he said "aba agoolich shai" he said it in his worried tone
"yup anything why are you worried you know you can tell me anything"
"well 7aboba i want to marry Viccky i feel she's the one i realized that yoom aslamat"
"she did what?!"
"ya i was confused too we had a conversation about our realign i gave her hard proof the next thing i know she said el shahada"
"wow that means she loves you alot to become a Muslim" i saw Saif and Salem looking at me and dropping their BB's and i whispered to them " baba is getting married"
"wat a player" Saif said chuckling and Salem punched him on his shoulder giving him a look
"so are you k that i get married for the 5th time" baba asked
"yah i am"
"thanx 7abebtii 5ala9 today i'll propose and tell you"
"k love you"
"u too t.c"
"k" and he hang up.
"your dad is getting married again" saif said "how will 3amitty take it"
"3adii" Salem said he looked at the watch and gasped "yalla lazim enroo7 elbait akeed their waiting for us"
we nodded and drove home. i rang the bell but no1 answered i jumped from the window and the house was dark and scary. i opened the door fast coz i was so scared.
"alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooo" saif said in a creepy way sending chills in my back.
then a flash shot in and the lights opened
"CONGRATS SAROOOO" the whole family said i saw all every1 7ata 3ami 3ali.
i went in and salmet 3ala kel 7ad took my gifts and gave it to the maid to put it in my room and went to the majlis with the girls.............

wait till part 11 it will be soon +.-

wats ur problem giving me looks that made me think ur a bitch w btw i only protect the people i love and care about if i had no feelings toward you i wouldn't have give a damn!
Saif

i stepped back and sat down on my bed i put my hands on my head and started to cry, 'he thinks i'm a bitch well i am not, he broke me heart that playar he doesnt know wat i witnessed 5ARA" i said to myself tears flattered from my eyes i don't need anyone to make me happy i'm perfect alone he's nothing i don't need him. W I AM A BITCH T.T
i stood up and opened the windows it was dark already i looked up at the sky but there weren't any stars today. i looked below and i saw Saif sitting on a bench just staring at the pool which wasnt that interesting . did i judge him maybe she's just his friend uff. i stared at him and how i felt so bad he turned his head and and looked at my window shocked to see me he smiled a sweet smile and went inside the shed.
sho el salfa?! whats up with all this i wiped my tears and closed my windows.
ahhhhhhhhh i'm so confused and WTF he smiled like a complete idiot c'mon something isn't right i'm sooooo CONFUSED i never felt like this i'm CONFUSED.
for the first time in my life i don't know whats the deal i feel lost
i decided not to say goodnight to anyone because i looked wrong from crying and ofcourse they'll start asking why i'm crying.
i sat on my bed and looked at my watch and it was about 7:30 why am i even going to tell them goodnight a9lan ba3da ma ethen el 3asha.
i opened my tv for the first time and put disney.
watching hannah montana i sat on the bed and i SLEPT!!!!!
the last time i slept at 7 it was in KG and i don't think i slept at 7 exactly i was akeed talking 2 Saif w Salem from the HOCKY TALKIES they were so cool in those days so i think i slept at 8 but today i slept at 7 something i am such a LOSER.

i woke up looking pale, i realized that i need to register my BB w get a new sim card.. i wore my black skinnies and my red lacost t-shirt. put on mama's 3abaya and realized that i haven't opened my BB again SHIT baba was going to lecture me so i just left it closed. i wore my marc jacobs pointy shoes, and ran down. took a toast and spread it with some cheese that had a scary cow
i ran to mama saw her reading the news paper "mama aba il X5" i asked looking like an angel and drawing a halo above my head, she got her bag and threw me her keys.
"2d3me el sayra plz 3ashan el ta2men be5ala9 next week" i winked and before i could go out Saif called after me
"wein saira"
"may59k" i said putting alot sarcasim in my tone.
"3amo wein seira bntich"
"X phone company" mama said i went back where Saif was standing.
"shkran mama" she winked and i went out the door.
Saif came after me i opened the door of the X5 and he closed it.
"ana basoog" he said
"la2 ana basoog and why the hell are you coming with me?"
"cz 3aib el bnt etroo7 bara3 broo7a" he said giving me a look that sent a vibe saying answer and i'll kick ur ass. i didn't say a word and sat in the passengers seat. putting my Dior glasses.
we drove through silence i couldn't bare it so i put the FM.
it was 7asin aljasmi inta kafee
"thats my favorite song" Saif and i said at the same time, he smiled at me and i gave him a frown he looked at the road and i just kept staring at him. i had to ask about the damn girl in the car maybe she's not he's girlfriend(denial) i opened my mouth to ask about the girl he looked at me and i blurted the wrong thing -_-
"laish when i hugged you, you got mad at me?" i asked eventhough i knew the answer
it was a red light and he just kept staring at nothingness, now is my chance looks like he didn't hear me i opened my mouth to say something and i did it again v.v
"k why didn't you ever contact me?" feeling ashamed coz i cant say the ryt thing
he looked at me and when he was about to talk the car behind us beeped....
DAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :@